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Tuesday, September 30, 2008


I'm holding a grudge against menstruation.
For now.
How can you do this to me womb?
How could you!
Wait,I shouldn't be blaming the womb.
-.-"

So yes,I'm not fasting today.
On the LAST DAY of puasa!
God!
URRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHH!

And so I became the taster for today.
"Syirah,taste this dish!"
"Enough salt,sugar?"
"Too spicy?"

Syimir even went up to me and shoved a glass of bandung in front of my face,
"Can you taste this and tell me if it's still drinkable?"
Yes,yes.
And then I'll get the diarrhoea.
You're welcome!

The ketupats are ready.
Izzul had fun playing with the charcoals.
Seeing that his face is half black.

Truth to be told.
I really don't feel the raya atmosphere.
Not yet.
Maybe at night?
I know that sounds wrong but you get what I mean.

We're not done decorating the house.
And there's this irritating raya song playing on the radio which the background music so doesn't go with the tune and voice.

Hammy's phone has gone loco.
HAHAHAHA!
Called me in the morning sobbing and whining about his phone.
LOL!

Mama bought me contacts.
Wee~

I hate cramps.
Notice how I always say that everytime I get my period?
:)



Sunday, September 28, 2008


When was the last time I blogged?
Friday was it?

Anyhoos!
I didn't fast yesterday.
I had an asthma attack after the pre-damn meal.
Which was actually after Imsak.
God!

And then my body decided to go into super sick mode.
I had asthma.
The time when oxygen was crucial for my fragile lungs.
And my nose got blocked.
Like totally blocked.
So I had to suck in oxygen through my mouth.
Which is,as everyone knows,not that much of a good thing.

Add to that,I had diarrhoea.
It wasn't like any normal diarrhoea.
I think my shit has been stored in the rectum for too long.
-.-"
I keep doubling over in the toilet.
Speaking of which,I made the toilet my third home.
God knows how many times I've made a trip to the toilet.
And how long I was in the there.

So I woke up for my sahur at 4.30.
And didn't sleep till 8.
Lucky I got someone to keep me company.
Anyway,I felt better after swallowing different kinds of medicines.

I just found out that my mum is actually lactose intolerant.
HAHAHAHAHA!

I thought of calling all my friends who stay nearby to come down to my place during the eve of raya after buka to play sparklers.
That is if they're willing to spend some of their time to play.
Because I'm sure everyone of them including me will be busy with preparations.

The best thing about the eve of raya is the madness my household create.
What with my grandmother waking us up in the morning to help fill in the ketupats.
And then later on helping her with the raya dishes.
And then my siblings and I will help my grandfather with the 'rebus-ing' of the ketupats.
See,I have a huge hall outside my unit and we make use of that space to rebus ketupats the old fashion way.
Yes,the stove that uses charcoal.
Or so the Malays call it the 'dapur'.

At night will be much more of a chaos.
And I'm pretty sure Izzul will be the main cause of the chaosness.
Haha :D

I went for a new look!
Hehe.
I permed my hair.
Though at first I was sceptic about it,
It turns out to be quite alright.
See I thought my hair will look afro after perming.
But no!
It looks curly at the bottom.
Which is exactly what I pictured it to be.

And when I was panicking and restless during the whole process..
My brothers and sister thinks it's funny to laugh at the things they were doing to my hair.
So I decided to text Nina,Naz and Shida.
Haha,Shida rebonded her hair.
I permed and she rebond!
Cool.
Naz was telling me to relax.
And Nina said she couldn't wait to see it tomorrow.
Hammy said it looks pretty.
I'm flattered.
-bats eyelashes-
Ok,I don't do that alright!

Is this post long?
Cause I think it is.
So then I shall end it here.
Goodbye people!

2 more days.
Wee~

And don't remind me of EOYs now.
I just want to feel the raya mood for once this year.
:)



Friday, September 26, 2008


So EOY started just now.
Paper 1s for both languages.
It was alright.
Manageable.

Nurul Arif Roslan.
Happy 15th birthday my friend!
Thanks for helping me when I needed help.
And stay funny always!
Have a very Rose birthday.
:D

I was looking for this kitten and the mum with Izzul just now.
Just my luck,it ran out from under a car just as I was walking towards it.
Clever Izzul,ran after them and scared them into the drain.
I waited for them to come out so I could bring them home but no..
They wouldn't come out.

