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Sunday, September 30, 2007


I figured I shouldn't be posting for today.
Since I already posted THREE times yesterday.

But oh well..

Today's event;
Did Chocolate Rice today.
It looks super nice and oh-so tempting!
I was actually salivating.
Fasting,tahan nafsu.

I should be studying now,but I know myself better.
I cannot concentrate on whatever kind of notes placed in front of me when the sun is still shining.
Meaning,I will study at night.
Yes,I WILL.

Out of topic already lah dey!
Bye!



Saturday, September 29, 2007


This post I write is specially dedicated for my sister;
Nur Su'aidah Burn.
More like demanded by her.
Ah well,here I go.

After buka just now,my sister and I decided to try the kuih tart we baked.
Ok,she did most of it.
So we counted to three and i took mine whole,while she took hers by bits.
We were lost in the taste of the oh so delicious kuih tart.
Then somehow,we started to laugh.
I laughed and laughed.
She was laughing too.

Then suddenly she went,
"Nangis eh,kuih tart sedap sangat"
Translation,"Cry,the kuih tart taste super awesome"
And to my most inevitable horror,she cried.
I was like,"Bloody hell!"
Here's our little speech;

Syirah:"You cried?!?!"
Ain:"Terharu ah!" (Meaning she feels touched)
*Syirah laughs her ass off*

Haha,then my grandmother comes in and ask why we were acting like bloody hooligans in the kitchen.
So I explained since Ain was too busy weeping.
And you know what my grandmother said?

Grandmum:"The kuih tart is not really cooked,I'm going to chuck it in the oven again later"

Hahaha!
My sister's eyes went as round as a plate.
If you don't understand why..
You're just dumb man!
Haha,joking.
What I was trying to say is that,
My sister cried for nothing.
Cause the kuih tart wasn't even properly baked.
Understand?
Ada faham?
Good!
Baguus!

And just now when I was playing sparklers with my brother,
Ain was standing at the doorway,intent/focus/concentrated/so into ******* something.
My lord..
I shall not speak of it.

I shall probably get going now.
Want to try on my new baju kurung and kebaya!
Excited babe!
Byebyebyebye!




I am officially bored to death.
So I'm just going to go random here.
Deal with it!

Let's see..
There's just so much blood in two human beings,
and when somebody decides to let it all out at once,
it makes a terrible and unattractive mess
Which I find deeply offensive.

Get the picture?
Bloody bullocks.

Peace,serenity.
I guessed we never really moved on.
It's really good to hear your voice,say my name
It sounds so sweet.
*Bits from song I am currently listening to*
Already warned you I'm being random,extremely random.

No ones at home except for me and my sister and 9 year old brother.
Blasting the music,possibly till the speakers explodes.
Haha,police come..
Blame my sister.
Lol!

Buka-ing Mee Goreng today,specially catered from Haig Road by my darling grandmother.
Yes ah!
Haha,love her.

Aidah,I miss you lah cuz!
Cepat lah raya..

Haiyo,enough of randomness lah.
Bye!




Mugging for the exams shall start by tomorrow.
Hey!
I swear I will.
So that means that I shall not be touching any sort of doughs,electronic stuffs and etc.
Ok,scratch the electronic stuffs.
Maye I won't.

Came back yesterday after taking my English and Malay paper 1,to a house smelling of sweet,sweet pineapple.
Yes,my grandmother was baking kuih tart.
My sister was helping along so I joined in.
Did the pineapples..
Mengancam babe!

Did the inti for the rest of the time,then went out at 4.
Met Nina.
Then Sida.
Then went to interchange and waited for the rest.
Yesterday was goddamn freaking fun!
Went buka with Nina,Sida,Naz,Akmalina,Hamdy and Imran.
I swear to god,Akmalina should be labeled,
'Little Miss Chatterbox'.
She wouldn't stop talking!
Ok,more like couldn't stop talking.
And who had to listen?
Me.
Lucky Hamdy and Imran was there to kindly lend her their ears.
Thank you.
Lol!

Argh!
My fever's been going on and off.
But the headache is here to stay.
The cough won't go away either.
Lucky the runny nose only starts at night.
Exams coming,please go away.
Or at least stop for a while.

Words are currently zooming in and out of focus
So I should stop here.
Bye!



Wednesday, September 26, 2007


Yes,yes I know..
I've not updated for quite some time.
Hey,I'm here now!

