I didn't manage to update yesterday.
Because SOMEONE didn't allow me to use the laptop due to some reason which i find entirely funny and childish.
You'll know it soon lah Kakak.
-.-"

So i accompanied her to Sheng Siong to get her Mac & Cheese.
And she told me to cook it for her, which i did.

GB came over.
This one also got a lot of comments.
Hahahahaha!

And my family came home with a hot story to tell.
Apparently, even full-grown men can't control their temper.
Tsk.
I hope you won't turn out that way when you grow up boy.
:D

Anyways..
Today's the 7th!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

Hehehehe.
It's going to be a looooonnnnngggggggg day.
And i'm going to make the best of it.
I will.

Make this count alright?
I'm excited beyond believe.
Hahahaha.

So what's 14 divided by 2?
Hmmmm.

Alright.
I'm too excited to type anything else.
BYE!

Oh wait.
Honestly, i think you're so fucked up with yourself.
You're oblivious to EVERYTHING.
Yes, think what you want.
If you think you're always right,
Then stay that way.
I couldn't care less.
You don't mean anything to me.
((:

I have checked the movie timings!
YEAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
:D

Nothing much is going on today.
No plans.
I have to go to my aunt's place at Jurong though tomorrow.
Hmmmmmm.

Wait.
Actually, my sister asked me to accompany her to WS.
But, i don't know if she's still going.

My house is very..
Silent.
My brothers are gone.
They followed my dad to some party.
God knows what.

I woke up in the morning,
excited to eat my Chappati.
((:

Went Ikea yesterday evening.
My mum wanted to get us a new clothes hanger.
It's still nicely wrapped in the box.
Not fixed yet.

And i got my ice cream at Ikea.
AGAIN!

That someone has been mixing up his/her words.
It's so funny.
I almost died laughing on the phone.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

BYEBYE!
I cannot multi-task.


I really couldn't be bothered anymore.

It's a start of a new day.
((:
_________________

I'm honestly sick and tired of people twisting and turning the story.
Can you please just stop.
What good do you get when people all around you are fighting because of you?
What the hell do you want.

I've given you what you asked for.
I hope you're happy.
And as long as my senses are still functioning, they don't betray me.
Don't you fucking dare to twist the story ever again.
Enough bullshit.

And my trust don't belong with you anymore.
It's been broken enough.
Your words are cheap.
I'm sorry that this has to happen

You got my pity now boy.
______________

It's going to rain!
No!

I'm going to Ehub later.
I want job ya know!
Must find one.
Money fast depleting.

"Syirah, go Sheng Siong later. Buy chicken."
-.-"
I swear the staffs there would have recognised me enough now.
My hand want to tercabut already.
I forgot to ask for another layer of plastic bag.
Lucky it didn't tear on the way home.

And OMG!
I didn't know you were THAT flirtatious.
Crime of opportunity huh?
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Alright.
I'm done for now.
Bye ((:

This broken heart can still survive,
with the touch of your grace.

I'd never want this butterflies to fly.
Nor do i want the laughter to fade.
You make it easy, you really do.
Thank you so much.

I had fun yesterday.
:D

My sister bought Ferhan an amp for his birthday.
I got a shirt.
TYTY!
I'm looking forward to wearing it.
;)

I swear i hate repeating myself.
I had to repeat my sentence at least 3 times before my sister can hear what i say.
Because i happen to be sitting on her right side.
And she has issues with her right ear.

Even when i came home,
i had to repeat myself when talking to Izzul.
And i burst out asking probably the most stupid question ever,
"Can you please stop making me repeat myself? Are you deaf too?!?!"
And Izzul looked at me and at that instant i realised that he was deaf in one ear.
So i said,
"Ohh yeah, you are deaf. My bad."
And my siblings proceeded to laugh.
-.-"

And i think Izzul is picking up fast.
I shouted,
"It's raining!"
And he answered in the most indifferent tone,
"It started raining since just now kakak."
Sarcasm runs in the blood.

I've got enough evidence to move on now.
You have no fucking rights to get angry with me nor him anymore.
Enough ok.
I will lead my own life and you have no say in it.
Period.

I lost my train of thoughts.
Bye.

I tried to hold on but it hurts too much.
I tried to forgive but it's not enough,
to make it all okay.

Guess who didn't bring her laptop to school?
Hehehehe :D

I am officially going bonkers.
I have all this anger channeled at one person,
but it seems like i can't let it out.
Come on, face the music.

I hate your guts.
Is it that difficult to just say the truth?
I'm the one who asked.
If you're going to give the excuse of trying not to hurt my feelings,
then all i'm going to say is that- don't bother because the damage is done and don't act like as if you care.

