I'M BACK!

The reason for not updating was because,
the laptop has been away.
I couldn't access the Internet.
So there you go!
:D

My days have been fine.
The JAE result has been released.
AND I GOT THE COURSE I WANTED!
Alhamdullilah.

I just came back from grocery shopping.
Hahaha, yet again.
Uhuh, chicken was in the shopping list.

Somehow, i can't wait to start school.

Oh yeah,
i went for the check-up at SATA.
2 days ago i think.
Haha.

I'm heading out to a birthday party later.
At Changi Beach.
Little Isaac's birthday.
Adorable little kid.

My dad planned to fly the kite after that.
We went searching for a new kite but figured we'll just buy it from the people selling them here.
They make all kinds of kites.
Pretty and interesting.

I don't owe a long post.
And i'm stopping here.
Till later, bye!

First and foremost;

Happy 16th birthday Yani!
All the best for your N levels yea?
May Allah bless you.
(:

Sorry i couldn't make it to the match today.
I would love to, but i couldn't.
Play well people!
Win or lose, you know you've done your best.
:D

All the best for the upcoming matches!

I went to LP just now.
Grocery shopping, yet again.
Hahaha.
If you're wondering whether i bought chicken,
yes i did.

I think i've got fur stuck in my nose.
I've been sneezing since yesterday.
And now my throat and nostrils hurt.
FURBALL!

JAE results will be out soon.
And after that,
i'm sure i'll be busy with things again.
Grr.

My hand smells of fish.
Damn you Syimir!

Mens' underwear is shaped so funny and weird.
I'm sorry, it was just a random thought.
Heh :D

Alright, lets get going.

SOMEONE IS LATE!
hmpf.

I didn't know my grandparents were that hip.
My grandfather actually taught my brothers magic tricks.
And he asked them to teach him their magic tricks.

And now,
my grandparents are playing Seven with my brothers.
My grandmother abandoned her washing and sat down at the table to play.
Hahahah!

I ate Oreo for breakfast and i am happy.
I miss that biscuit.
Thanks GB.
(:

Some people just don't know when to quit.
:/

I had fun talking yesterday.
The late night phone call was hilarious.
GB, there's something wrong with your tongue.
RESUSCITATION!

I don't know if we're flying the kite today.
I hope we do.
And i hope it doesn't rain today.
Or tomorrow.

My grandmother told me to go to LP tomorrow.
And i made a realisation while otp with GB,
"Why go tomorrow, why not today?"
"Ooooooo, you're grandmother is up to something!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Alright, gotta get going.
Byebye!

Have i been missing?
Hahaha.

The laptop was taken away for 2 days.
I have it now.
(:

I'm going to the library later.
It's been a long time.
And i really need books.
Plus, i'm bored at home.

I marvel at the fact that there is this common understanding between human beings.
How we're not a like but we do think alike.
How the majority would know this is right and that is wrong.
Or how some people are just weird,
but that doesn't necessarily mean that it's a bad thing.

The human mind works in different ways.
And i quite like that.
:D

Apologies if my posts have been short and abrupt.
Maybe my days have been mundane,
or some things that have happened is just between me, the people who are involved,
and my own memories.

Then again, the memory is a slippery thing.
Haha.

I've got some uploading to do.
I bid my goodbye.

I feel much better.
(:
Pro healer.

Thanks GB for coming over and making me feel better.
I hope you feel better too.

I sent Izzul B' to the dentist yesterday.
He got his tooth fixed.
Diedie wanted GB to come along.
Hahahaha!

Took Syimir from the doctor after that.

I've got nothing much to say.
Honestly.

And i yesterday, i made a damn good theory about something and some people.
It shocked me.
Got me scared.
Apparently it got GB scared too.
Hahahahahaha.

I'm worried!
LOL.
:D

Ok dah, bye.

I feel awful.
I've been getting people around me sick.
And it's not a nice feeling.
:/

Uncomfortable.

I think i'm addicted to kite flying.
Somehow flying the kite seems to calm everything down.
The wind, the kite high up on the sky.
Other kites, different shapes and sizes.
Different designs.

I can never get bored.
And yesterday was even more fun somehow.
3 kites flew away because their strings snapped.
My sister and i wanted to run after them, but decided not to.


My granny just asked me to go to the shop.
Better get going.
BYE!
:D

I'm sorry.

I loved today's kite flying.
It was fun and exciting.

The wind was haywire and it provided a challenge for us to manoeuvre the kite.
It fell a few times.
But we got it back up.

