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Wednesday, March 31, 2010


Revenge.
Hahaha.
It's been raining since just now.
Good weather to sleep in.
Isn't that right GB?
:D

I went to the library just now.
Returned my brothers' books.
And borrowed Izzul his books.

Headed to DT after that.
Bought lunch and went to GB's place.
Ate, lazed around.

Went to fetch Izzul after that.
I'm excited for his Sport's day.

I just remembered what Syimir said the other time.
He asked GB,"It's,'we are the world connected by atomic bomb'. Right?"
No matter how funny and wrong that sounds,
there's a little bit of sense in that sentence.
If you know what i mean.

I'm looking forward to the 7th.
((:



Tuesday, March 30, 2010


Izzul is beginning to get very cheeky.

Just yesterday night, he went in my room to get the air-con controller.
And then he so indifferently told me to take it back later.
I said no.

And when he returned the remote,
he said something like,
"Later you give back the controller ahh, when i was sleeping."
I replied, "When i AM sleeping, not was."
He chose to be defiant.

And in the middle of the whole argument,
he stopped and pointed to something.
This part, is a bit confidential.
Hahahahhaa.
Those who know should, well, know.
:D

He said a few weeks back,
"Abang, i know you love me, i know you care!"
It was on a random impulse.
I just swiveled around, looked at him and burst out laughing.

Syimir calmly replied,
"No i don't."
NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

My cats are growing fatter.
We're putting them on a diet now.
Go to my sister's profile.
You'll see how much they've grown.

You know sometimes, even the most littlest of things someone does,
or the simplest of words people say,
it makes a huge impact.
And sometimes, when we get too close for comfort,
we accidentally ignore these things.

These things are the ones that you miss,
making you wish that you can go back to the past and experience that thing again.

Like,
"Hey, i like your hair."
Yeah, those things.

Maybe what i'm saying now doesn't make much sense to some.
But i hope you get the gist of what i'm saying.

Those three words, said too much, they're not enough.
& i don't mean I Love You.




Monday, March 29, 2010


I really can't imagine myself, still clad in school uniform,
in this sweltering heat.
It's unbearable.

Thank god i graduated.
Though school's starting soon.
But i'm sure the heat will die down by then.

Went to and fro.
Checking for prices of phones.
Don't give up GB!
((:

Panjang and Pendek is tasting freedom.
They've been roaming round freely for the past 3 days.

Anyway, we went to fly the kite yesterday.
Rode the bike.
Yes, i ended up fishing for tadpoles.
We got loads of them now.

The whole batch we caught two days ago died,
almost instantly.
Why?
Because i trusted Google.

They said that it's fine to change to fresh water,
so i did.
And they died.

What made yesterday more fun was that i accidentally scooped up the mother frog.
I could swear i thought it was a stone.
Till it jumped.
Hahahaha.

We caught it.
Put it in a plastic bag.
And i told Izzul to chase my sister with it.
Now THAT was fun.
Hahahahaha!

I woke up in the morning today to send Izzul to his excursion.
He went to the Butterfly Park in Sentosa.
When GB and i fetched him at 1.30,
he looked tired but pleased.

He had loads of story to tell.
And from the sound of it,
the trip was fun.
Now he's making me jealous.
I wished i was in kindergarten.
Or at least a teacher in kindergarten.

Oh well,
soon.
:D
Insya'Allah.

I should accompany GB now.
Hahaha, bye!



Sunday, March 28, 2010


Yesterday was a productive day.
Hahaha.

Played soccer, and then went to fly the kite.
I flew my halfway and brought it down.
Because i was distracted by the tadpoles that was swimming around so freely in the huge drain.

I think the frogs took the chance to lay their eggs,
since it was raining heavily a few days back.

My brothers, GB and i caught some.
We brought them home.
As of now, 2 of them have died.

I'm planning to keep them until they turn into a frog.
Speaking of which, we were getting ready to go home when Syimir spotted a frog.
So we played with it.
:D

Ohh, and while playing soccer yesterday,
this man came down with a Macaw on his hand.
It was so awesome!
But i didn't get a chance to get close to it.
I want one!

We're planning to go there again later.
To catch some more.
I hope the drain hasn't dried up.
Poor tadpoles.

I think misfortune has set in upon my right leg.
I'm so sorry!





Saturday, March 27, 2010


Funny how i've never complained about this.
But living on the second storey,
right next to the garbage chute,
the smell gets to you sometimes.

Why am i talking about this?
Because the people are here to collect the waste.
And the smell hit me,
so strongly.
Not that i mind most of the time,
i think i'm quite used to it.

