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Monday, June 29, 2009


Yesterday was Syimir Burne's birthday.
Happy 11th Birthday Syimir!
Best of luck for your operation.
We'll be there (:

I didn't get a chance to update yesterday because we celebrated by having a family fiesta down at the badminton court.
Haha, it was fun.
My uncle was our personal coach.
He made us run.
Like mad, haha.

School today.
It was well, a normal school day.
Started off with Art.
I finished off my background.
And now i'm left with touch-ups.
Submission date on 3rd July.
This Friday.
Die!

4 periods of Art.
Then one free period because Mrs Goh was MIA for Chemistry.
And then we continue revision for SSGH.
Math.
Another free period for CE.
The same teacher.
And History.
The lesson turned out to be fun actually.
Haha (:

Syimir's going for the operation to remove his tonsils tomorrow.
No solid food for two weeks.
I bet he's going to get bored eating porridge just like i did.
Hahaha.

15 more minutes till the show starts.
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH.

Paranoia can really kill a facade huh?
You really are unbelievable.

Aites, bye.
:D



Saturday, June 27, 2009


Enough is enough.
Who the fuck do you think you are?
You call yourself a friend?
Hah, that's a big fat lie.

You're fucked up.
Everything about you is.
You're way corrupted, it's unbelievable.

Friends don't go treating others friends like the way you did.
You use people.
And now you're begging your 'friend' to come back?
Hey, fuck it.

All you can ever think about is yourself.
What you want is what you will get.
You don't give a damn about how your other friends feel.
You're a self-centred prick.

Don't go around acting like you own the world.
Don't go around acting like you've done everyone a favour.
You're no one to start with.
You don't have the right to criticise/judge or talk about people like that.
Humans have flaws.
So do you.

And when people tell you you have some, you go all sulky.
Hey, grow up.
Wait a minute, i forgot that you were handicapped down there.
Haha, what a joke.

It's not fucking funny doing what you're doing.
It really is not.
So stop it.
I don't know what it's going to take to make you realise.
But whatever it is, i suggest it better happen fast.

I'm protective, very.
What you're doing concerns someone very close to my heart.
And i don't take it lightly.
You want to fuck around with people, you suffer the consequences.
Because honestly, i think you're a waste.

There's nothing you can do anymore.
The decision's made.
I'll be happy to watch the thing you want crumble and fall.
I really don't mind.

I forbid.
You want to die, die alone.
Don't bring others with you.

And i really don't care what you're going to do next.
You're a coward.
So there's no reason for me to be scared.
Good luck with whatever you're doing or trying to do.
I hope you know who you are.

Aiy,aiy Captain.
You're the bomb.

___________

Apologies for this post.
It's not meant for my friends or anyone else.
Only for a son of a gun who really have struck a nerve.


Pretenderz is gone.
Long gone.



Friday, June 26, 2009


The plan was to watch Transformers today.
But i told my sister that it's better to watch after school reopens.
We'll have plenty of money saved up by then.

And this Izzul B' keeps bugging me.
"When are we going to the cinema?"
-.-"

I have never ever in my life, had supper.
Is it still called supper if it's 11 p.m?
Yeah,anyway..
I don't know what got into me but i wanted to have Cup noodles so much at that point of time.
So i asked my mum if i could eat.
Then she said,"Go lah!"
So what more, vroom to the kitchen.
I ate Tom Yam flavoured cup noodles.

And i woke up at 6 in the morning with my stomach churning.
I swear i won't eat spicy food at night anymore.
Haha, lesson learnt.

My presence is needed in the kitchen.
Bye (:

I don't know why, i miss you so much.



Wednesday, June 24, 2009


Izzul just knocked me with his sword.
He calls it 'Padang'.
Which actually is supposed to be 'pedang' which means sword in Malay.
Haha!

I got the bread i wanted!
NYAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I think i'm turning into a food addict.
Food's good anyway.

The plan to watch Transformers on Friday is..
Err..
I don't know.
My sister told me almost all the seats have been booked.
So yeah, i really don't know.

I mean i wouldn't want to spoil Syimir's birthday.
It'll be a disappointment for him.
And for me.
Heh (:

Students out there!
If any of you are hoping for the the holidays to be extended for another week,
I'm sorry to say that school's going to start on the 29th.
Hahahaha.

Hamdy, don't cry!
LOL.

I really should limit the time Izzul spends socialising with my friends.
The male ones i mean.
He's hooked to this song and it really has a funny meaning to it.
Thanks to them.
Now i'm forced to turn on the song whenever he wants to listen to it.
Cute, but annoying.

Now he's asking me to read him a book.
Brothers.
So many requests.