We had to stop though,
because someone else's kite entangled with ours and caused the string to snap.
Lucky the kite wasn't blown away too far.
((:

I think my grandad is experiencing menopause.
Haha!
I don't quite understand.

I'm sick.
And i feel handicapped.
Why?
Because my hearing is failing me.

Damn flu.
-.-"

Alright, byebye.
Limited time.

I planned to go jogging later.
And this time, i mean it!
A little bit of fresh air would be nice.

I ransacked my cupboard just now,
in search of a pouch.
And now,
i'm sneezing non-stop.
It rhymed!
:D

Syimir's home now.
So i shall get going.
LETS BURN DOES FATS BAYBEH!

Might be flying the kite later.
(:

Toodles.

I didn't intend to blog today.
And since FB is being a hag to me now,
i shall resort to blogging.

On the other hand,
i have nothing much to blog about.
So why not make this post a dedication to people?
=)

To Aidah Burne;
i know you can hardly believe me for doing this,
but i am.
So yeah, this is for you.

Thanks for being there to give me advices when i need them.
Always the listening ear.
All the jokes we share and the laughters we had,
the late night conversation and doing the most stupidest things.
Thank for all the fun.

Sorry if i did disappoint you in anyway.
But i'll make it up.
To Mama, Nenek, you and myself.
If you're reading this, don't talk about it in the room later.
Better yet, don't try to chase me and kiss me.
Heh ((:

To GB,
there's loads of things i'd like to say to you.
But it's better if i say them otp.

Thank you for always being there,
picking me up.
I swear a day without laughing and making bloopers with you would be hell.
It's always fun whenever you're there.

Thanks for being the one who notices.
The one who doesn't need telling.
You can do no wrong, at least till now.

Our late night phone call,
bickering because of the most stupidest things.
Reminiscing.
Making something out of nothing.
You're awesome, really you are.
Loads of love ((:


To Syimir Burne,
I know you probably won't read my blog.
But heck.

No matter how annoying you are sometimes,
you're still one good brother.
The obedient one.

This year is your major year.
I'll help you along okay.
Don't give up!

To Izzul B' Burne,
my adorable little brother.
Hahaha.

Stay cute always.
I'll pick you up from school later okay.
Hahaha ((:

To Nina,
hey babe, i know our four years of friendship is worth fighting for.
We've had our ups and downs.
And i hope that we'll still be in contact even after we make our own ways.

Congrats on making it to Poly.
I'm happy for you.
All the best yeah?

And thanks for everything.
Really, you're one good friend.
Sorry for all the wrongs i've done.
Love you!
:D

To Sida,
you are one funny person.
We've had our ups and downs too.
Let bygones be bygones.

Congrats on making it to Poly too.
All the best and may you succeed.
Insya'Allah.

Hope that we will still stay in contact after this.
Again, sorry for all the mistakes i've done.
Stay cheerful always alright!
Love you (:

To Iqah,
my used-to-be singing partner in class!
Hahaha.

I hope whatever decision you make,
it's for the best.
I won't forget the times i had with you.
Going to your house to play Rockband etc.

Don't be too down about it.
It's not the end.
Stay strong okay?
Text me if you need anything.

I still want your RE!
Heh :D
Loves.

To Aidah,
congrats on your achievement!
I'm happy for you.

Make the right decision alright?
Thanks for being the listening ear.
Text me if you need anything.
Loads of love.
(:

To Hamdy,
I know things have been hard.
Whatever it is, good job yeah?

And all the best to you.
(:

Alright, i'm done.
The Queen is home early today.
Hmmmmm.

BYE!

I am very busy.
Wit a lot of stuffs.

I've been going out every morning.
MUST PUT IN EFFORT YOU KNOW!
((:

I really got nothing much to talk about.
And i have submitted my JAE.
Plus my DAE.

Somehow, i want to fulfill what my grandparents want more than what my mum wants.
Though i have interest in both.
But lets see where the route takes me.

Either way,
it's success for myself and both of them.
Insya'Allah.

I miss watching movies with you.
One day.

And thank you, for everything.
Very much appreciated.
You just made my life easier.
=)

STRESS.

Congrats to all who did well for their Os!
All the best.
Whichever route you guys take, give your very best alright?
((:

I've got loads to do.
Wouldn't be blogging much now.

Toodles :D

I'll be receiving my O'level results in a few hours time.
Anxiety is a real bad feeling.
It's almost a criminal.