Yesterday was just a normal day.
Ok,maybe not.
My Discipline Master gave me 2 bucks.
Why?
Because he lost his deal to me.
See,he put up a challenge..
"Whoever get 10 shots first,owes the other a can or bottle of coke"
Hey!
I don't back down from that kind of challenge.
So the first set,he lost.
Then he made another deal,"Double or nothing"
Alright,bring it on.
Unfortunately,he won.
But on the third set,I won.
So he handed me 2 bucks.
Simple as that.

And after that,he challenged my friends and I to a game of take-the-soccer-ball-from-me-and-hamdy.
Of course we did.
Fell down in the process.
Got tripped by Hamdy.
Lucky he has some special privileges,or else I would have screamed at him.
Haha,bruised man.
:D

And then,I got an invitation that's once in a lifetime thing.
Kuala Lumpur fieldtrip.
With Netball mates.
How cool is that?
But I must study hard for my EOY and be a very good girl.
Haha,sounds funny.
But seriously,I should.
Not that I was the opposite just then,no.
Just stating it you know.

Going buka with my lovely friends this Friday.
Looking forward to it.
Hope all of them can make it.
:)

Alright,ciao!



Sunday, September 23, 2007


Went out with my family yesterday.
Went to Geylang and City Plaza.
I swear to god,I could have melt if I were a candle.
The heat was blistering.
Followed my mum like an obedient dog..
And of course,when you're fasting..
It's not really a nice place to go to.

Announcement!
I changed my handphone number peeps.
If you didn't receive my message,well I'm telling you right now.
It's 96314482.
Please save,thank you!
:)

Cousins came to my house for buka yesterday.
And when you're cousins are a bunch of primary school kids and are all boys,the house will naturally go crazy.
Chaotic man.
Then we solat together.
It was kind of fun.
Haha,my sister and I couldn't contain our laughter one time.
Haha!

Ok ah,I wish to watch CSI now.
So,get back later aite?
Bye!



Friday, September 21, 2007


I finally finished The 6th Target.
I've been dragging to finish the book.
And I don't usually drag finishing a novel.
Haha,bloody bookworm.
:)

I'm stoink-ing in front of the computer right now.
Just woke up from sleep you see.
I already told you I'm sleep-deprived nowadays.
For the love of god,I wake up at 5.30 every school mornings.

"Which comes first,the chicken or the egg?"
Open to everyone except my sister.
Since we both know the answer.
No kakak,no.
*waggling finger*
Oh,just being random here.

Mum gave me a green light just now.
Actually she didn't say anything.
So I assume,that silence means consent.
So therefore,I conclude that I could go.
I feel like I'm, writing down a theory.

But nevertheless,dad already gave me his permission earlier before.
I love my dad!
Haha,again..random.

I swear to god,Shafiqah is the most sotong person I've ever met.
She was walking,walking.
And suddenly,she became one with the pole.
I doubled-up with laughter.
Crack up till my laughter went silent.
Shafiqah,shafiqah...

I want to watch Enchanted.
Lol,it's not a fairytale movie lah!
It looks nice and humorous.
Anyone wants to watch it with me?
Holding out an offer here people..

I have a little brother who is getting nuttier by the second.
If nuttier is even a word.
Tell me,which 3 year old kid goes around on his bike shouting,
"Raja Kuih!Raja Kuih!"
Was wondering if he wanted to lelong.
Ah well,he after all has an intelligence of a kid beyond his age.
Bloody wits.

And my sister just told me what happened just now.
Apparently Izzul went missing.
So my sister and grandmother went looking for him.
He emerged from my neighbour's house.
My sister asked where'd he go.
He replied,"I was talking to Uncle Aim lah"
(He was speaking in Malay,fluent Malay)
Sister goes,"What were you talking about?"
"I was talking about Hari Raya lah..."
Then he waved goodbye and sped off to continue talking to my neigbour.
By the way,Uncle Aim is around 40 plus and has 5 kids.
What the hell was my brother talking to an adult thrice his age,I don't know.
Izzul seriously has a mind of a 6 years old.
(:


As seen in the above picture,my adorable little brother.
:D

Ok,I've written enough here.
Bye!

:D



Tuesday, September 18, 2007


Common Test is finally over!
Ah,but that doesn't mean the stress is going to stop anytime soon.
No way..
It's just starting actually.
Exams are coming in few weeks time.
And English and Mother Tongue composition exam is next week.
Right Insyirah,get your head into your studies!
Mam yes mam!

