The band concert yesterday was awesome!
Towards the end that is.
Hahahaha.

And it was sad to know that Mr Kenny Tan has resigned.
Hmmmmmm.
Mr Neo cheered the crowd on with his little dance.
Cute.
:D

And i reached home nearing midnight.
Day well spent.
I swear.

I got my Mac & Cheese plus Ham cheesy pasta.
THANK YOU!

We went food hunting after the concert.
Everyone was hungry and there weren't many places of choice to eat.
The guys wanted to go BK.
There was confusion.

In the end, we went to afghan to get our late dinner.
I didn't eat, but they did.
Hahahaha.

I had fun yesterday.
I really did.

And the band members were awesome.
Great concert.
Good job people!

I have to go to LP later.
My mum has been bugging me to get a job.
Sometimes i feel like telling her to ask my grandmother to hire me instead.

Like i said before,
i should get paid for helping my granny.
Grocery shopping and what nots.
:/

I couldn't stop smiling yesterday.
And it was nice seeing my schoolmates.
=)

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Woke up to my granny asking me to help with house chores.
And since she allowed me to go for the band concert and managed to persuade my grandad,
the least i could do was help.
Which i usually do.
:D

I'm running on a bar of Toblerone.
Because i know i'm getting my Mac & Cheese later.
I went LP yesterday and Gb told me to check if they restocked M&C at Sheng Siong.
I wasn't putting any hopes on finding M&C on the shelves but apparently,
when hope's not there, what i wanted so much was restocked.

I think i wore on that smile for quite some time.
GB should know.
Hahaha!

Nina and i were panicking over what to wear for tomorrow.
Actually i had mine settled out,
till she texted me and asked what i was wearing.
That was when i had two minds.

My mum and granny didn't offer much help.
Two different opinions on which both,
i think is quite appropriate.

The panicking turned out to be funny after that.
We realised how girlish we were and Nina said,
"Kelakar aku tengok kiteorg ni, takleh angs!"
It strucked me what we were doing and i laughed.
Hahahaha.

See you later babe!
;)

I'll be meeting Iqah and Kak Eerah too.
Long time no see aye?
Thanks for not wanting to 'kacau daun'.
Very thoughtful.
HEH!

I was sitting on my bed and couldn't help thinking how this particular someone struck me as-
to quote unquote Lady Gaga,
FIGURE OF A BAD ROMANCE.
Hmmmmmmmmm.
:/

As i'm growing,
ripening of age,
i think that it's best i lead my life the way i want to now.
Not a care about what the others might think because honestly,
secondary school is over and nothing much of what they think matters as much.

Yeah, you can't blame humans for judging.
It's like second nature.
But sometimes, their judgment is misleading.
& this isn't what you want.

I thank Allah that my family is accepting.
And i am very much grateful that you're willing to learn.
Hey, today's probably the last day of the year that we'll get to spend time together.
I'm going to make it count, for sure.
Am looking forward! ((:

Somehow i've got loads to say today.
Hahaha.
But i think i should end it here.

The new year is coming.
A new book.
A new chapter.
A new beginning.
A new love.

I am in a state of anxiety.
I'm waiting for the green light to go to the band concert.
Just when i thought i could go,
my granny said she'll confirm with my grandad.
AIYO THAMBI!

Lets keep those fingers crossed.
and pray hope i can go.
:D

Had netball pit yesterday.
The fun started kicking in toward the end of the pit.
The part where i had to go home.
And JY came when i was going!
Hmpf.

Long time no see.
And you were wearing a skirt!
Hehe :D

GB,
thanks for the company home.
The walk home was nice.
And sorry we didn't have much time.
But i made it count.
((:

Anyhoots.
I am currently going on and about on 2 hours of sleep.
Suffice to say that my brain lags now.
But other than that, i'm fully functional!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

One thing i can't control,
is anxiety.
And since that's what's taking over me now,
it's making me lose my train of thoughts.
ADIOS AMIGOS!

Prom is cancelled.
Sad, yes.
It's disappointing.