I know it was difficult to fall asleep yesterday.
Even when someone already did put me to sleep,
some idiot just had to wake me up.
-.-"

It's keeping me off my seat.
I can hardly walk around without my brain chanting,
"Results, results, results."
Yeap, that bad.

Now i feel like shitting.
You probably don't need to know but who cares,
i'm stress.
Let me say what i want!

This post is going to be about the results.
Nothing else.
Because there isn't anything else i can talk about.
:/

Wait, there is.

I have one less thing to worry about.
My cats.
Their operation would be on the 22nd Feb instead.
Thank god.
They got vaccinated just now though.
And Panjang got her ears cleaned.

She was even given medicine.
And i had something to laugh at when i read the label on the medicine bottle.
You know how the name of the medicine will be typed out?
And then the dosage etc.
Below it is where you can find the patient's name.

And there, written on it was,
PANJANG H.J MOHD MAHSOM.
Hahahahahahahha.

I got to get going now.
Wish me luck.

BYE!

The anxiety is finally getting to me now.
I can hardly sit still.

I don't know if i should be relieved that my parents aren't coming on Monday.
I wouldn't want to see the disappointment on their faces, if i do disappoint.
Not at that point of time at least.

My grandmother wanted to come along.
I didn't tell her not to.
Lucky my grandfather saved me.

My sister is coming along.
I'm fine with that.
GB too.
I'm definitely fine with that.

Okay, enough.

I bathed the cats just now.
And i think i need to buy a stronger smelling shampoo.
I mean they smell good,
but not good enough.

Do they sell cat perfume?

My sister and i tried brushing their teeth.
We had no clue on how to do it.
I think you should go google it kakak.

"Try to get her to meow, then i'll stuff the brush in."
And i was dumb enough to look the cat in the eye and said,
"MEOW!"
all i heard after that was the crickets in the background.

Syimir and i had nothing to do just now.
So we took a leave and a magnifying glass,
aimed it under the hot sun.
And TADA!
It burned.

I feel accomplished.
Izzul finally knows how to spell.
And he's actually walking around and spelling the words out like a mantra.
Hahaha :D

Syimir told me to help with his fraction homework.
I ended up doing it for him till my sister scolded me and told me to stop.
I think i miss doing math.
NO WAY!

I wouldn't want to count down to the hours left till i get my results.
But my brain is betraying me.
THANKS AH!

I went to see the two dead baby birds that GB and i laid to rest on the grass patch.
They're decomposing well.
All i saw just now was feathers and the swarm of red ants eating away the remains.
The smell was awful i gotta say.

Okay. im done.
((:

I WON'T WORRY MY LIFE AWAY.

I missed a day.

Went to TP's open house yesterday.
Met a couple of people there.

Went off from TP around 4.
I think.
Can't quite recall.

BTW,
it was the 7th yesterday.
Happy 1st!
Thanks GB.
I had fun.
((:

Accompanied my sister to the doctor.
GB, i think you need glasses.
Hmmmmmm.

Everyone is starting to worry about the results.
I was already succumbing to sleep yesterday night,
when the thought of the results suddenly kept me awake.

And worrying about something before you fall asleep is definitely not advisable.
I had a dream about receiving my results.
And trust me, it wasn't nice.
Hmpf.

Anyway, i wouldn't be able to send my cats for their operation on Monday.
Pray hard things will go fine.
THAT'S TWO THINGS TO WORRY ABOUT!
sibei.

Speaking about my cats,
my grandfather, brothers, Gb and i went to take them on a cycling trip two days back.
Hahahahha.
It was fun actually.
They wanted to jump out of the basket.

Some people just don't fail to amuse.
For the wrong reasons.
:/

Alright,
i'm off.

I went back to school to help out with training yesterday.
Actually we 3 didn't help much.
We were playing around,
but i felt like i was a schoolgirl again.
Haha.

So anyway, the Captains and Vice captains were made known yesterday.
Congrats to Wen Fang and Atiqah.
And to Sabrina and Amirah.
Lead the team well alright?
((:

I know Nina was enjoying her Pokky.
Hahahaha!

I made a mistake of accidentally staring into the sun yesterday.
It blurred my vision and i swear the splitting headache i got after that was killing me.
I hate internal pain.

I felt neither here nor there.
Thank you GB for the treat.
And thanks for taking care.

I would have sneaked you home.
But we'll both get into trouble like that.
Haha :D

I'll be seeing you later anyway.
Don't be late!
I'm sure you won't anyway.
Am i right?
Hahah.