I forgot to mention that i woke up in the wee hours of the morning, two days ago,
to a sneezing fit.
I only got back to a proper, deep sleep 2 hours later.

I thought it was just my sinus.
But i'm still sneezing.
Yes, till now.

My family is always on impulse.
That can be good and bad sometimes.
Like right now, this very day,
we're still unsure of whether we're heading to WWW or not.

My grandparents are going to Batam tomorrow.
The last time i went there was 3 years ago.
Hahaha.
Buy me something yeah?
:D

Have a save journey!

My cats are really adorable.
And amusing.




Friday, March 26, 2010


I saw Umar.
Hahahha.
Adorable!

Izzul always has a high temperature when he goes to school.
Funny you know this kid.
So he has to stand outside class and wait for a minute for his temperature to be taken again.

As you can see,
i changed my blogskin.
I was desperate.
So this will do.
The tagboard will be jumping up and down.

But if yo open using another web browser,
it won't be moving.
Internet explorer's weird that way.

I really can't wait for school to start.
Hurry up already!

Gb is very sad that i left him to sit at the dining table alone.
Hahahhaa.
Be patient. ((:



Thursday, March 25, 2010


I really need to change this blogskin.
But i just can't seem to find the one that looks pleasing to my eyes.

I went Afghan yesterday.
Bought Izzul his crickets because he's learning about insects this term.
Cheap.

And he brought it to school today.
Kids will be kids.
They got so excited.
haha!

I think some people should just mind their own business.
He can stand up for himself you know.
There's no need to be a two-faced bastard.
You think you're doing him a favour when in truth,
you're insulting him.
Fuck off.

If it doesn't rain in the morning, it rains in the afternoon.
Awesome!

Sayonara.



Tuesday, March 23, 2010


I'm happy.
(:
Probably a cliche proclamation, but it's true.
Hahahahah!
Only you & i know why.

Facebook failed me yesterday night.
I will proceed to attack it again today.
Right now.

Bye!



Monday, March 22, 2010


GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!
Despite the lucky penalty shot,
and the fact that Torres so spectacularly scored the 4 minutes opening goal,
Man U deserved to win.

And for the fact that Chelsea's game was a draw yesterday,
i'm pretty much contented.
((:

Just came home from the library.
Returned my book and my sister's.
It's been so long since i played the swing,
just now felt surprisingly exciting.

There were a lot of bloopers today.
Ain't that right GB?
Hahaha!

The plan was to go jogging again today.
But the weather is threatening.

I'm still considering whether to go back to school this Thursday or not.
Haha.'
I wanna take a look at the new school(which is almost unrecognisable),
and see the netball girls for a while.
I miss netball.

Alright,
nature's calling.
Heh :D



Sunday, March 21, 2010


Im not sleep deprived,
but that doesn't mean i got my 8 hours of sleep either.

I slept close to 1am.
And was woken up around 230 by this horrible noise.
No, not some couple making love.

A bunch of hooligans was the cause of it.
Don't they have a home to go to?
If want to ton, go somewhere else lah.
Why under a freaking block?

And they were laughing like hyenas.
I stayed on my bed staring at the ceiling, waiting for them to go away.
But no, they stayed.

Close to 3 and they were still there.
So i got up, opened the window.
Only that i couldn't see them.
I think they were at the opposite block.
Far enough that i couldn't see them,
near enough that they were audible.
Too audible.

I think someone must have called the cops.
They went away at 330.
You live in Singapore, follow Singapore law.
11pm onwards is public nuisance.
Assholes.

I go back to sleep after that.

Will be visiting Arif later.
Hahahaha!

Alright, bye.



Saturday, March 20, 2010


It's a rainy Saturday!
Hahaha.

I woke up and went grocery shopping.
I think it's been some time since i last went to Sheng Siong.
AND YES, I BOUGHT CHICKEN!
:D

Mama's cooking Sabsuka today.
So i got her things.
And now i'm just doing the waiting.

GB, write down the recipe.
Give it to your mummy and make sure she learns how to cook it for you.
hahaha!

My sister went in the kitchen and took out her bottle of Coke.
"Eh, nenek found my coke ah?!"
I said i don't know.
And then Syimir said, "Aiyo, kakak ain minum coke!"
"Louder amir," i said.
So he souted.

And izzul interrupted by saying,
"minum coke tak bagus tau kakak!"
Hahahaha.

He came up to me and i told him to tell my grandmother,
he did.
Paoto kia.
Hahahahha!

I think Panjang must have landed wrongly.
She's limping now.
I shall give her wonderful massage!
Quote unquote.

I gave up looking for blogskins yesterday.
Can't anyone not make something we've seen once too many times?
It's getting ridiculous.
-.-"

This world is ridiculous sometimes.
(:



Thursday, March 18, 2010


I smell of my mum's classroom.
Hahaha.