You know what made it more disappointing?
It's the fact that it was cancelled because people fail to cooperate.
And one person has to suffer.
Where'd your hearts go?

Pooja, you don't have to make it up to anybody.
It wasn't your fault to start with.

Ah well,
what's done is done.
Maybe this year just isn't ours.

I'm going for the pit later.
& Sida, sorry i couldn't tag along.
:/

I swear this household is like a circus.
Why?
Because my granny isn't around.
She sleptover at my uncle's place.

And my brothers are taking advantage of the "freedom" they have.
Lucky they listen to me.
Else i think this house will be turned upside down.
BOW AT MY FEET!
Nyahahahahhaa :D

My family stayed up to watch Singapore Idol yesterday.
And lets just say they were elated that Sezairi won.
Haha.

Someone never fail to make me smile and laugh.
Eventhough it's a simple text message.
Hahahaha.
This is why you're here.
And why i'm here.

Don't give up okay Carebear?
I'll be here to help.
And you know my family is here too.
((:

Alright,
bye for now.

I have just finished bathing the cats.
It amazes me each time,
how they always seem to hate me after i bathe them.
Hahaha, cats.

The boys have gone haywire.
I woke up to Izzul telling a story to my sister.
And then he comes in again later and told me another story.
But, just as he was warming up,
Syimir came in and charged toward Izzul.
Then started punching him.

I swear it was sudden.
Though i think they've been fighting since morning.
And now they're laughing their asses out.
Weird but cute.

I am currently busy debating with someone.
And i lost my train of thoughts.
So till i get them back,
i bid my goodbye just here.
:D

I AM INFLUENTIAL!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

I think the bug is finally getting to me.
And i hope it won't be full blown
I want to go to the pit on Monday, mind you.
Not to mention prom.

And i've made a list of what to get.
Apparently my granny has gotten things planned.
Hmmmmm, efficient.

GB!
Thanks for the lozenges.
And the company just now.
I was dying to get prata.
((:

I love feeding my cats.
Because everytime they're hungry,
they'll run after you because they know you're going to feed them.
It makes me feel..
GOOD.
Heh :D

And sometimes the irony gets to you.
This is all interesting,
but i think enough is done.
Have you figured out what to do my boy?

Syimir asked me on the way to LP just now.
"Kakak, when you were young.. did you understand your life?"
My tongue was tied for a moment and then i answered,
"Errr, i guess."
"Hmmmm, i didn't understand mine."
Take note that he said that in the most matter-of-a-fact tone.
LOL AH AMIR!

My siblings are conspiring against me.
I think it slipped their minds that my hearing is one of a kind,
unlike them.
They planned to kiss me because they know i hate it.
"I can hear you!"
And they burst out laughing.
-.-"

My granny has called me.
She has food served.
And i'm hungry.
GOODBYE WORLD.
For now.

Hey,
Main Hoon Na.

HOHOHO, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I am blogging, not from the Queen's laptop.
Hahahaha.
I'm at Gb's place.

And i am actually waiting for him to serve me his mum's tapioca.
She cook specially for me ya know!
Go get it,now!
(he's actually reading as i'm typing)

I am definitely going for prom.
And i tried the dress out yesterday.
KECOH!

Went bowling yesterday.
I didn't try cause i was too busy taking pictures.
Shots of every round.
Must give credit to me!
Hmpf.

Finally got my Shepherd pie.
BUT!
I was still hungry.

And i got up from bed at 12 am,
ate rice.
And Syimir went,
"Kakak, you eating rice at this hour?!"
"Why?"
"You must wait for 2 hours you know, for the food to digest."
"Right.. okay."

I've got a funny story to share.
Izzul was bowling yesterday,
and we were watching intently.
When suddenly, he threw the ball too hard and it landed at the first lane.
Our lane was the third one.

I couldn't stop laughing.
Technically we couldn't stop laughing.
And my dad turned and said to the occupants of the first lane,
"Sorry, not professional. First time!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

GB is a very busy man.
You become house husband sudah.
SET!