I plan to make pancakes later.
Shida and i were talking about pancakes yesterday.
And my love for pancakes made me crave for more.
GIMME MORE GIMME MORE!

I need to get going now.
Izzul needs to get ready for school.
And my job is to be his personal nurse/nanny.
No complains.

Goodbye then!

3 months.
And tomorrow's the day.
:D

I am going to school today.
Hahahaha!
Not to study.

Coach called us back to help out with training.
And since i'd rather do something fruitful than rot at home,
I said i'll be there.

I am not going to send my sick brother to school.
No way.
I told him to stay at home.

The cats are sulking.
They're making me feel sad.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I've been eating Nestum almost everyday for breakfast now.
If you think i'm complaining, i'm not.
I love it!
Thank you GB for chipping in.
Heh :D

Met Faiz yesterday.
He returned my book.
Thanks!
____________________

It makes me wonder sometimes,
why some people just can't admit to being human and making mistakes.

They let their feelings get in the way and destroy everything.
You can't always get what you want.
Live with it.

Weird.
____________________

O level results will be released on Jan the 11th.
Yes, im making you feel nervous.
Those who sat for O's last year i mean.

Because i'm nervous.
:/

psssst; my grandfather gave a violent objection to giving the cats away. YEAY!

Feels weird not going to school.
I miss the atmosphere in school.
I always look forward to the first day.

Happy schooling peeps!
Have a fruitful year of learning.
Education is important.
(:

GB came over to taste the pie.
Heh, delicious isn't it?
Credit my mum and i.

Izzul B' Burne just went to school.
He begged me to send him but i said i'd do it tomorrow.
Since my dad is sending him.

I need to make my way to LP later.
My shampoo is finishing.
Sometimes, when you don't have much to talk about,
unnecessary info makes the deal.
=)

I can't wait to meet someone.
Technically, today's your first day at "school".

It's raining!
______________

I hate your guts.
I really do.

Seems like you couldn't handle the truth.
And now you want to apologise.

It's personal.
Fuck you.

I lost precious time because of you.
We did.

Have a good life.
_______________

Nature's calling.
I really gotta go.

TOODLES!

my post seems to rhyme today.
Heeeeeee :D

I think in all my hurry to eat the Shepherd pie yesterday,
i burnt my tongue.
-.-"

My mum came home yesterday,
came in my room and told me to help her in the kitchen.
And WALA!
All the ingredients for Shepherd pie were there.

She changed some of the ingredients but the pie still turned out delicious as ever.
I ate a lot,
woke up to an upset stomach.
Heh :D

I went grocery shopping for my granny.
Yes, again.
Told ya i should work for her.

I went to the minimart near my house after that.
Found two kittens on the way there.

Sorry GB!
I abandoned you for them.
You wanted to eat anyway.
Hahahaha.

My siblings told me to bring them home.
Not to keep.
But to play with.

I wanted to take them but i think they belong to someone.
No collar though.
Hmmmmmm.


Sida,
cheer up okay?
Don't stress yourself out.
Have fun with Nina tomorrow.
Sorry i couldn't tag along.

By right, i should be getting ready for prom now.
Hahaha.
Ah well.
((:

I'll be seeing someone more often now.
Everyday infact.
AWESOME!
__________________

By the way,
don't say shit when you know nothing.
Disrespectful, yes you are.

Swallow your pride and ego.
Put your feelings aside.
I think you need your life sorted out my dear.

I didn't despise you this much.
But seeing what you're doing & what you've done,
it's just too much.
Leave it.
__________________________

I don't have the heart to see you fall.

I know it's a day late but,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Didn't get a chance to update yesterday because we went out.
Like all the past years,
went out to celebrate Abah's birthday.

Happy 56th birthday my dear dad!
May Allah bless you and have a long prosperous life.
We love you. ((:

So we went to Changi Beach yesterday.
Go fly kite!
Hahaha.

Went off from there when the sun started setting in.
Headed to Changi Village to have our dinner.
And then we took 109 and stopped at LP.

Got the pancake flour and maple syrup.
And we made it today.
Just now actually.
I LOVE PANCAKES.

Ohh.
My mum made a birthday dedication to my dad around midnight via the radio.
It was sweet.
My dad recorded it.

Pictures from yesterday will be up at FB.
I think the new year was well spent.

Hope you had fun GB.
:D

My grandmother and i had a long conversation while i was cooking in the kitchen just now.
It made my eyes water.
And i swear i felt happy.
Touched more like it.
Thank you.

It's 2010 already.
Lets make this year count.