If you're going to give the reason of protecting your privacy,
then by all means i have the right to protect mine too.
But you just have to know don't you?
Because your emotions are beyond control.

You're an insensitive bastard, yes you are.
I really wouldn't bother sugar coating my words.
You don't deserve a well-mannered talk.

All i'm asking for is for you to tell me the truth,
no lies.
Words and confirmation from your own mouth.
Not from others.
And all i want is a proper goodbye.

If it makes me sound obnoxious by saying that you owe me an apology,
the so be it.
You do owe me an apology.

I am going to apologise for not fighting for what we had anymore.
I am going to apologise for being rude.
I am going to apologise to myself for pulling me down.
I am going to apologise to your friends for putting up with you.
I am going to apologise to the only person who cares and have been here all this time.

Till then, i'll be waiting.
And when that moment comes, i'm not going to turn back.
So make sure this is what you want.

I'm not going to initiate the contact anymore.
If you're the one with guts, you'd come up.
___________________________

It's the 1st of December.
A new month.
A new start.

The last month of the year.
And i'm here,
looking at the prospect of a new beginning.

The future ahead is what i'm looking forward to.
I'm not going to reminisce in the past.
Because the past is history,
and history shall not be lived again.
There's a reason why it's called history.

By the way GB,
I'm looking forward to your surprise.
As much as i hate the suspense of surprises,
i'll wait.
I DO IT FOR YOU!
;)

My mum wants me to work at Cineplex.
There's loads of vacancy there.
And she told me to go today and get a job.
-.-"

We'll see about that.
Hahahaha!

My sister just texted me and asked if i would love to accompany her to Penin.
So being the good sister i am, i said okay.
Heh :D
I don't have anything to do at home anyway.

Money fast depleting!
That's why must find work.
Haiyo!

Izzul is deaf.
In one ear.
He went into my room in the morning and asked,
"Kakak, we're going to the doctor today?"
I said, "Yeah, i think. Why?"
"Ohh, because im deaf in one ear."
"o.0 you sure not?"
i didn't wait for his answer and proceeded to scream in his ear.
"OI, i can still hear!"
"Ohhh, right. Sorry."
and he walked away.
Hahahahahha!

Byebyebye!
((:

I went swimming yesterday.
At Jurong.
And am actually amazed at the fact that i'm not that dark.
AWESOME!

GB tagged along.
((:
Didin't see Iqah there though.

I had fun.
It's been so long.
I couldn't wait to change into my swimming costume, i didn't bother waiting for my mum and sister.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

Went to visit Reza after that.
He just had his part of the skin snipped off.
Circumcise.

Izzul went to him and started stroking his hair.
It was adorable.
Considering the fact that Reza is a few months older than him.

Had our early dinner at Bedok corner after that.
I actually thought of getting my lasagna.
But i was full from the chicken rice.
And since no one wanted to share it with me, i figured i'd get it another time.

Do whatever that makes you happy.

I got my vanilla ice cream at Ikea just last 2 days.
And i got my Mac & Cheese today.
I'm a happy girl!

I need to restock my fridge with Toblerone.
Hmmmm.

I just remembered that i needed to give someone something.
Hahahaha.
Apparently that someone couldn't wait,
but it seems that he/she has forgotten about it too.
:D

My sister has started schooling again.
Which means i'm not going to see much of the laptop now.
Cause she's going to bring it with her to school.
Goddamn it.

I shall warn you that this blog would not have much updates as compared to last time.
Apologies.

My sister has been pestering me to call Mad Jack.
But i have my doubts of working in a cafe.
Should i or should i not?

Alright.
Toddles!

Well the truth hurts.

I had fun yesterday.
Got my mind occupied.
And Amirah is as adorable as ever.

If i can keep Aidah for myself, i will.
It sucks to say goodbye everytime.
Hmpf.

I feel so restless.
I really don't like this feeling.
FUCK.

I'm glad my mum's bringing us out tomorrow.
Family time.
And it's been so long since i went swimming.
I'll look like Gb later.
NYAHAHAHAHAHAH!

I got my haircut just now.
And my sister is having a mid-life crisis.
She doesn't know if she should perm her hair.
So she went for her haircut.

Then now, she took the hair curler and curled her hair.
And she's thinking about perming again.
-.-"

My siblings are in their crazy mood.
KECOH!
Hahahahahah.

My mum's bringing us to Ikea later.
And according to Kak Lina, Ikea's vanilla flavoured ice cream is really good.
I shall go get one later!
-evil smile-

Iqah and gada came over just now.
I miss you woman!
My granny and Iqah can talk non-stop i tell you.
I'll just sit and listen.

I need my chocolate.
((:
________

I don't like what's happening right now.

Let me hold you,
for the last time.
It's the last chance to feel again.