And I was complaining and whining to Izzul.
He ended up comforting me.
HAHAHA!
MY little brother confronted HIS older sister!
Lol :D

Now he's pestering me to go and find them again.
Which I will.
Hope they're still there.
Fat hope though.

Spongebob is really lame.
And dumb.
I can't stand the dumbness.
Funny how I will stay tune to watch.
Because I just wanted to know how the stupidity will end.

My mum wants me to follow her to buy raya shoes.
When I told her I'll just wear last year's.
But she insists on buying a new pair for me because quote unquote,
"Your heels looks old already lah!"
-.-"
"Yeah,like you."
Haha,I didn't say that to her.
Don't worry.

I got both my baju kurung already.
Wait,one is kurung and the other is kebaya.
Black and blue.
This night's the perfect shade of,dark blue!
:)

I got my haircut yesterday.
And my Mc Cafe.

I will never look at the song Stop and Stare the same again.
HAHAHAHAHA!
People like kakak and Hammy will understand.
LOL!

Nevertheless.
Stop and stare people.
Stop and stare.



Tuesday, September 23, 2008


Just to start off.
I find people who contradict really,really weird.
For god's sake,you're saying it like as if you're not in it.
You lost the message as soon as you started rambling about the whole situation.
Come on,what's the deal?

In Islam.
Allah created humans for His purpose.
My grandmother used to remind us that Allah created humans in pairs.
In which she meant that you're bound to have your soul mate,it's just a matter if you do bother to find it or not.
I don't mean that you have to dedicate your life into hunting for your soul mate.
Wondering how the whole 'syarahan' started..
My sister said she doesn't want to get married.
So you see what triggered the whole thing.

We teens nowadays are mostly educated.
And we tend to act like smart alecs.
Again,my grandmother constantly remind me and my siblings to never mix religion with logic.
Because when you start doing that,you tend to lose faith in what you believe in.

I was reading someone's blog.
And it really was a contradiction in whatever he/she said.
Nevertheless,people have their own opinions don't they?
I guess he/she was just a little bit confused.

I'm content with my SS result.
:)
And oral.



Saturday, September 20, 2008


I just came back from break fast.
With Hammy :)
Haha.

We ordered the couple meal and thought we'll be full.
Then he went to order garlic bread.
And guess what?
We couldn't finish.
So we pact it home.

Gave them to my siblings.
Izzul was more than happy to eat it.
"Is that pizza?!"
"Yes,go eat."

I'm reading The Man From Perfect.
It's a cool story.
Finishing soon.

I have to start mugging!
Shish.

My left side of the head is rather abnormal right now.
I laugh and it'll start throbbing.
I sneeze and it'll start throbbing.
I cough and it'll start throbbing.
I bend down to pick something up,it'll start throbbing.
Pathetic,I know.

Goodbye.
I'm painting the house again.



Friday, September 19, 2008


I finally got my ice cream.
And now I feel so full.
Still,I managed to sumbat the can of Red Bull(i don't mean it literally).
Hey,when something is so tempting..
You just can't ignore it you know.
HAHA!

Anyways.
My right knuckles are bruised.
And my right pinky is swollen.
I didn't punch the wall okay!
Come,lets review the story.

I was very tired.
Very,very tired.
So I took a nap.
And when I'm tired,I sleep like a log.
And when I sleep like a log,I tend to do some tai chi(is that the correct spelling?) or taekwondo in my sleep.
God knows what I was dreaming of.

And since my sister occupied almost 1 and half of the queen size bed
(she's so fat,that when she jumps for joy,she got stuck.lol,i'm just joking kakak),which means I was left with only a quarter of the bed to sleep on.
So I slept near the edge of bed in which the dressing table is beside me.
So I suppose somehow,in my dream..
I was probably dreaming of punching someone.
So I probably turned to my left with my fist up in the air and punched the dressing table.

The end result?
A swollen pinky.
What is becoming of you Insyirah?!
-sighs-

I went 'shopping' with Hamdy just now.
I feel like calling him Hamy.
Hehe.

Ok,so I went shopping with Hamy just now.
And I bought 2 shirts.
Ok,1 shirt.
And another one's a hoodie cum long blouse.
Oh,oh!
I bought a hairband too.
But unfortunately,my head is way too small for the big hairband.
I am known for my small head.
But,big brains.
HEE!
:D

Someone even called me a kitten!
-.-"

I'm breaking fast with Hamy tomorrow.
Since the girls went out for break fast today.
And I already told my mum I'm going out tomorrow.
I can't possibly change day at the last minute.
So,rather than get scolded..
I'll stick to tomorrow's plan.

