A show of envy is an insult to yourself.
Well known fact.
Give yourself some credit and dignity.
Where was your brain when you decided to do that?
How thick could you get?
Haha,you're going to have to do better than that.
Let me spell this out for you.
Low life scums like you are not worth entertaining.
So yes,waste your time and have fun doing the self entertaining thing you do.

Yesterday was a hospital day.
Haha,Cleopatra style!
That was the position Kakak was in when she so gracefully fell down the stairs.
Didn't learn her lesson that girl.
Because there was a year back or two years back that she tumble down the stairs and landed on the same leg.
Bent the bone.
The left leg that is.
The second tumble got her bone cracking.
Lol!
Kau buat lawak ah kak.

Appa is cute.
Like a puppy.
Well he is a combination of a puppy and..
I don't know.
Wind buffalo.
:)

Goodbye for now.

Happy 15th Birthday Hamdy!
Once again.
Haha,I know I've wished you countless of times.
Macam best gitu eh?
:)

Anyway,Chronicles of Narnia Prince Caspian was nice.
Haha,cool battle.
The battlefield was packed with actions.
And their strategic battle plan was damn intelligent and ingenious I tell you!
And oh,oh,oh!
I went gaga over Edmund.
He's like an enigma.
Moan baby,moan!
Hot!
And he broke his voice already.
Even hotter.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Macho.
Ok,enough.

Hamdy,thanks for the ice cream!
See,addict.
Just now was nice.
Though we were racing against time..
And in the end we didn't buy anything.
Haha,next time we'll shop till we drop ok?
Which I think will only be for 2 hours
:)

Ok,so anyway.
Hope you had a fun birthday just now.

Bye!

The eye infection is starting again.
This time,at the lower eyelid.
-.-"

Finishing Body Language soon.
I didn't sleep yesterday because of that book.
It's a page turner.

I want to go out tomorrow.
Date!
:D
Since it's Hamdy's birthday tomorrow..
I shall wish him Happy Advanced 15th Birthday!
Pink card calling as usual.
Hehe.

And since it's your request to write a post for you for your birthday.
I shall do it.
Here goes.

I knew you since sec 1.
Though not close but we were schoolmates.
Then at the end of sec 1,we got closer due to an incident.
Then the CCA Leadership camp in March 2007.
That's when we got even closer.
Sec 2 camp.
Haha,it blossomed.

6 September 2007.
10.03 pm.
I remember I was watching Ghost Whisperer.
Or was it Incredible tales?
Either which,I knew I was kidding around with you.
:D

Now we're inseparable aren't we?
We've been through thick and thin together.
I've seen your tears and so have you seen mine.
I've hear your laughter.
I've seen your smile.
What you go through,I feel them.
What you feel,I feel them too.

I know you well.
Too well maybe.
And same goes for you.
I'm not going to go all cliche now.

So all I would like to say is.
You're one sweet,caring,polite guy I know.
And there wasn't even once that I regretted knowing you.
Befriending you.
I appreciate what you've done for me.

I don't have to write everything here.
Because I know you know what I think of you.
So go figure aite?

And if you say,"Here's my hand,pull me up"
I wouldn't hesitate to pull you up.
Unless of course I decide to be a little cheeky.
:D

Hamdy,
Happy 15th Birthday.
You're already a young lad.
Ok fine,a young adult.
Now that you're older,
make the right decisions.
Don't take the wrong turns.
May Allah bless you in everything you do.
Have a nice birthday and my prayer will always be with you.
:)

Bye!

The meeting went ok.
Haha,quiet huh?
I think that's the understatement of the year.
But it's ok.
It was positive feedbacks that I got.
:)

I made Syimir cry.
Sorry ah,but i wanted the comp first.
I told him I'll let him play later.
Then he sulk and said,"No need!"
-.-"
Dah bagi tu ambik jer ah.
Nak merajuk pulak..
tsk,tsk,tsk.

I finished Angel Falls.
Nice ending.
Now starting on Body Language.
Nice book too.

This is a bore.
Bye!

For the fact that I wasn't even accounted for in the album.
Now I'm wondering if what I did for you was worthit.

If it's the end.
Then let it be.
I already said I'm sorry.
Period.

Ulcer.
Anyway,thanks Hamdy for the donuts.
Haha,one craving fulfilled.

Izzul's been sick lately.
Peaceful,but it's not normal.
Not when he's around.