I watched the video clip on Neda getting shot in the streets.
It was heartbreaking.
They protested for a reason.
She didn't deserve to die.
May Allah bless her soul.

Aite, gotta get going now.



Sunday, June 21, 2009


First and foremost;
Happy 17th birthday to my cousin,Nuri.
All the best in everything you do.
We celebrate together one day yeah?
(:

And Happy 16th Birthday to Gadafi too.
Good luck!

To shida;
Tell your Lampard i wish him Happy Birthday.
Haha -wink-

Happy Birthday to me too.
Better do well for your O's.
No more playing around.

Moving on.

This post is going to be about the awesome birthday celebration yesterday.
So this 9 people were in on a plan that they kept secret from me.
Duhh, the element of surprise.
I went out at 12 to meet them at Tampines MRT.
And the 3 musketeers were late.

Off to Far East Plaza.
That much i knew about(i guessed correctly,haha)
Ate at Esteler 77 Indonesian restaurant.
Hamdy's treat.
Thanks (:

And so i was left in the dark, again.
Not knowing where we're headed next.
So we took the train.
And somehow, we ended at Marina Square.
I asked, "What's at Marina Square?"
Expected reaction, they gave me a smile.
Fine.

And then we were at the basement.
I saw Carl's Junior and the thought of Hamdy bringing me there to meet his dad occurred in my mind.
But we walked right past Carl's Junior and into Swensens.
So i asked Raqiib, "You knew about this?"
And Raqiib being him, smiled.
Not knowing what to answer and how to lie.
Faiz stepped in and blocked my view of Raqiib and smiled at me.

"You knew?"
"No, Hamdy said we're coming here to play arcade."
Hakim second that statement.
Haha.

The manager of that restaurant set up a table for 10.
We sat.
And then the birthday cake arrived.
They sang me the loudest birthday song ever(people were looking, i swear if it wasn't my birthday, i would have wanted the ground to swallow me whole).
Asked me to make a wish and then i blew the candles.
The cake was taken away because we were noobs at cutting the ice cream cake.
Haha (:

And then came another birthday treat.
This time from Swensens itself.
With cherries and a banana on top.
And a candle.
Haha, another wish.
Another candle blown.
I couldn't finish the ice cream.
So i gave it to the piranhas.
:D

Here's the lovely people who made my day, thanks (:

Swesens' birthday treat.



Someone knew i love this cake.
More pictures at Facebook.
So after that.
They gave me presents.
A blouse from Hamdy.
And polo tee from Faiz,Raqiib and Syafiq.
And the birthday cake is another birthday gift itself from the rest.
Thank you! :D
The three musketeers had to go off.
They had a game.
So the 7 of us proceeded to Vivo.
Shida wanted to "play with water".
Haha!
I had fun there.
A lot of things happened at Vivo.
Hahahaha.
I just hope Khai's okayy, lol
;D
It was getting late so we boarded the train.
My mum called and told me to meet them at Downtown.
So yeah.
I tagged along with my family.
The rest went home.
And i pleaded my parents to go home because my feet were aching.
Abah massaged them for me ,haha.
And i had a war with my siblings.
Kakak gave me a photo of myself and wrote a birthday message behind.
Then she wanted to kiss me.
Along with Syimir.
I had one leg on my sister.
Another hand on Syimir.
And a pillow over my face.
But i lost the war and i got kissed.
Haha.
My parents kissed me and wished me Happy Birthday too.
I love my family. :D
Thanks for the wishes.
-Baidura
-Ferhan
-Nuri
-Aidah
And the people who were with me.
And still are.
:D
So overall, that was the best birthday celebration ever I had with my friends.
Thanks for everything :D
You guys are awesome.
Lots of love!
I'm just waiting for Izzul Burne to come home now.
I miss him.
Baidura's here, in my bedroom.
And she just wished me Happy Birthday.
Hahaha, another surprise.
Actually she's here for my sister.
Okay, i got to go.
Goodbye!
You gave me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.



Thursday, June 18, 2009


My sister's eating Maggie so i'm taking this opportunity to blog.
"I see, crime of opportunity," says my sister.
Haha,like you don't know me.

I put salt on my ulcer.
(:

My mum and brothers flogged my bedroom.
And it's so cram in there i am forced to go out.
Sheesh.
Someone just have to wait for the right time to call.
Haha, sorry mister man.

I followed Mama to CGH yesterday.
Accident & Emergency.
She had an emergency.

And a malaysian man flirted with my sister and i.
It was awful.
I didn't even bother to entertain him.
My sister did.
Crazy antics.
She was just playing along.
Lol.