He is very proud of himself for building a house for choco.
And she's been sleeping in there since 12 i think.
Must be very comfortable.

He said,
"Syirah, choco tidur mati."
And i asked casually,
"Check if she's still breathing."
He laughed, ran to me and told me to post that up.
So this is what i'm doing.
You happy now GB?!

I think this post is long enough.
Hahaha.
BYEBYE!

I had an awesome day yesterday.
(((:

My day started out well.
Woke up and got ready for the cinema.
Caught Avatar at 1.25 pm.

That is one terrific show.
Give me money and i'll watch it again.
No doubt.

It ended around 4.30.
So my siblings went home.
GB and i went to the beach and surveyed the pit.

The wind was nice.
And the fresh air was much wanted.

Hey GB,
thanks for yesterday.
It's always nice when you're there.
(:

Headed back to Ehub! to meet Nina and Sida.
Then we headed to the pit.
Waited awhile for Khai to arrive.

We started the fire and people started pouring in.
It was nice seeing them again.
See you people at prom!
That is if, i go.
Haha :D

I enjoyed the pit yesterday.
Though it tire the hell out of me.
And caused me to wake up late today,
i still enjoyed it.

And i made yesterday count.
=)

I'm going to make today count too.
My mum's bringing us out to bowl today.
She invited GB and Ferhan.

So GB,
i'll be seeing you again today.
Heh!

I'm looking forward for the netball pit this Monday.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Okay, enough said for now.
Hahaha.
BYEBYE!

I think i killed time yesterday.
Went to WS then to TM/CS.

Nina and i were in search of a white blouse.
But i think i got my eye on something else after that.
She bought her jewellery at Click! and then we headed back to Isetan.
Where i bought my pants.
And she bought her blouse.
Hahaha!

Glad you were willing to get to know him babe.
Thanks!
It meant a lot.
((:

Anyhoots,
my cats are fighting outside.
Noisy lah you!

The beach sounds like a nice place to be at now.
Hahaha.
Tomorrow.
:D

I really really think that my cats are animagus.
Hmmmmmm.

I need to set my voicebox straight.
It's been running.
And i hate having to clear my throat everytime.

Do you know that there is such thing called the dislocation of the voicebox?
Cool huh.
Though i can't quite swallow the fact on how your voicebox can dislocate.
:/

I want the sun to shine tomorrow.
Adios!

RIP Britanny Murphy.

Hello hello.
:D

I just ate nuggets.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
I like.

Meeting Nina and her sister at 1 later.
She wants to shop at WS.
Buy me something ah!
Hahahahahha.

There's basically nothing much to do nowadays.
This is when holidays sucks.
Big time.

I was bored out of my mind yesterday.
So i went in my room and started mixing and matching clothes.
My sister was lying on the bed and she became the critique.
Awesome much?
Hahahaha.

I was so thrilled to watch Mighty Ducks 3 yesterday night.
I swear i miss that show.
I have all the series and i'm planning to watch them all over again.
The movie is full of spirit.
It gets me hyped up.
((:

I don't live to please everyone.
It wouldn't be possible to please everyone at once.
Ah well.
Humans.

Bye then.

Psssst; all the best for your appeal. (:

I went to LP in vain hope that they have restocked Mac & Cheese.
But no.
My hopes were dashed.
Tragic.

So i ended up eating Mc Chicken at Mac'd.
Hmmmmmm.
Hahahaha.

And my grandad got a new phone.
He told me to help him with the new functions.
And i did so just now.
He's still trying them out.
LOL.

I am sort of looking forward for the pit.
More like looking forward because of the food.
I'm craving for bbq'ed chicken wings.

My cats hate me everytime after i bathe them.
Well i'm sorry kitties but you gotta smell nice.
YOU ARE A PRIVATE CAT!
Whatever that means.

And my sister called to make appointment with the vet.
They're up for surgery on January the 11th.
I shall accompany them.

I secretly believe that my cat is an animagus.
Because i swear they stare at me like they're humans.
:/

GOODBYE MY LOVER!