Syimir has knocked out.
Thank god!
Or else he'll be telling me his love story non-stop.
Mr Chatterbox.
I'll buy him that shirt one day.
The worst that could happen is I'll tape his mouth up.
I swear to god,he beats any gossip queen I know!

Oh,and my sister thinks it's funny to blog about our 'private' conversation over dinner yesterday.
-.-"
COD yesterday was well,frustrating to watch.
Ahaha,but yes addictive.

Anyway,finishing Angel Falls soon.
I just realise it's quite a slow story.
To reach the climax took more than half the book.
Which is 28 chapters divided by 2.
Do the math.

Report book tomorrow.
Bye!
:)

I never did think twice to help someone in need.
But now I do.
Getting involved in other people's problem,trying to help them..
It's a big business.
You never know what you'll get into.
It can turn delightfully right or horribly wrong.

But then again,they say.
A human helps another human that's in trouble.
Sometimes there's not much you can do.
A small matter in a stranger's eye.
Empathy,that's all one can give you.
Maybe some advice.
You can't help everyone.
You can't save everyone.
It's just impossible.

Nightmares.
Not closing my eyes.
Because it's an occurring nightmare.
The one that got me waking up in cold sweat.
Afraid to drift back to sleep.
Leading to insomnia.

Maybe it's a wake up call to cherish what you have.
The people around you.
And then there's the 'smile in case tomorrow doesn't come'.
I know that people have their limits.
Be it patience.
Anger.
Irritation.
Sadness.
There's always that breaking point.
It's okay to breakdown and feel down sometimes.
But then you have to get back up on your feet.

There's always light in all that darkness.
Religion will bring you calamity.
What's the use of living if all one ever wants to do is sit down and cry over the past,never moving on?

My grandmother always remind me.
"When you think that that's the end,you're having problems that are just a burden to you,think of the people out there who have it worse than you do."
It's true.
I have a family.
One that loves me.
Even though sometimes you think you're unappreciated.
But humans tend to forget.
Either to show their care,their love,their appreciation.

I think I've said enough for now.
Till then,goodbye!
:)

Ouh and Sahidah,
Happy 15th Birthday!
May Allah bless you.
:D

Childbirth is cool.
At least to watch.
I salute all mothers out there who have given birth.
Hahah,funny how I should have posted this when it was still Mother's Day.
:)

I'm full.
My mum bought Nasi Ayam Penyet.
Can still taste it in my mouth now.
Hamdy,want some?
-slyly grinning-

Today's Fikri's birthday.
Tomorrow is Sahidah's.
But she's in Surabaya now.
Hahaha,belated gift yeah?

My mum says there's fireworks today at Downtown.
Wondering how in the world that's possible.
Where are they launching it anyway?

Things I really need/want now/soon;
-a new sling bag(since mine is torn and totally useless now)
-money! (cash trap)
wait,that's not included.
Errmm,I want to watch Narnia.
Get the meeting with Mrs Goh over and done with.
Books.
Movies.
that's all for now,I think.

Not forgetting!
I need the toilet now too.
Hehe :D

Bye!

Aku nak taubat.
Period.

I'm going home straight after school.
That's if I don't have any CCAs on any particular day.
I have to buck up.
Wake up.
And not slack.

I know this is new,even to me but I want to make my mum proud.
My grandmother proud.
Because I know that letting them down is letting myself down.
They put me on a guilt trip just now.
And it usually doesn't work on me.
But somehow,just now got me snapping out of my reverie.
Thanks.
Sincerely.

Though yes,I do feel sad because I don't get credit for even getting an A1.
I guess I just need more to fill up the report book.

Currently hooked to Angel Falls.
It's a book.
Depressing book but it's just the beginning.
To early to say.
I know there'll be a twist towards the ending.
Hahaha,read the synopsis lah!
:D

Anyway,to:
Shafiqah
Sahidah
Nazhurah
Akmalina
Haziqah.
-that's not according to anything ok :)

I'm going to miss you while you guys are away.
Hahaha,have fun there!
Shopping tu ingat orang oi!
Have a safe journey to and from Surabaya.
See you soon!
:)

Bye!

This post is specially for my beloved cousin,
Siti Zubaidah Mohd Noh.

Aidah,I know I may be 2 days late to wish you this..
But cousin,your birthday completely slipped my mind!
I know it's on the 20th.
Stupid me,thought that it was still early.
So I didn't realise till yesterday night.