I accompanied Nina to Afghan just now.
I miss her.
And Sida!
We called and asked her if she could tag along,but she said she couldn't.
It's okay, i'll see you on Saturday ok!
Insya'Allah.

Okay, i'm in a hurry.
More like being hurried.
Bye (:



Wednesday, June 17, 2009


I'm hungry.
I want takoyaki.
I bet people would have realised that i always crave for food.
Haha,cause that's the only thing i think about when i'm bored.

I have a crisis.
Help!
Never mind,i shall wait for Mama to come home.

My darling employee just offered to buy me something to eat.
Thanks.
Nanti aku bagi kau gaji ok?
(i always say that..haha)

I'm disheartened that Nina can't tag along.
I really want her to be there.
Freaking DNT.

Okay.
I'm waiting for my employee's phone call.
I want my twiggies.
(:

With every step you climb another mountain.



Monday, June 15, 2009


Back from the gym.
Fat burn!
HAHAHA.

So Hamdy & I went to the movies after that.
We watched Drag Me To Hell.
Overall,i'll rate that movie 4 out of 5.
It's really worth it.

I wouldn't say scary but the loud sound effects make you jump.
Like seriously.
And some parts of the movie are really gross.
It's cool.
I wonder if they will ever make a 3D movie that is scary..
It will be fun to watch huh?
Imagine that.

I went to BBQ Chicken last Saturday.
Mama brought the whole family there in advance to celebrate Father's day,my birthday and Syimir's.
I laughed when i saw Jerk Chicken on the menu.
But it's Chef recommended.
My sister and dad bought it,and it tasted good.
HAHA.
So much for jerk.

And i really wish to go with the girls tomorrow.
But i can't.
You girls have fun.
Sorry i can't come.
Enjoy! (:

Someone got me hooked to this particular song.
Thanks (:
Alright,let's get going now.

I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention.
I'm staring at perfection.




Saturday, June 13, 2009


I'm craving for pretzels.
Haha (:

It's a Saturday.
And some people are out there enjoying themselves.
I'm at home reading my book and using this laptop.
HAHAHAHAA.
fun way to spend my weekend huh?

I'm planning to work out on Monday.
Nina has DNT.
I swear her teacher is heartless.
So sorry for you babe.
& shida,
Reply me!

Run for your life-James Patterson.
It's Detective Michael Bennett.
I'm starting to get bored with Alex Cross.
Too much romance.
It's getting typical.

My siblings are are creating havoc outside.
Their playing Winning Eleven.
And Izzul's the commentator.
All i hear is,
"AB AB X!"
"Goal,shoot!"
"Bongok(idiot) lah kau ni!"

Someone's trying to taunt me.
Seriously,it's no big deal that C.Ronaldo is out of Man Utd.
Haha,sorry to disappoint you Hamdy!
Lets see if he can shine in Real Madrid.
His departure gives chance to Nani.
NYAHAHAHAHAHA.

My brothers burst into my room today to remind me that my birthday's in 8 days time.
Hahahaha,how sweet.
To tell you the truth,i needed that reminder.
I'm too busy with other things that i don't recall the date today.

And people are going,
"21 June's coming!"
"Syiraaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh,your birthday's coming!"
-.-"

I have tuition on my birthday.
Hahahaha.
"You're celebrating your birthday by having tuition?!"
I swear to god that line had me cracking up.
Duhh,birthdays are no excuse to skip tuition.
Ape dah.

Maybe i should remind Nuri and Gadafi.
Hahahaha.

Lets see;
-Nuri
-Gadafi
-Frank James Lampard
-Hazim
-Asyraf

These people share the same birthday as me.
Shida, your lampard is getting so old.
Retire sudah.
;D

Now i want Frappe and Pretzels.



Friday, June 12, 2009


I didn't attend school.
Yesterday and today.
NYAHAHAHAHAHA.
I guess i was really sleep deprived that i didn't bother waking up at 5 a.m like i usually do.
So bye bye school.

I am absolutely sure that Ms.Zhou's going to kill me.
I missed her History lessons.
All of them!
Lets face the music.

I helped my grandmama out with her cooking just now.
Roti Kirai.
Izzul calls it prata net.
Hahahaha.
Now i smell like roti kirai.

I can't wait for Syimir to go get his tonsils sucked out.
Hahahaha,so evil.
I mean i've been through it before and i sure did enjoy my hospital stay.
Was it 3 days?
I don't recall.
Ice creams for every meal.
(:

But the amount of blood i sneezed and vomited out was horrible.
I think it would fill up a bottle.

Hahahaha.
I'm sitting at home waiting for some fun to drop down from the ceiling.
I want to go to the cinema!
Sheesh.

Okay,i'm done.