Looking forward to this Thursday so called class outing.
The sec 2es are all going to Golden Village at Tampines Mall for a movie screening.
But it's for Science,believe it or not.
Haha.
Nevertheless,it'll be fun I guess.

The 2e3s did the Glorious Explosion just now.
Flour was like everywhere in the classroom.
Ok,maybe a certain part of the classroom
But mostly,yes.
Haha,they're seriously asking for trouble.
Got into trouble eventually.
Lol!


I swear,my feet is currently screaming bloody murder at me.
If only,they could really talk English and I hear them.
I've been walking non stop since just now.
And I swear to god,that's the first and the last time I'm ever going to Safra.
I mean,watching them play pool was alright..
But,in my sleep-deprived state and the oh-so-cooling air conditioned.
Hand me a pillow and I'll make myself at home.
Sleep will come easily man..

Suddenly dawn upon me that I miss my cousins badly.
Cousins,in general.
But particularly people like Aidah,Kak Nisa,Nuri.
Haha,never mind.
Shall be patient.
Raya coming soon,meaning that I'll be meeting them soon too.

Ouh yah COUSINS!
Attention please =)
The buka-ing outside plan...
Maybe it will be called off.
I don't know yet.
:(

He has mine,yet I don't have his.
Haha,never mind.
Memorised the details already.
Emblazoned in my memory.

Breaking fast soon.
I think I should stop here.

Goodbye!
:D



Sunday, September 16, 2007


Insyirah has studied for her oncoming Common Test.
:D

Don't give me that look!
I really did.
Scanned the book,remembered which is which.
I use pictographic memory.
Don't memorise like crazy.
Haha,won't work for me.


I'm acting as an owl now,messenger for my sister.
Since it's bulan Ramadhan,bulan yang mulia.
Meaning pure,I shall perform that good deed for my sister.
Baik adik eh?
Haha
(:

Playing broken telephone line with my sister.
Haha!
Like,seriously broken lor..
Why am I speaking like that?

Just now speak like Indon,
Now speak like that..
Tsk tsk tsk.

I have nothing more to say
Bye!





Saturday, September 15, 2007


I've decided that Home Econs is just a waste of my brain cells..
Well ok,not really.
But my goodness!!
How the bloody hell am I suppose to revise Home Ec when it doesn't even interest me one bit.
I open the book,close it back,open it again,close it again.
Why did I do that?

See,everytime I open the book...
"This topic is boring"
*Closes the book*
"No no,must study"
*Opens book*
And the cycle repeats.
I'm not the type person who studies for exams...
Usually pay attention in class,store inside my memory.
Then just flip throught pages of the textbook or notes when exams are coming.

Must change my study technics.
Tsk tsk tsk!
So now,I'm taking a 'study break'.
Haha.

Argh!!
Bye lah



Friday, September 14, 2007


Tomorrow's Saturday!
Nooo!!
Haha,good thing about it is that...
There's no school,no teachers and no studies.
Eh no,scratch out the last one.
There will be studying,seeing that there's Common Test on Monday.
And the following day is Geography.

Damn,must start revising by today.
There's not much homework to do,a few.
School's a havoc these days and these coming days,I can assure you.
What with the Flour Baby project,
Common Test coming up,EOY exams.

Ms Neo already told us she's going to drill us like crazy.
And that's only Math.
There's Art preparations to do.
Damn Art!

I'm going to stress out sooner or later.
When I'm stressed,I get horribly impatient.
Irritable and agitated.
Not a good thing..
Exams are during Hari Raya period.
Can't really Raya like that.
Ah well,at least we get to go out on the first day.
That's better than nothing right?
Right..


"I tell myself I won't miss you,
but I remember what it feels like beside you"

-Hinder

If there's one memory I don't want to lose,
It's the day that I felt my feelings being returned.
I meant,really being returned.
Those soft things...
On the cool surface of my cheek.
The smell sticking on to me.
God,it feels so good.

PS:Don't mind that last paragraph. :D
I already told you peeps I'm going soft.Haha!



Wednesday, September 12, 2007


Fasting tomorrow!
Yes ah!!
But one bad thing is..
The ____ will be missing.
So blue did that one last time just now.
Lingered a little bit longer,since there will be a one month break.
Haha,oh so soft.