Funny thing was,I was talking to Hamdy about your birthday.
And damn it,I forgot.
And I feel absolutely guilty!
I am sooooooooooooo sorry.

So now I would like to wish you a very very very
Happy and belated 15th Birthday.
May you have a prosperous life ahead.
Allah bless you!
:)

Pink card calling eh?
Hahaha.
I'm still living the 14 life.
Does that sound wrong to you?

Warning.
About to get sentimental here.

Just would like to say,I appreciate knowing you as my cousin.
And yes,you're a fun person to be with.
Like we always say..
Satu hari berbual pun tak cukup.
:)

Ok,I'll stop here.
Again,Happy 15th Birthday!
Sorry once again for the inconsiderate STM.
Bye cousin! <3

:D

Allhamdullilah the eye's getting better.
Even so,people still ask what happened to my eye.
I wasn't punched.
-.-"

Anyway,school was a boredom just now.
Went to Junyuan for a while to attend the Gift Carnival.
That was boring too.
So then I left.

Haha,so it's decided that school is out of my mind tomorrow.
skipskipskip.
Ah,it's the last day anyway.
Oh yeah,I forgot Mdm Shareena wants her Math file.
Never mind,shall hand it in when school reopens.

Speaking about Mdm Shareena.
She came into class and demanded her files.
So me,Iqah and Shaf just went out of the class to go to the toilet.
And then we stopped to listen to what she wanted.
She didn't see us.
So then she shouted for her files.

And Iqah was like,"Okay...GO!"
So we walked really fast to the toilet.
Hahaha,then when we finished what we needed to do in there,we stepped out.
And I saw Mdm Shareena coming so I turned and said,
"She's coming,big boss coming!"
Then we hid in the toilet.
Peeping once in a while to see if she's gone.
But noooo,she stops from one class to another.

So we waited,and then Shaf peeped and told us she's gone.
"You sure?"
"Yes,all clear!"
Hahaha,I swear to god that was more hilarious compared to me
typing it all here.

Talking about the past sometimes is kind of nice.
Recalling all the funny,cute,sweet moments.
It can be very nice.
And time flies when you do that.
You can't stop talking and you don't want to stop.

Big game later.
I swear to god,I've heard more than 3 people saying that Chelsea will win.
Boiling!
Boiling!
Boiling!
Semua Hamdy punye pasal ah ni!

And Sahidah,if Chelsea wins..
We're even.
But no,hopefully they won't.
:)

I need food!
There's nothing to eat.
Actually there is ah..
But..
Don't know what to eat.
I shall go food hunting now.

Bye!
:D

Eye infections are irritating.
It was the left now it's the right.
Only worse.
My grandmother's a good traditional doctor though.
Thanks to her it's less swollen.
But still,ouch!

So because of that,I didn't follow to Sentosa.
Ahh,it's ok.

I got the power!
Power to make Izzul cry.
Yeah,all I had to do was to slow talk him and then,there goes the fountain.
Activated.
:)
His hair was all moved to the front.
And he looked so adorable crying.
I guess that's why I love making him cry.
Sadistic?
No.

Like yesterday for example.
I accidentally kicked the ball too hard.
And it hit the target.
His abdomen.
He bent over.
And then he cried.
Lol,sorry bro.

No school tomorrow!
Not pawning lah!
I have CIP at Tampines West CC.
So yes,get to skip school.
I hope this swollen eye will be okay.
Because it's supposed to be all pretty and glam tomorrow.
At least that's what Nina said.
Haha :)

Watched Qabil Kushry Qabil Igam just now.
And I forced Hamdy to watch it.
It's a sad story.
I've watched it twice and twice I've cried.
See,I do have a heart after all.

I'm indulging in the peace and calamity.
At least until they get home from Giant.
I swear to god,having a chaotic family really is pure havoc.
Especially with the Son of the Mask roaming around in the house.
That guy's one mischievous monkey.
He's born in the year of the monkey anyway.
Which explains it all.
And then there's Syimir who's born in the year of the Tiger.
Bloody loud when he screams.
Can break glass.

I need Call of Duty 4!
My sister has been playing it since morning.
Ok fine,afternoon.
And I didn't get a chance to.
:(

I miss Wii-ing at Iqah's house.
Resident Evil,I want you!
Ouh yeah,I want to go against Akmal.
Rematch.
Still not satisfied.
Halo 3 apparently is new to me.
So he beats me to it.
Damn you!