My brothers have "destroyed" the comp.
And they panicked.
Lucky i could fix it.

Izzul has Facebook.
He demanded that i created one for him.
So i did.
Too young, i know.

I refuse to let Syimir beat me in Bejeweled.
You wait amir, you wait.
It wasn't even your doing!
Hmpf.

Pray hope it doesn't rain tomorrow.
I need my exercise.

By the way,
get well soon Arif!
Hahaha.

Hugs come in different sizes.
Hugs feel different too.
There are sad hugs when you're crying
(that's when nothing else will do).

There are happy hugs for laughing.
There are hugs for scary too.
But the hugs that i like best of all..

are hugs for I Love You!



Wednesday, March 17, 2010


I went to the library just now.
And bumped into Nina.
Love your hair!
((:

Borrowed Gb his book and then went to the kindergarten.
I have degraded myself to colouring.
Again.
Haha.

Waiting for 403 was like waiting for the rain to come in this long drought.
Cheyy,
that's exaggerating.
but seriously.

I am very much worried.
:/

Alright, toodles!



Tuesday, March 16, 2010


Izzul is shouting like a maniac in the bathroom.
Yeap, he has yet to take a bath.

Speaking of which, i've yet to bathe my cats.
When was the last time?
GB, wanna help?
Hahaha!

They must be enjoying themselves.
"Yeay, they forgot to bathe us!"
Not gonna happen!

Syimir is waiting for me to get off the comp.
And he's reading beside me,
sitting down like an apek.

I'm going back to the kindergarten either on Wednesday or Thursday.
Got work to do!
Hopefully.
Hahaha ((:

Originality went out that door.
Don't you people know how to find a solid status?
Disgusting.

I really think i should bathe the cats.
Hahahaha.



Monday, March 15, 2010


And apparently, it wasn't enough.
I thought wrongly.
You can't see through.

Take me on a guilt trip.
Except it won't work.




Typing, and then pressing on the backspace again.
I'm quite clueless on what to write.
I mean there's things i wanna say but i think my brain is inept of putting them into words.
For now.

I really don't know how to make one understand.
Or sometimes when the point is totally misunderstood.
One can go on and on, repeating and reiterating the point again and again,
but if the other party doesn't get or won't get it,
what is one supposed to do?

For me, the best option is to keep quiet.
Leave it at that.
And then pray hope keeping quiet won't evoke another problem.

You wanna say something,
but you can't.
For reasons sometimes best known to itself.

The first few words are those that are fresh and honest.
Spoken sometimes without thinking but feeling.
I believe in that.

Words are sometimes the best weapon in one's arsenal.
But sometimes, people take displeasure in them.
Words can't always be sugarcoated.
Sometimes they hurt, sometimes they mean a lot.
Sometimes, they just mean nothing at all.

It's the way i am.
Ask anyone who knows.
They'd tell you the same thing.

If it's me, then alright.
I'm sorry.

I don't want anything.
And i won't say anything anymore.
Period.

Worried.



Sunday, March 14, 2010


I''m uploading pictures on FB.
It's a hassle uploading them on this comp.
Actually my sister did most of the work.
Heh!

My brothers and Gb are playing soccer outside.
YOU WAIT!

Went to Mad Jack yesterday.
Belated celebration for my parents' anniversary.
25 years?
I think, haha.

I'm helping Mama out again soon.
((:

If there's wind today, maybe i shall go fly the kite.
GO FLY KITE!
C'mon Gb.

Alright, nothing much to say.
My eyes are getting better.
Alhamdullillah.
Bye!



Friday, March 12, 2010


Yesterday went well.
Awesome experience.
And the kids were just so lovely.

All eyes were on us when we entered Gian in the afternoon.
And the afternoon session was a rowdy bunch.
The morning ones were quieter and much more obedient.
Hahaha.

There was this kid, Umar.
He reminded me so much of Izzul.
Adorable.

I'll go there to help again if i can.
Definitely. (:
Pictures will be up on FB, soon.

I went to Polyclinic just now.
Sore eyes.
I shouldn't be on the comp,
but it was on.
So i just had to.
Hahaha, sorry Granny and Gb!

Oh yeah, thanks for accompanying me there.
You're a good caretaker.
Lol!

I have bloodshot eyes.
I looked myself in the mirror yesterday and literally took a step back.
-.-"

I't looks better now anyway.

I'll find the mood to change my blogskin.
Maybe soon.
Maybe not.
Who knows.

Alright, i shall take good care of my eyes.
So adios!