Savoured KFC just now.
Then we went jalan2 at Tampines Mall and Century Square.
Haha,Sahidah and Marlina was going/hopping from one shop to another.
I swear to god,those two can go a day without stopping,if they want to shop.
Being the person I am,who dislikes shopping..
I reluctantly followed them.
But since we wanted to waste time while waiting for Naz and Fiqah..
Yeah,I didn't mind it that much.
At least blue was there.
Haha,Robin is just a pain in the arse.
Lol!

So then went back to school and did History NPPA.
God knows how chaotic we were.
How many takes we took to complete the video.
Haha,this time I was the one who kept laughing.
Then we started playing scissors,paper,stone.
The violent version..
Both my hands has been violated!
But nevertheless,it was fun.

So tomorrow is oral huh?
You can do it Insyirah!
Yes,I can.
Haha,people say talking to yourself is the first sign of madness.
I always do that,to reassure myself.
Haha,no harm.

Izzul is currently screaming bloody murder now.
Sooner or later,my eardrums are going to burst.
I guess that's one disadvantage of being born in a LOUD family.
Hah.

Righ,right.
Bye!

To all Muslims out there;

Selamat Berpuasa! :D



Tuesday, September 11, 2007


Right..
Now both of us are melting.
Funny.
Oh,and I don't mean that literally aite?

Sweets is really sweet.
Now that,I mean it literally.
Cool cool cool.

I have oral on Thursday.
English oral,I guess it will turn out ok.
Since it's English.
But hey!
There's picture babe..
What the toot man.
There wasn't any picture for Mother Tongue oral.

Urgh!
I seriously hate it when people dig back the past.
Blame others for no reason.
And for fuck's sake,if you're pissed at somebody..
Bloody well don't vent it on an innocent victim.
You asked me a goddamn question.
When there's a question,obviously there will be an answer.
How the hell does your brain work woman?!?!

Oh hey,I forgot.
You do have a twisted mind.
Hahs.
If you think work is tiring,so does school.
If you think I'm freaking free,well you got that wrong.
Awfully wrong.

To think that I have to sit down for hours at school,studying.
And then go home and teach,well that's what you asked me to do.
Hey,my brain needs a rest too alright?
Saying it is easy,yes.
Try doing it.
Aw just shut the bloody hell up!
My ear's are slowly losing its sense of hearing

Funny how my mood can just change in a blink of an eye.
Can't really blame me.
Surroundings are counted too.

So I guess I better go now.

Bye! :)



Sunday, September 09, 2007


If That's OK With You

I love the way that you look without your make up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
There's something 'bout you that makes me want to step up
Step up and be with you
If That's Ok With You

We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
Cause imma make you feel so good thats how I see it happening
Yeah we'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
Cause baby I wanna step up and be with you
If that's ok with you

I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If that's ok with you
If that's ok with you

I wanna keep your toothbrush at my appartment
Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
I'm not crazy
I know what I'm getting myself in
I wanna live with you
If that's ok with you

I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If that's ok with you
If that's ok with you

If that's ok with you

I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If that's ok with you
If that's ok with you

If that's ok with you
If that's ok with you

yeah yeah
We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way

I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If that's ok with you
If that's ok with you
I'm gonna love you

I'm gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If that's ok with you
If that's ok with you

If that's ok with you
If that's ok with you
If that's ok with you
If that's ok with you

If that's ok with you

There you go! :D




Man!
I am going soft.
Hahahaha!

To my dear dear lovable cousin,Aidah.
Thank you so much for the skin!
I really really love it,appreciate it a lot.
Neck massage huh?
No problem there babe,just provide me with the essential stuffs and you've got one neck massage coming right up.
Just don't blame me if you experience any soreness or have a cringe somewhere.
Haha,after all I am not a professional masseuse.

Yes ah,school starts tomorrow!
For those of you who are groaning,ah well.
I can't wait though.
But hell,Flour Baby project!
I've still haven't bought my flour,yet.
And I'm wondering,"What should I name my baby?"
Haha,definitely is a girl.

My mum's forcing me to follow her to Expo.
The John Little sale.
Fasting here mum,lazy to go out.
There's High School Musical 2 today!
Yeah man.
"7.30p.m only on Disney Channel"

Stuck between Bruce Almighty and HSM 2.
But I think I'll watch the latter.
Haha,I've watch Evan Almighty.
Funny story,but sweet!