Haiya..
Bye!
:D

I just finished cooking.
Roti Kirai.
It's not that tiring.
Kind of a good form of exercise.
I perspired.
I did
:)

Ouh,and I knocked Izzul's head against the wall.
That was accidental ok!
Hhahaha,he deserved it anyway.

Ouh,and my mum asked me to accompany her to Tampines Mall.
Quality time mum?
Hahaha.

I swear to god.
I've had a weird time on MSN.
Been talking to random people.
Ok,more like random people talk to me.
I know,weird.
But it's ok,I'm up for it.
:D

I want that bag!
That gives the more reason for my mum to ask for my company.
Then I told her she won't buy it anyway.
Lol.

I think I need the toilet.
So bye!
:)

Ok fine,I can be really mean.
Hahahaha.
I shouldn't be laughing.
Not funny,not funny.

I didn't know blowing balloons can make your jaw that tired.
Ouch!

I ate kebab!
From Kebabom!
Again!
-.-"

I just remembered an old incident just now,
when I was talking with Hamdy that is.
There's this Malay proverb.
Actually two.
"Seperti lembu dicucuk hidung"
"Harapkan pagar,pagar makan padi"

And Hamdy wanted to say the second proverb.
So instead of saying it correctly.
He said,"Harapkan lembu,lembu makan pagar"
See,he was babbling about some artwork.
And the serious look on his face made it more hilarious.
I burst out laughing immediately after he said that.
And then it took him a few seconds to realise what he'd just said.
HAHAHAHA,I'm laughing alone now.
I know,nuts.

Ouh yes,I didn't know that a game of Cikopak can be so entertaining.
Seriously.
Hahahaha.
:D

Okay,bye!

Another well played game.
Even though they didn't really put in as much goals as the previous game.
But still they won,5-3.
Though the first few minutes of the first half was a little bit messy,they managed to catch up.
Congrats :)

Again Hamdy,thanks for the goals.
Hahaha,kesian boot koyak.
Be patient aight?

I swear to god,this is the suckiest Mid year exam I have ever sit for.
The results were atrocious.
Like seriously.
I mean I did pass.
But the results weren't that satisfying.
Shall work harder for Final year.
Chey,Insyirah macam faham.
:)

I won't elaborate.
Doesn't need elaboration anyway.

Accepting your own mistake is a part of life.
You can't just blame it on others.
When will you realise what you've done and what you're still doing?
Countless of people have hinted you.
But no,you think they're dead wrong.
Now I think you're the one who got things in a backward manner.
Snap out of it.
I wish I could tell you.
But I'm just waiting for something to trigger that spark.

My brother just shoved his Math homework in front of my face.
And so conveniently pointed out the questions he doesn't know how to do and walked away.
Do I look like a help desk to you Syimir?!
Haiya,lucky you I'm your sister.
:)

Okay,I shall just write down the answers.
And then I shall watch The Showdown.
Huahuahuahua,the celebrities are damn hilarious.
I mean it's hilarious to see them in that position.
It's just cool.
:D

Get the drums rolling
And hear the heart beating
Because tomorrow is the release of the results!
Not funnnnnnny.

And my computer finds it funny to lag while I'm using it.
-.-"

There's another game tomorrow and hopefully,my mum don't decide to ring me and ask for my presence at home.
No Ma'am.
I object!
(pretend we're in court)
:)

The appointment just now was..
Blood boiling.
I know it doesn't make sense so let me explain.
See my parents and I reached SGH at 12.20 because yes,that's the time for the appointment.

Before that,the staff called asking us if it's ok to shift the time earlier to 10.
My mum said no.
Before that,another staff called telling us that the appointment on 7 May is changed to 14 May which is today.
And the time was supposed to be 3.25.
And then I got a letter from SGH stating that the timing's change to 12.20.

So yes,my parents and I being the punctual people,reached there on time.
And my mum happily placed the appointment card in the registration tray.
And then my name was called.
Then fuck,she told us that the time's shifted to 2.15 pm.
Imagine the look on my face!
I was practically cursing whoever it may concern.
Because I don't actually know who to blame.
Hehe :D

And so I 'complained' to Hamdy.
"Retarded sia ni hospital,I don't know what the fuck kind of bullshit system they're running.It's idiotic!"
And then came his reply,"Wow,that's one vulgar statement of the year."
-.-"

So anyway,came back to the hospital at 2.15.
Waited till 3 for my turn.
And then the doctor said that I had soft tissue injury.
Cut short the story.
I have to go for physiotherapy.
And come back for another appointment on 6 August.
Nooooooo!
That's a very special date.
Sorry Hamdy.

