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Tuesday, February 26, 2008


Happy 15th Birthday Marlina!
Allah panjangkan umur kau.
Have a nice Birthday babe!
:D

Ok,today as you probably already know is Nina's birthday.
So we celebrated it at Rasa 21.
Gave her our presents.
Hahaha,hope she likes it.
She cried!
Guessed she was touched.
Awwww...
"This kind of emotion I can understand.."
Zhen Yeow arr,bloody clown.
Hahaha,he was making us crack up like some crazy people.
We were literally rolling on the floor laughing.
Hahahaha!

Okay,will not put up a long post.
So Bye!
:)



Sunday, February 24, 2008


Came back from camp.
Seriously,what the hell kind of camp last for 2 days 1 night?
That's never sufficient.
Never.
To me lah.

Nevertheless,camp was kind of fun.
Should say,our class bonded.
It really was unexpected but heck,we did.
Won 2 categories even.
2nd for mascot.
3rd for class cleanliness.
Tied with 3e1 at first.
We were leading.
Didn't win though.
But it's ok.
It's not about winning,it's about how much effort you put in.
So Chang You says.

Those who didn't even bother to turn up for camp,all I can say is that they miss it.
Like seriously.
Though at the end of the camp,everyone kind of got irritated.
Tempers were flaring,blame the fatigue.
Some didn't even sleep till 5 in the morning on the first night.
Tsk,tsk,tsk.

My point is,camp was alright.
Played street netball and soccer after that.
Now that was fun.
Hahaha,we were like the only students left in school.
My calves and feet are aching now.
Hahahaha.
The cause of trying to act like some pro footballer.
Faham-fahamkan aje lah eh.
Hahahahaha,right Shida?

Orange-Mr Neo
Green-Me
Dark orange-Ms Kaur

"Maybe we should open a women's soccer team.."
"Yes Mr Neo,good idea,I quit netball for that!"
"What,say that again Insyirah,say...say"
"Hahahahaha,I was just joking."
-grins-

I slept early yesterday.
And woke up late today.
Hahaha,camps tend to do that.

Ouh and yes,camps tend to make you lose your voice too.
Mostly,it's the cheers.

Ok,I miss bubble shooting.
So I'm going to get on with it.
Let's get it on!
Ok dah,stop it.

Bye!
:)

P.S:I think I lost my place.



Tuesday, February 19, 2008


Just came back from Changi Hospital.
Visited Asradiq.
Poor dude,did the high jump and got his knee dislocated and a fractured bone.
No,make that two fractured bones.
His ankle got affected too.
Now he has a screw and wires in his leg.
Tsk,tsk,tsk.

I walked up to his bed and saw his hugely bandaged leg.
"I don't even know which is your knee and which is your shin."
He chuckled in response.
Sat on his bed and decided to play with the bed remote.

Hahaha,Nabilah 'tortured' him.
Sadistic child that girl is.
I just realised Diq is well known.
He got a lot of visitors just now.
Hahahaha,pity-ed the other occupants who were lying in bed alone.
Did smile to them though..
Hahaha,kate Insyirah.
Macam faham.

Went to KFC.
Then went home.
Ouh yes,Zhen Yeow..
One hell of a joker.

NEVER GO HOME WITH ZHEN YEOW.
He's one loud mouth.
"This one stay 2nd floor also take lift.."
-.-"
"Wei,press the 2nd button lah!"
"Ouh,I live on the 7th floor,not 2nd.Not used to pressing that number 2 button.."

I have a Math assignment waiting to be completed.
And I really am not in the mood to do any Math.
Haiya...

Bye!
:)

P.S:I need a new pair of earpiece,real soon!



Sunday, February 17, 2008


Itchy itchy
Scratchy scratchy
Someone's getting really naughty.

What the hell?
Hahahahaha,random lah.
Song suddenly came up in my mind.

I hate this.
Hate what?
Hate it when I am sooo eager to finish a book but at the same time I want to save it and not know the ending so quickly.
Book crisis!

Ooooooh Mr Patterson!
Would you care to author more books?
Preeeety pleassssseeee!
:D

Such a brilliant author,hooked on his books.
Aiiiyyer,there's school tomorrow.
I am not looking forward to going to the Computer class.
I want NETBALL!
-.-"

I smell food.
I need food.
I want food.
I see food!
And I am going to get it.

So..
Goodbye my lover!
Macam faham.
Bye lah.
:)




Score update.
Manchester United:2.
Arsenal:0.

1st goal by Rooney.
2nd by Fletcher.

-after the second goal-
"#*$#*#$ punye Arsenal!"
That was Shida.
Hahahahahahahaha.
No,change that to..
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Go Man Utd!

Nani just did a backflip.
Why?
Because he scored the 3rd goal.
Go Man U!

This is news update before halftime.
We will be back shortly.
-!runs to the kitchen to makan!-

Halftime has ended,we shall return.