Izzul's been adorable these few days,but nevertheless,irritating.
Random much?
Yes,Insyirah is always random.

I smell something very very mouth-watering right now.
Not helping!
Argh!!!

Alright,I better go off now.
Bye!

:)



Saturday, September 08, 2007


I love the sound of your voice.
Formed as a melody and becoming,
Music to my ears.
Just talk to me once,that'll cure me.
You don't have to constantly text me.
Just hearing your voice is enough.

I really really am falling.
In a good way I mean.
So sweet,cute and nice.

I want to say it here,but I can't bring myself to do so.
All I will say is this,
I really really like you.
And I mean A LOT.

Heaven on earth
And I don't mean that literally
May I saint your mother,just for giving you birth?
Do light up my day
You make me smile all day long,really.


:D



Friday, September 07, 2007


I'm going to make you feel like you are Heaven on Earth
I'm going to saint your mother just for giving you birth
I'm gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
If that's ok with you

Hahs,I love that song.
Sweets,I'm falling hard.
Really hard and extremely fast.

Random smiles,I find it easy to just smile.
I mean really
I'm in an extremely good mood.
Since yesterday night that is.
Smiles...
(: (: (: (:

:D



Thursday, September 06, 2007


First and foremost,Baidura.
That plan you have in mind...
Big NONO.
Crazy I tell you,I simply do not approve of it.
That's that.
We'll talk about it later when we meet.

Argh!
I'm in the middle of a frigging crisis here.
God help me.
Condemned lah!

What am I suppose to say?
How am I suppose to say it?
Too much scenarios to think about that's got my head cracking and splitting and falling in all different directions.
Clouded,thanks to Blueberry.
*Sigh*

Drama yesterday was nice.
And fun.
Haha,dirtaye joke I heard there.
30 seconds of fame was hilarious.
Someone got somebody's blood boiling eh?
Tsk,tsk,tsk.
Haha,it's just a joke dear.
Parody.
Ever heard of that before?
Yes,it is.

Netball was alright,tiring but ok.
Body's a little bit sore after I skipped a few training sessions and went back to full out running within 9 minutes time.
3 rounds around the school.
Made it though.
Yay me!
Painted the poles before the training started.
Ahh,the smell of thinner.
Haha,don't get the wrong impression.
I'm not addicted to thinner.
By now you people should know what I'm addicted to right?
Yes,very true.
The one and only..
Blueberry!

Right right,shall stop with addictions now.
Bye then!

Oh and Aidah(the cousin),don't forget about the cousins gathering idea.
Execute it ASAP.
Lol.

Goodbye! (:



Tuesday, September 04, 2007


Argh!!
Blueberry is clouding my thoughts,invading my mind and not leaving me alone.
It's a good thing I guess but,why?
And what.
And how too.
What effect has bluebberry have on me and how?
Oh no no no.


Ah,well.
Bye



Sunday, September 02, 2007


Happy 3rd Birthday my dear sweet,lovable,irritating,cute and potentially brilliant brother.

Happy Birthday Izzul! :D
May you be less irritating,and grow into a handsome young lad,aite?
Haha

Kaulah satu satunya
Di antara berjuta
Insan teristimewa
Kau kebangaan kita

So what's up with my holiday one might ask?
A jam pack schedule of CCAs,homeworks,NPPAs etc.
Oh,and I have Home Econs practical exam this Friday.
Beat that!

I want a Holiday,not a busy one.
God!
I'm fasting now,and I'm feeling light headed.
I can sleep till dusk and break my fast.
But of course,I won't.

Went to Arnold,City Plaza yesterday to celebrate my dear darling brother's birthday.
Ahh,nice smelling chicken.
All mine,Muahahahahhahaha!
Not to mention Banana Split..yum
*Salivating*

I watched Love is Cinta yesterday night.
The Angel of Death is soooo c-u-t-e-e!
The Doni guy is cute too.
Haha..
The movie's ok lah,nice.
Got to give it to them,it's something else rather than their normal Love Story.
A twist in something else.

I think I am wayy too addicted to Blueberry.
Blueberry shower cream.
Blueberry syrup.
Even my display picture at MSN is Blueberry.
Ahh!!!
Blueberry addict!

Eh,CSI New York start already lah deyy.
Going off now.

Bye!