English oral just now was a blast.
I know.
Weird.
Haha!
What I meant was,it went smoothly.
I hope I scored well.
:)

Syimir wants the comp back.
So,I shall get going now.

Kaki aku semut-semut!
Ticklish.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
That's what I do everytime I get semut-semut.
What's semut-semut in english anyway?



Wednesday, September 17, 2008


When you lose something or someone you were close to.
But that loss isn't something that is loss forever.
Are you suppose to just let it pass you by?
Or do you do something about it?

Time waits for no man.
And time can be a very greedy thing.
The modern world sucks sometime,don't it?

Put it all behind for now.
____________________________

I may be going to Korea.
Maybe.
It's not confirmed yet.
I want to.
But if I can't,then..
I guess I just can't.
Hah -.-"

"As long as there is algebra,there will be prayer in school."
-Larry Miller.
Get the drift?
Haha,I was laughing when I read that.

I just love Reader's Digest.
It's super cool.
And informative.
Like the one we just got,
There was 2/3 pages filled with quotes from people who did stand up comedy
Some were really hilarious.
And there were some that were so true.

"What I need is to find a woman who loves me for my money but doesn't understand maths."
-Mike Birbiglia.

"Gay people invented sports.Think about it.
Boxing:two topless men...in silk shorts...fighting over a belt."
-ANT.

"You know,marriage is like making a big comeback.
I know personally that in Hollywood,people are marrying people they never married before."
-Bob Hope.
Haha,that's so true.

"Have you ever noticed that anybody going slower than you is an idiot and anyone going faster than you is a maniac?"
-George Carlin.
LOL!

There were many more.
I had a good laugh during the free period.
Since Mrs Goh wasn't in,we had 2 free periods of Chemistry.
Good or bad?
I don't know.
EOY coming!

I scream,
You scream.
We all scream for ICE CREAM!

I really want ice cream.
:s



Tuesday, September 16, 2008


Okayy,
My stomach is burning from eating Tom Yam.
BURN!
BURN!
BURN!
;)

Went to TP just now for the course/workshop.
I thought it would be a bore,but it turns out different.
I had fun in fact.
:)

EOY is coming.
Real soon.
All the best peeps!
Hope to see you&I in sec 4E next year.

You know what?
I feel like pooping.

G O O D B Y E!



Sunday, September 14, 2008


I'm tired of painting.
The house has a new look!
We went purple.
So the walls are purple now.
Actually part of the hall is purple.
Plus the dining room too.

I'm thirsty!
Cobaan.

Nenek's cooking roti kirai today.
:)

So we're done with making kuih tarts.
Delicious.
They're THE BOMB!
Seriously.
Don't worry Hamdy,I'll give some to you.
Roslan kalau nak mintak yer rose..

Guess what?

I REALLY HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY.
So bye.
:D

This makes the perfect shade of,
Dark blue.
Darl blue.



Thursday, September 11, 2008


I got my Chem paper back.
Yes,what I think would happen did happen.
No worries,I am definitely mugging for end of year.
No more playing around.
Though it wasn't that bad.

Keeping this short..
My SS book is wide open beside me.
:)

I think I'm suffering from old age.
I get back pain from standing up for too long.
Or is that normal?
Hmm..

ARGH!
Stressing out for EOY.
This sucks.
Big time.

I miss my sec 2 life.
:(
Still,I'm grateful for now.

Kudos,kudos!
;D



Wednesday, September 10, 2008


This ulcer is killing me.
Seriously.
I want to swallow the food and taste them,please and thank you :)

CTs!
I mugged for Chemistry.
The answers were all at the tip of my fingers.
YET,
My brain so delightfully erased the memory on carbonates.
The frigging formula.
I knew the answer!
I knew the answer!
Damn it,I lost it.
My marks flew right out the window.

E Math tomorrow.
God help me.
Mdm Shareena's setting the paper.
She ALWAYS set killer papers.
NOOOO!
DON'T!
-insert the stuart voice-

I'm home alone.
And taking the opportunity to use Kakak's laptop.
Hey,I asked for permission okay!

Hold up.
Once Math is done,I'm left to worry about SS.
And SS wouldn't be such a chore to mug for.
EVERYTHING would be about Bonding in Singapore.
How pathetic is that?