Gb came over today.
Brought Choco along.
Like finally!
:D

And so i can stop hearing to Izzul whining about missing Choco.

My mum gave me the green light for the pit on 23rd.
Though i'm actually having two minds on whether to go or not.
Hahahahaha.
On the brighter side, there's food.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm~

I read Maximum Ride again.
I miss that book.
And i'm thinking of hooking myself back to the realm of books.
It's been a long time.

I forgot to mention that Panjang literally skidded and couldn't halt in time.
So she collided- head on, with me.
I saw stars for a moment.
It was a big impact.
Bloody pussy.

alright, the MSN is busy.
BYEBYE!

I am going to make today count.
Uhuh, definitely.
((:

My cousins came over in the morning just now.
And they wished me Happy Birthday.
Weird, but nice.
Hahahahahhaa.

And i am getting pro at the waveboard.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Hey Carebear,
whatever it is, you wouldn't disappoint.
all the best and no worries.
I'll be there.
(:

My cats are making a big huha outside.
Hahahahaha.
They are entangled in their strings.
And the way they're meowing,
i am sure they're panicking.
Sad.


Wokays!
I've got important things to do.
Bye!

I am relieved.
Hehehe :D

And i went grocery shopping today.
Bought the stuffs granny asked me to.
And i was disappointed by the fact that Mac & Cheese was out of stock.
HOW COME?!

I shall try looking for it again tomorrow.
Hmmmmmms.
Other than Sheng siong, i don't think they sell it elsewhere.

I rollerbladed again today.
Hahahaha.
Addict!

And someone has finally gotten the hang of rollerblading.
Good job! ((:

I think i'm going to be sick.
Not sick from a virus infection.
Sick from looking at something that could have been totally avoidable.
Disgusting, i swear.
ERRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH.

According to my mum,
tomorrow is my Muslim birthday.
The 1st of Muharram.
Happy birthday to GB too.
:D

Alright.
Byebye.

I woke up, showered.
Took a bite and tried the waveboard.
Yeah, i suck.

BUT!
I managed to ride that thing.
And i can now.
NYAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

Went down early today.
Played with the waveboard.
Then i rollerbladed.

GB, you suck at rollerblading.
I'd teach you some time soon.
Hahahaha :D

And i got the green light for Friday.
I'll be there.
Can't wait.
((:

My throat is giving me a hard time.
I think i shouted too much yesterday.
Woits, i want lozenges.

I woke up at 5.40 am in the morning,
searching for lozenges.
But to no avail.
Sad.
Where's the medicine when you need one?!

I really find this funny.
I mean, what does it take for you to give a proper lie?
You suck at it.
But i must give you credit for pulling off the sympathetic face.
Ahh well, i wish you well.
Lets see how long it will last.
If it does happen that is.

I think Mac & Cheese makes good company.
Which explains the fact that i will never get that craving off my list.
And i'm getting it, soon!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

Time for me to go.
The queen's sleeping and i shall make good use of this time i have.
Bye!

Today is very fruitful.
I love today.
Hahahaha.

I miss netball.
And coming back just now was good.
It's been so long since i've played.
And girls, good job.
((:


My grandad bought my brothers a waveboard.
Of course they have to share.
Pokai you know!

And i am trying to learn how to ride that thing.
Though i swear rollerblading is much easier.
Hmmmmmmmms.

I get to meet Nina and Sida just now.
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Oh, not forgetting GB.
I finally got what i wanted.
Thank you!

My sister is attempting to ride the board.
Hahahaha.
And Syimir went,
"You're too heavy, i cannot support you!"
LOL.

Izzul just called me and asked,
"Kakak, you want to try not?"
I said, "Okay, wait."
"No, i give you 1 minute!"
-.-"

And i want to try.
So byebye.

My mum thinks i'm weird.
Why?
Because she said that there are times when she sees me eating one meal a day and then there are times when she see me eating non-stop for a day.
Hahahaha.

And my Toblerone needs restocking!
SOMEBODY SAVE ME.
You know who you are.
(:

I'm having two minds on whether to go tomorrow.
But i've been missing netball a lot.
Hmmmmmms.