Fletcher had just put in the 4th goal!
Sweet.
74th minute.

Macam best gitu eh tengok Arsenal kalah.
;D

Ouh yeah,Nani did some skill show.
Insult to Arsenal.
Hahaha,you got yourself an enemy there lad.

That's it.
Arsenal gone case.

Final score:4-0
Thru to the quarter final for the FA cup.
The Red Devil rocks!

I can do commentary sia like this.
Shida,wanna join?
Hahahha.

Shall succumb to sleep.
Goodnight!
Or goodmorning.
:)




It's 1.22 am according to my computer's clock.
Hahaha,I'm multi-tasking.
Damn,do not think dirty.
I repeat,DO NOT think dirty.
Thank you. :)

Ok,woke up for the sake of Manchester Utd against Arsenal.
And Shida had the cheek to text me and say,"I got a strong feeling Man Utd's going to lose today,the squad's not strong"
-.-"
I literally had that look on my face.

I'm hunnnngrrrrry!
It's ok,I already have a menu in mind.
"You can always dial Mac you know.."
"No money!"
Yes kakak,I'm dried up.
Blame V.Day!

Went to watch Shakespear just now.
"If this is a spear(shows the index finger)then what is this(wiggles the finger)?"
-I gave them a questioning look-
"Shakespear!"
"Righttt.........."

Ooooh,Man Utd nearly scored!
And they're attacking.
Shida,let's watch.

Imran is one hell of a joker.
For more info as to why,kindly proceed to Iqah's blog.
That Hot Rojak!
"You said I'll look like hot rojak,now I look like hot timun!"
HAHAHAHAHHA,I went red in the face.
Too much laughter can kill you.
I mean it.

Arrr,stomach growling.
Bye!
:)

Rooney scores!
YES AHHHHHHHHHH!
-laughs at hamdy-



Friday, February 15, 2008


I am going to go with the flow and start blogging about..
Valentine's Day!
Duhh,what else?
:))))

Hahahah,Valentine yesterday was super fun.
Super sweet.
Super cute.
Super lovely.
Super nice.
Super wonderful.
Super_________-insert anything positive-
It was the nicest Valentine ever.

Got alot alot of gifts from my girlfriends.
Teheee!
Ok,I'm getting all giggly and girly over this.
But heck care,it's Valentine!

Anyway,the verrrry first gift I got was from Iqah.
Hahahaha,a letter and a blue ring(the thick one). :)
Then it was either Wirda or Shaf's gift I got next.
Shaf made this cute heart shaped face on a stick.
Made with love katekan,macam faham! :D
Wirda gave me chocolates and white coloured bands. :)
I gave them mine because they were apparently,impatient.
LOL!

Then during recess,we spend our time in 3e4's classroom to exchange gifts again.
Naz gave me a chocolate cake. :)
Yummy!
Nina gave a wrapped gift,when I opened it..
It was filled with chocolates. :)
She got an extra gift for me too,more on that later.
Akmalina gave me a lollipop.
Shida gave me a card with our picture in the envelope.
And 2 Times chocolate bar. :)
Her extra gift was the chocolate Mars bar.
Thanks babe!
Lynn got me a heart shaped chocolate and this heart shaped thing with liquid inside.
Have yet to know what that is..haha! :D

Ok,Nina's extra gift was this lovely ring.
With 3 small 'diamonds' and 1 big one.
Apparently,those diamonds have a meaning.
-I'm grinning-
She just told me what they meant just now.
Makes perfect sense.
Thanks darling!

I really do love my friends.
They're so sweet.
So thoughtful.

Hahhaha.
Like I said..
"You walk up to me and say that any one of them gets hit by a car,I'll bloody scream at you"

After school..
Hmmm...
Hahaha,it was absolutely nice.
Hamdy gave me a heart shaped necklace with my name engraved on it,'Syirah'
Turn the heart over and there's,'14-02-08'.
Sweet!
Thanks man!
:DDDDDDDD
It's b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-lllllllllll!

Shafiqah looked at me and said,"You look high today"
"Whaaat?"
"Extremely happy..."
"It's Valentine's day baby,smile!"
"Hahahaha,I know.."

There wasn't any photo taking session yesterday.
Hahaha,but the memories won't be forgotten.
We sooo have to do this again next year.
Hahaha,I think that's it.
Did I leave anything behind?
Errrrr....
No.

Going to Esplanade to watch Shakespear still rocks tomorrow.
Hahaha,kind of sucked up to Mdm Yasmin.
I got the form.
Thank you!

Ok,done.
Loooooong post,I know.
Bye!
:)

~off to notdoppler~



Tuesday, February 12, 2008



Random picture of Izzul.
Terrorist or Tamil Tiger?
You decide.
He's holding a gun by the way.

I'm tired.
Period.
More like sleep deprived.

Tournaments are over.
Sad but relieved.