My nose is itchy.
And I'm sleepy.
I blame Arif.
And my brother just laughed at what I typed.
In my ear!
You think that's funny?!
Not!
-i'm giving you a verrrry dirtttttyyyyy look right now-

Enough lah!
Bye.
:D

They won 9-3 against Temasek just now.
Congrats Pretenderz!
:)

And thanks for the goals Hamdy.
Appreciate it.
That was one wonderful game.
Haha,guess I can say that.
Cause hey,that was the only game that I ever stayed till full time.
Hehe :D

That face,it would be nice if it's decorated with a hand print.
Wouldn't it?
At least everyone will feel better.
I'm just doing them a favour.

MIP eh?
Hmmm,maybe in the future.
But I think the chances are slim.
Like seriously slim.

Everyone has their rights to be stupid.
But you're abusing the privilege.
Seriously.

Bye!
:)

Went to watch Ayat-ayat Cinta just now.
It's not a jiwang movie.
A moderate amount of romance,justice and religion.
It's not like your normal Indonesia sinetron.
Watch it,it's cool.

You know sometimes when your good deeds are not appreciated..
Obviously I'm not asking for something as the same value in return.
But seriously,Izzul is getting on my nerves.
I know he's just 4.
But for god's sake he thinks of a higher intelligence.
Thus,blackmailing doesn't come as a surprise.

Like I said to Kakak,"Sometimes I regret his intelligence"
I got violent.
Hah!

There's school tomorrow and seriously it's a waste of time.
I mean LC and Math exercise is not necessary.
Urgh!

But on the bright side though..
I have the reason to go out and watch the soccer match tomorrow.
Haha,but I seriously am not going to look forward to it eventhough I am.
Ok,I know I'm not making sense.
See the thing is,everytime I look forward to something..
It turns disastrous.
So I shall not be looking forward to it.
:)

Ouh yeah speaking about soccer match..
Manchester won the title yesterday!
In your face Sida!
Let's just wait for 21 May.
We'll be enemies for that day.
Hahaha!

Mother's day yesterday wasn't really like a one.
For more info kindly click on the link to my sister's blog.
But anyways,I gave her a one arm hug(since the other one is dysfunctional) and a kiss on the cheek.
And of course wishing her at the same time.
:)
I'm a good daughter aren't I?
Teeeehee.

I'm actually taking advantage of the 'abandoned' laptop at home.
Lol,sorry Kakak!
But hey,switching on the computer is just to mafan.
So yes,your laptop's the answer to my impatience.

Bye for now!
:)

I'll write this down big,bold and clear.
EXAMS ARE OVER!

And I'm left with LC.
I want to watch Over her Dead Body.
And Ayat-ayat Cinta.
Movies is a must after exams.
It's like a tradition.

I have a bloody eye infection.
Yes,and now I look so sepet.
Thanks eh Gada.

Birthdays coming up.
And I am desperate for cash.
I shall save up.
And not eat.
But then again,I don't think I can do that.
I'll probably be buying water.

I won't talk about exams.
Enough for now.
I'll talk when I'll feel like talking.
Which will be maybe..
Never.

So kakak got her new laptop today.
I'm wondering if that's for sharing?
Hmmm...
Oh yeah,my computer so conveniently got infect by a virus.
And my MP3 got the flu too.
So now it's gone bonkers.

I need Ferhan's Macbook.
Never get viruses huh?
Yes,that'll be very nice.

Ahhh,this eye is killing me.
You know how irritating it is to blink and get your eye stinging?
Bend down to pick up something or write gets your eye throbbing.
And then the headache decides to join in,accompanied by the fever.
Which is very,shall I say...
Disastrous?
Especially when you're taking the exam.
So I'll be paying a visit to the doctor tomorrow.
:)

The appointment's changed to this coming Wednesday.
Lucky there's no school.
Pity Nina cause she has to attend school on Monday.
I'll be happily sleeping at home.
:)
Siape suroh kau ambik DNT?
Hahahahaha!

I think I'm becoming a mosquito magnet.
And it's not nice!
These creatures...
Why do they have to survive on blood?!
Ouh no,wrong question.

I think I'll go now.
Bye!
:)