Oh wait.
One more thing.
you don't have to make yourself look good.
Have fun waiting yeah?
(:



Wednesday, June 10, 2009


I'm in need of Frappe!
I guess that's one thing to look forward to on my birthday.
Hahahaha (:

I've started painting for art and i swear it's like going to gym.
Lifting weights more like it.
Thanks to that,i have i backache.
KETOTOP is a lifesaver!

I watched Monster vs Aliens yesterday.
Bob is so funny.
I like.
Worth watching.
Now i'm just finding time for NATM2.
When ahh...?
;D

Contradictions make me laugh.
And so i find it really hilarious and ridiculous after what i was told.
I don't think i would want to bother myself with this.

1 more minute.
My phone's going to ring.
And i'll dash to my bedroom.
So,let's get on my mark.
Get set &
GO!



Sunday, June 07, 2009


Picnic at Changi Beach just now was fun.
Pictures uploaded.
I don't know if my sister uploaded it on Facebook already.

The lightning was so clear.
And the wind was extremely strong.
I think all those anorexic models and twiggy people would literally feel blown away.

Art all the way tomorrow.
Lets try to survive..
:D

Ohh,congrats to the Titans team 1 for getting the 3rd place.
I know you guys did really well.
And Mr. Bonch,i'm really proud of you.
:)

I can never get sick watching Night at The Museum.
Especially that monkey,Dexter.
Bloody adorable.

Ms.Kaur's going off tomorrow to further her studies.
And i'm thinking of sending her off.
Hope we can make it in time.
Ms.Kaur's like the icon of TPSS netball.
Haiz..
Things and people come and go.

Izzul now has a bruise right below his lower eyelid.
It's so dominant you can practically spot it from a mile away.
He's a magnet for bruises.
I shall name him Ironman.
Lol.

Alright.
I'll make my move.

Quiet!
My dum dum want to speak.



Saturday, June 06, 2009


World wide web.
Some people just don't get it do they?
It's ridiculous,haha.

Happy 1 year 9 months!
Thanks for the midnight wish (:

Yesterday was Azfar's 16th birthday and Zikri's 5th.
And someone forgot about it.
Nyahahaha.

Oh yeah,let me make this clear.
I don't live to please everyone,especially those who are not worth pleasing.
So don't bother.
That game you're playing is getting really old.
you're still so clueless.
Have fun playing dress ups alone :D

Have you seen someone blowing bubbles in their sleep?
It's really amazing to watch.

I miss going to camps.
Syimir was back from camp yesterday and he told me stories of what he did in camp.
It brought back really fun memories.
Like that time we played the game Kidnapped during the sec 2 camp,it was so hilarious and enjoyable.
The nature rumble,high elements and kayaking..
Good times.

I'm going out to settle some stuffs and then i need to go get my brushes.
Oral's this coming Tuesday.
The oral practice Mdm Yasmin conducted was worth the time.
(:

Oh,we've learned about Genetics for Biology yesterday.
I think the pairing of the proteins are cool.
Like mix and match.
Haha.

I want to watch Monster vs aliens!
But i think i will wait for HBP instead.
Must balance my time!
Oh yeah,transformers too.
i'm dragging my brothers along.
Serves as a birthday treat for Syimir anyway.

Did i mention that Izzul has a huge patch of multi-coloured bruise on his right cheek and a scar that reaches his lower eyelid?
Yeah,that's what he got for running around like a man on fire and falling down,hitting the side of the door.
Funny how it happened inside my mum's clinic.

When you see my face hope it gives you hell,hope it gives you hell.
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell,hope it gives you hell.
-The All American Rejects.

That song's been stuck in my head.
Well,have a nice day (:

Yours doesn't go beyond 3 months.
What a joke.



Tuesday, June 02, 2009


June's here.
But i'm nowhere near enjoying my holidays.
I choose not.
Wait,i don't have a choice either.
Hahaha.

MT O's are done.
Lets just pray that i aced it.
I would really mind if i have to sit for the second attempt.

June Infocus.
Haiyo..
It's 2 hours for every subject.
And next Monday is 4 hours of Art.
Which is equivalent to 8 periods.
Wow.

I really have this weird craving to fulfill.
I miss playing around with cats and kittens.
Thanks to Hamdy who so animatedly talked about his friend's cat.
Sheesh.

Oh yea,i got my phone back after a month and 3 days of waiting.
Like finally.
And they called me while i was having my afternoon nap.
How sweet.

I almost sound expressionless huh?
Hahahaha.

My brother's going to camp.
And since this is his first time going to one,he's extremely excited.
I think he packed the whole house along with him.
Lol.

Alright,i'm off.