Went to Toys 'R' Us yesterday night.
The boys wanted to get their things.
Went around TM then to CS.
Izzul bought his weapons.

Went to Guardian to pay GB a visit.
Hahahahaha.
And Izzul went,
"I wait for you."
I said, "No, he's working!"
:D

Went home.
Bumped into Qiib,Iliyas and Syak.
Hahaha.
And Izzul was all smiles and blushes.

Today's plan was to accompany my sister to watch Planet 51.
But i don't know what happened to the plan.
It's always like this.

I've decided to attend prom.
Lets go people!

Funny how some people just don't get it.
Talking isn't an option.
Cause apparently they're too daft to understand.
Weird.

I SEE PARTNERS IN CRIME!
No surprise there.
Very itchy ahhh you.
Ask him go scratch for you lah.

Wokays.
I bid my goodbye.
((:

& i saw my family on Tv!
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

OLA!
The queen is out to get her laptop cooler and she gave my brother and i permission to use the laptop.
I am actually very disappointed that the new computer's not coming today.
Ah well, lets wait.
(:

Nina asked me out today.
Salah time lah babe.
Today's a Sunday.
I'm sorry, i'll just see you on Tuesday alright?
Can't wait.
:D

My life is very well sorted out already.
It's almost like a sundae with the cherry on top.
I love the way it is now.

And somehow, you don't seem to matter anymore.
Thank god.
I'm just waiting for you to get over it.
Cause i know well enough that there's a friendship waiting to happen.
It just needs the approval of the other party.
And dude, best of luck.
HEH!

My mum just told me to eat Banmiyah.
I don't know what the hell that is.
But she told me it's like beef steak.
Smells good though.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmms, hungry stomach.

I'm somehow looking forward to this Tuesday.
Hahaha.
It's been some time.
((:

Diffusion has occurred.
The smell is getting to me.
(im making it sound like as if someone farted)
But no, it's actually the food.
TOODLES!

Trained straight to Orchard today.
Walked around.
Bought the boys KFC for lunch.
And headed to EsTeler after that.

My sister bought avocado juice.
WAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
At least i got my craving fulfilled.
Nasi Goreng!
((((:

Waited for my parents to arrive.
Went around Ion after that.
Then headed to Bedok corner.
Since GB said that the bet was off cause i really did accidentally knocked my head in the train,
i bought my lasagna there.
It's okay Gada, you don't owe me anything anymore!
hmpf.

And my dad had to force him to eat just now.
HAHAHAHAHHA.

Went home after that.
So that's basically it today.
The queen has returned.
Bye ((:

I've been away.
Far far away!
Hahaha.
Actually no, the lappy has been away.
Not me.

I went out yesterday with Syimir And GB to tampines.
Went scouting for his bag.
But apparently TM and CS is not THE place.
Hmmmmmms.

Tomorrow's going to be another lonnnnnggggg day.
Yeay!
Hahahahhaa.

I've been mingling with kids too much.
Almost everyday without fail,
i'll accompany my brothers down.
And then they'd ask me to join in the game.
ALI POM.
(however it's spelled)

Someone wants me to have a clear cut.
I have ok.
Hmpf.

And yesterday's late night till morning phone call was fun.
We had nothing else to do and started spamming people.
Blame GB!
-sly grin-

I have a whole packet of Toblerone all to myself.
HEH :D

My cats have admirers.
awwwwwwww~
Hahaha, and one of the male cat is actually blind in one eye.
:/

Will be going to training this Tuesday.
And they're having a pit on the 28th of Dec.
Sweet!
((:

Alright,
will be posting when the new computer arrives.
The laptop is no longer available for my needs.
Sad.

Yesterday was well spent.
I enjoyed myself ((:
Thanks!

I went over.
Had Mac & Cheese.
GB's mum asked me to follow to catch a movie, but we decided not to.
Proceeded to town after that.

Went to Bugis Street.
Then to Penin.
He bought something for himself.