Tuesday, March 09, 2010


The new computer is here.
FINALLY!
Hahaha.

Will be following my sister to Town tomorrow.
She's in for interview.
Heh.

I'm excited for this Thursday.
Can't wait.
And my mum comes home with stories of the kids.
Awesome.

GB came over and we made pudding.
It wasn't a complete success,
but it's nice.
Good job GB!
:D

Izzul is singing Cari Jodoh at the top of his lungs.

The new keyboard's a bit difficult.
Hmmmm, bye!



Monday, March 08, 2010


Izzul B woke up at 7 plus in the morning because he was too excited for his excursion today.
To where?
The Stamp Museum.
Haha!

He called GB in the morning and asked if he could send him to school.
So GB came over and sent him.
Then we chilled at my place,
watched My Name Is Khan.
Awesome movie!

My grandparents went to Johor last Saturday.
And Izzul said,
"Go JB for what? Got nothing, only got Jamban Baru."
He said that in the most sardine way possible.
It was cuter if you had seen it.

My mum said i could come this Thursday!
Yesssah!
Hahahhaa.
Children here i come!
:D

Went out yesterday for dinner.
I swear my dad was harassing that poor man.
And i tried duck!
It tastes just like chicken.
My sister went like, "despicable!"
-.-"

GB, now you have experienced first hand, how chaotic my family is.
Hahahahhaha!
Actually you have, a long time ago.

Alright, i gotta get going.



Sunday, March 07, 2010


The kite season is still up.
Not quite much,
but the passionate ones are still there.

My nenek cooked Sambal Goreng.
((:


Syimir Burne is eating Koko Krunch with much passion and enthusiasm.
I'd love to take a video and post it up.
But i love my brother and i shall not further defame him.
Haha!

I "plucked" a cocoon from Syimir's bedroom curtain yesterday.
It was a weird looking cocoon.
It's either infested of shared.

Because my sister and i googled for the nature of cocoons,
it came out on what we already know.
So yeah, i guess the answer is not settled with anything.

Panjang and Pendek have tasted freedom nowadays.
They're running around creating chaos.
And i let them in the house yesterday.
Panjang so comfortably rested on the mess of cushions on the floor.

She caught a salamander(alive) two days ago.
She didn't eat it.
She just wanted to play with it.
And when she got bored, she punctured the salamander's abdomen.
The blood stained the floor.

My grandfather scolded her and threw it away.
Hahaha.

Alright, i've got things to do.
GOODBYE!

Happy 3rd monthsary.
:D



Friday, March 05, 2010


Woke up in the morning and headed for the registration.
Gb tagged along because my granny asked to.
Hahaha!

My granny, mum and Izzul went to Geylang.
So Gb and i went home.
I changed and headed back out to Central for lunch.

Gb met Arif, Sham and Mus after that for prayers.
I went home.
Tried on my things.

Gb came back after that.
I gave him something to read.
Hahahaha.

Now we're on the Xbox.
I see someone's very frustrated with Constantine.
:D

I may have seen the light.
Wooooooo!
I know what to do after i graduate.
(:
Insya'Allah.

Chaos!
Alright, bye.

It comes naturally.



Wednesday, March 03, 2010


The weather is getting unbearable by the minute.
It's impossible to walk out and not feel sticky in a few minutes.

My mum told me i can help out at the kindergarten when i'm free.
YEAY!
I like :D

And maybe i can follow the class on their trip to Giant.
Next Thursday.
((:

I borrowed a book.
Gemini.
Hahaha!

And i'm planning to finish this one ASAP.



Monday, March 01, 2010



Woke up in the morning and got ready for Jurong Bird Park.
It was exhausting, yes.
But well worth it.

It was a spectacular sight at the Birds of Prey show.
They released the Barhimny Kite eagle bred in captivity.
It was awesome.
One flew straight at me!
These are the eagles we often spot flying in the skies of Singapore.

And there was this huge vulture.
I guess we picked a good siting spot.
Hahaha.
The keeper stood beside our seats.
And it flew directly above our heads.

With its huge powerful wings,
the sound was loud.
THE WIND ON YOUR HAIR!
:D

Yeah, the Vultures and Eagles are the most captivating ones.
I don't know if you guys remember this,
but in 2004,
two vultures were caught and brought to JBP.

They strayed away from their flock,
and flew around the heart of Orchard ,Singapore.
It's now at JBP.
And my my, are they huge.

There were bloopers.
Hahahhaa.
That's for me and the rest to know.
((:

The parrots were noisy as usual.
Hahaha.
One screeched in my ear.

Intelligent birds.
Overall, the trip was fun.
Pictures are up at FB!

GB has made quite an impression.
Hmmmm.
:D