I want my kebab.
No,actually I want my Ramly burger.
Haiz..
Cravings.

I'm looking forward to breaking fast with those hot babes of mine next week.
And that hot dude.
Pssst,you're not idiotic.
And no fast food please!
No food culture.
Come on,come on
Decide where to go people!
I need a solid confirmation.

Kakak's newest ambition is to become a Porn writer.
I think she can make good money.
You should try reading her story.
STEAM I TELL YOU!
-winkwink-

Someone's waiting for this post to be published.
& I wouldn't want to keep that someone waiting.
You get the drift don't you?
;)

pssst;I'm flunking tomorrow's paper,PERIOD.



Saturday, September 06, 2008


Hey hey hey.
6 September.
:)

Happy 1 year anniversary!
There's more to come.
So keep them coming yeah?
I'll be more than delighted to keep on wishing in my posts.
:)

Crazy Taxi addict.
Seriously.
What to do?
The game is so..
WOAH!

I asked Hamdy yesterday.
How ridiculous can my life get?
His reply;
Lol,why?
My reply;
My senses are failing me.
How can I bump into a wall THAT big and brightly painted?!

I know.
And now my temple hurts.
Thanks wall.
Oh wait,I shouldn't blame the wall.
Thanks senses.

I want to watch Oh Baby!
Randy is soooooooooo cute.
And he can sing.
Wow.
Cinta Laura can sing too.
But,her slang killed the song.
She's hot though.
Not a lesbian.
-.-"

Izzul arm wrestled with Kakak just now.
He was on the verge of losing.
And so this was what he did;
He punched my sister on the forehead.
Foul play.
But it was cute.
And funny!
HAHAHA :D

Cinta Fitri!
:)



Friday, September 05, 2008


How sad is it now that I know I have added days to pay back.
:(

Went to watch My Sassy Girl yesterday.
With Kakak and Hamdy.
Nice movie.
It's worth your money.
Seriously.

I'm addicted to Crazy Taxi.
Was a noob at first.
Now I'm aiming for an S.
:)
SPEEDY!

Brought Syimir and Izzul to the doctor just now.
And we killed time by taking crazy photos.
I don't think I'll upload them here.
Because I just don't bother to.
:)

Tomorrow's the day.
Heeee~

I gave the gifts yesterday though.
Glad to know it's appreciated.
:)

Maghrib's approaching.
NAK BUKA!

No matter how bad your situation is,
you got to stay to know how the story ends.
-Jordan.



Wednesday, September 03, 2008


I forgot to add the part;


Happy 4th Birthday Izzul B!
You chatterbox.
Stay cute and cheeky always.
Don't grow up!
September 1st.



I love this kid.
:)

I'm suppose to go to training today.
But I didn't.

Anyway,went to City Plaza yesterday.
Mama wanted to change her kurung.
And she bought me a new handbag.
Which truthfully,looks like a chest box.
Only wider.
But heck,as long as it's good enough to store those kudos during Raya.
:)

Kakak and I made our own sausage prata for sahur just now.
Not bad.
Very nice.
Though not as nice as Cavana's.

Syimir and Izzul is sick.
Sehati sejiwa lah tu.
Syimir was sick first.
Then Izzul.
Get well soon!

Spaghetti for buka later!
With mushroom sauce.
Wait,or is it white cream sauce?

I need a dose of my Blueberry.
:(

Oh and 3 more days!
Wohoooo!
Sad thing it's fasting month.
But it's ok.
:)

Adios amigos!






Monday, September 01, 2008


The fasting month has began.
:)
Happy fasting to all Muslims.

Went to City Plaza yesterday.
How suckish it was that the EsTeler there don't sell fried noodle/rice.
And how come everytime I want their Avocado juice,they're out of stock.
URGGGGH!
My craving's not fulfilled.
AGAIN!

So we ate something else.
Went to First Lady after that.
Got our baju kurung.
It's black for the first day.

Went to the Bio remedial today.
3 hours of Bio.
10 lessons in total.
WOAH!
It's for our own good anyway.

Went up to Art room after that.
I swear to god,I am sick and tired of painting.
I actually shouted,"I HATE ART!"
When actually,I don't.
Haha!
I'm not saying I love it either.
Hamdy totally gave up on his.

Went home.
Waited.
Break fast.
Now I'm in front of the computer.
Blogging.
Since I have said what I needed to say,
I shall CHOW!

And Arif,take care of your head man.
Get well soon.
:)