Then we sat around at Supreme court and took pictures.
Which will be uploaded at FB.
Arif called soon after and we trained back to Pasir Ris.

Walked to the pit.
Sat around, shared stories.
And i had my laughter there.

Arif was being such an ass.
Kesian Sham.
Hahahahha!

And Mus started this topic about an Indian woman selling sari.
Arif repeated the story.
It was so hilarious.
No offence to any party.
"VERY VERY VERY VERY CHEAP!"

It was nice to see those old faces again.
And to think some of them still remembers.
Awwww ((:
_______________
Jokes make me laugh.
You, your childish antics and that old game can take a break now.
Take your drama somewhere else, maybe to a place where people actually care.

Cause seriously, i've no time for this.
It's over and done with.
Let it stay that way.

Other than that, the first move lies with you.
And please, don't abuse technology.
The cause of the problem was, shall i say non-existent?

Yeah, drink drunk drama.
Nak kecoh2 asal.
They don't give a rat's ass, if that's what you want.

Things are settled, don't break the wall.
And what Faiz told me was true.
_____________________

I am happy with how i am now.
Nothing else matters.
What makes me happy is what i shall keep.

Thank you so much for the gift.
I'll stay.
I choose to.

Im here now.
((:

I didn't manage to update yesterday.
Because SOMEONE didn't allow me to use the laptop due to some reason which i find entirely funny and childish.
You'll know it soon lah Kakak.
-.-"

So i accompanied her to Sheng Siong to get her Mac & Cheese.
And she told me to cook it for her, which i did.

GB came over.
This one also got a lot of comments.
Hahahahaha!

And my family came home with a hot story to tell.
Apparently, even full-grown men can't control their temper.
Tsk.
I hope you won't turn out that way when you grow up boy.
:D

Anyways..
Today's the 7th!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

Hehehehe.
It's going to be a looooonnnnngggggggg day.
And i'm going to make the best of it.
I will.

Make this count alright?
I'm excited beyond believe.
Hahahaha.

So what's 14 divided by 2?
Hmmmm.

Alright.
I'm too excited to type anything else.
BYE!

Oh wait.
Honestly, i think you're so fucked up with yourself.
You're oblivious to EVERYTHING.
Yes, think what you want.
If you think you're always right,
Then stay that way.
I couldn't care less.
You don't mean anything to me.
((:

I have checked the movie timings!
YEAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
:D

Nothing much is going on today.
No plans.
I have to go to my aunt's place at Jurong though tomorrow.
Hmmmmmm.

Wait.
Actually, my sister asked me to accompany her to WS.
But, i don't know if she's still going.

My house is very..
Silent.
My brothers are gone.
They followed my dad to some party.
God knows what.

I woke up in the morning,
excited to eat my Chappati.
((:

Went Ikea yesterday evening.
My mum wanted to get us a new clothes hanger.
It's still nicely wrapped in the box.
Not fixed yet.

And i got my ice cream at Ikea.
AGAIN!

That someone has been mixing up his/her words.
It's so funny.
I almost died laughing on the phone.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

BYEBYE!
I cannot multi-task.


I really couldn't be bothered anymore.

It's a start of a new day.
((:
_________________

I'm honestly sick and tired of people twisting and turning the story.
Can you please just stop.
What good do you get when people all around you are fighting because of you?
What the hell do you want.

I've given you what you asked for.
I hope you're happy.
And as long as my senses are still functioning, they don't betray me.
Don't you fucking dare to twist the story ever again.
Enough bullshit.

And my trust don't belong with you anymore.
It's been broken enough.
Your words are cheap.
I'm sorry that this has to happen

You got my pity now boy.
______________

It's going to rain!
No!

I'm going to Ehub later.
I want job ya know!
Must find one.
Money fast depleting.

"Syirah, go Sheng Siong later. Buy chicken."
-.-"
I swear the staffs there would have recognised me enough now.
My hand want to tercabut already.
I forgot to ask for another layer of plastic bag.
Lucky it didn't tear on the way home.

