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Saturday, December 23, 2006
My soul's depressed A dementor's near me.
My soul's depressed. I want to go somewhere where i can scream. Somewhere where no one can find me. Somewhere where no can hear me scream. Somwhere that i'll find my self at peace. _________________________________ I received a whole lot of bad news all in ONE DAY.I can't take it. My brain doesn't seem to process this happenings.. My one form of communication is currently unavailable for maybe as long as 7 months.I don't really know if i can survive that long without it.The trip to Malacca that i was soooo looking forward to was postponed to i don't know when.Loads of other unfaitful events been happening too..It's like as if i will never be cheerful again in my life.How i wish someone will kindly perform a cheering charm on me.Still not prepared for school next year.Haven't buy my shoe. Im starting to think about how the way people in this house treats me.Maybe it's just my negative thinking.I seem to think that they don't understand me at all despite the fact that i have been living under one roof with them for 13 years..Im undergoing puberty now.My hormones are raging and of course i'll be a little bit rebellious as i go on.Somehow they don't know this particurlar fact.Well maybe i shall bear with it or they should bear with me. There's something seriously wrong with the time and date on my blog.When it's posted and all.Im like cacooned in this house.Argh...boreed boored boredd.Sorry about this post but i don't want to take the risk of poisining myself so i rather vent my anger here. Goodbye for now. |