And OMG!
I didn't know you were THAT flirtatious.
Crime of opportunity huh?
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Alright.
I'm done for now.
Bye ((:

This broken heart can still survive,
with the touch of your grace.

I'd never want this butterflies to fly.
Nor do i want the laughter to fade.
You make it easy, you really do.
Thank you so much.

I had fun yesterday.
:D

My sister bought Ferhan an amp for his birthday.
I got a shirt.
TYTY!
I'm looking forward to wearing it.
;)

I swear i hate repeating myself.
I had to repeat my sentence at least 3 times before my sister can hear what i say.
Because i happen to be sitting on her right side.
And she has issues with her right ear.

Even when i came home,
i had to repeat myself when talking to Izzul.
And i burst out asking probably the most stupid question ever,
"Can you please stop making me repeat myself? Are you deaf too?!?!"
And Izzul looked at me and at that instant i realised that he was deaf in one ear.
So i said,
"Ohh yeah, you are deaf. My bad."
And my siblings proceeded to laugh.
-.-"

And i think Izzul is picking up fast.
I shouted,
"It's raining!"
And he answered in the most indifferent tone,
"It started raining since just now kakak."
Sarcasm runs in the blood.

I've got enough evidence to move on now.
You have no fucking rights to get angry with me nor him anymore.
Enough ok.
I will lead my own life and you have no say in it.
Period.

I lost my train of thoughts.
Bye.

I tried to hold on but it hurts too much.
I tried to forgive but it's not enough,
to make it all okay.

Guess who didn't bring her laptop to school?
Hehehehe :D

I am officially going bonkers.
I have all this anger channeled at one person,
but it seems like i can't let it out.
Come on, face the music.

I hate your guts.
Is it that difficult to just say the truth?
I'm the one who asked.
If you're going to give the excuse of trying not to hurt my feelings,
then all i'm going to say is that- don't bother because the damage is done and don't act like as if you care.

If you're going to give the reason of protecting your privacy,
then by all means i have the right to protect mine too.
But you just have to know don't you?
Because your emotions are beyond control.

You're an insensitive bastard, yes you are.
I really wouldn't bother sugar coating my words.
You don't deserve a well-mannered talk.

All i'm asking for is for you to tell me the truth,
no lies.
Words and confirmation from your own mouth.
Not from others.
And all i want is a proper goodbye.

If it makes me sound obnoxious by saying that you owe me an apology,
the so be it.
You do owe me an apology.

I am going to apologise for not fighting for what we had anymore.
I am going to apologise for being rude.
I am going to apologise to myself for pulling me down.
I am going to apologise to your friends for putting up with you.
I am going to apologise to the only person who cares and have been here all this time.

Till then, i'll be waiting.
And when that moment comes, i'm not going to turn back.
So make sure this is what you want.

I'm not going to initiate the contact anymore.
If you're the one with guts, you'd come up.
___________________________

It's the 1st of December.
A new month.
A new start.

The last month of the year.
And i'm here,
looking at the prospect of a new beginning.

The future ahead is what i'm looking forward to.
I'm not going to reminisce in the past.
Because the past is history,
and history shall not be lived again.
There's a reason why it's called history.

By the way GB,
I'm looking forward to your surprise.
As much as i hate the suspense of surprises,
i'll wait.
I DO IT FOR YOU!
;)

My mum wants me to work at Cineplex.
There's loads of vacancy there.
And she told me to go today and get a job.
-.-"

We'll see about that.
Hahahaha!

My sister just texted me and asked if i would love to accompany her to Penin.
So being the good sister i am, i said okay.
Heh :D
I don't have anything to do at home anyway.

Money fast depleting!
That's why must find work.
Haiyo!

Izzul is deaf.
In one ear.
He went into my room in the morning and asked,
"Kakak, we're going to the doctor today?"
I said, "Yeah, i think. Why?"
"Ohh, because im deaf in one ear."
"o.0 you sure not?"
i didn't wait for his answer and proceeded to scream in his ear.
"OI, i can still hear!"
"Ohhh, right. Sorry."
and he walked away.
Hahahahahha!

Byebyebye!
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