I have 3 tests this week.
Thursday;Chemistry and Math.
Friday;Geography.
Dammit!

I guess I can't wait for Valentine?
I think I've been left in the dark quite long enough,therefore I am excited to know and curios as to what these lovely friends of mine have in their hands.
Also...
That particurlar plan that I have.
Hahahahahahahahha!
Tunggu aje lah eh.

Ahhhhh,sleepy!
And hungry!
No food,no stock.

Bye!
:)

Ouh yeah,I got Double Cross!
Interesting..



Sunday, February 10, 2008


How was Kung Fu Dunk yesterday?
It was seriously,the coolest Kung Fu movie I have ever watched.
Like seriously!
Not to mention the hot and cute actors that was starring in the movie.
I went gaga all the way in the theater.
Damn!
*drooling*

Ouh yes,I have to thank Hamdy for the movie.
Thank You!
I'm definitely buying the DVD when it's released.

Busy,busy.
More like busy planning.
If everything cocks up,I am so not going to forgive myself.
Aiyo,dramatic much?

I now know where I inherited my randomness from.
My parents.
Uhuh,yeah.

My dad went into the kitchen,came out again and suddenly said;
"You liar!"
I turned to him and gave him this really strange look and he just laughed.
Random?
Totally.

My mum walked up to me and said;
"Want to go swimming today?"
Me;"What?No!"
Random?
YES!

School starts tomorrow.
I can't wait,but at the same time I can wait.
My sleeping hours will get cut short.
And thus,I'll be sleep deprived once more.
There's 2.4 tomorrow!
I want to run,but at the same time I don't want to.
Just understand how I am.
It seems weird and frickle minded but yes,that's Insyirah.

"Syirah,come here and choose a cake!"
"I don't feel like eating cake,you take it."
"Kakak say there's kuah(dish) inside"
"Kuah,did she just say kuah?"
-Syimir laughing in the background-

That was the conversation going on between my mum and I.

I need to go to the library!
I really am in need of books that I resorted to reading Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows,for the god knows how many time.
I want Double Cross.
I just need someone to follow me to the library.
Actually,I don't mind going alone..
Maybe I should.
Hmm..

Right..
Bye!
:)



Saturday, February 09, 2008


Finally going out today.
Wohoooo!
Kung Fu Dunk,here I come!
Don't think dirty lah dey.

The texting going on between me and Hamdy one day;

H:I'm coming.
I:Ok,don't be too loud. ;)
H:Loud?
I:Jangan pekik kuat sangat(don't scream too loud)
H:Nak pekik buat ape?(Why would I want to scream?)
I:You still don't get it do you?

And upon his arrival a few minutes later,the first thing he said when he saw me...

"Fikir kotor eh!"(think dirty!)
"Hahahahaha,you're so slooooow."

-End-

The point of this post is just to say that...
I'm going out today.
Dah.
Period.

Bye!
:)



Friday, February 08, 2008


I despise my computer area.
Why?
Because there's hardly any reception here!

I'm waiting for Aidah to sms me.
It's been a long time since I met her.

Went to Nyayi's house just now.
Kak nisa wasn't there.
So it was kind of boring.
Didn't stay long.
Went home around 3.30

Iqah,what's bugging you?
Seriously.
You've been there when I was in too deep.
Why don't you give me the oppurtunity to do the same?

I actually asked Munir if I'm screwed.
Sounds wrong?
Definitely.
Hhahahahaha!

Two funny incidents that happened yesterday;

Incident number 1
Me and my sister was glued to the comp watching the video of the maid abusing the 2 months old baby on Youtube.
My mum sneaked behind us and looked at what we were doing.
And suddenly she said,"You guys are watching something at You tobeh?"
Me and my sister burst out laughing.
I laughed like a bloody hyeena.


Incident number 2
Me and my sister was lying down on the bed listening to our mp3.
When my father came in and said,"Syirah,I want your discman"
So I jokingly replied,"No,first you have to dance and sing,'Gimme Gimme"
And believe it or not,he did it!
He was singing and dancing.
So both me and my sister burst out laughing,again.
And my sister couldn't bare to watch the figure of my father dancing.
I cried,"STOP,STOP!I'll give it to you,just stop!"
Hahahaha,he didn't listen.

Two extremely weird,cheeky parents.
Hahahaha.
A form of entertainment though.

Ok,out of things to say.
Bye!
:)



Thursday, February 07, 2008


Posts has been depressing yeah?
I know.
Can't be help.

Anyway,lets try to move away from that subject.
On a happier note,the hand's getting better.
So it means...
Netball,here I come!
Ouh,on an even happier more cheery note..
Victims,please do watch out for the sign that I display below my waist.
:)

Damn,I was addicted to Resident Evil.
Still am.
Now I'm addicted to notdoppler.com
That Hot Dog Bush,Bubble shooter,Bloons.
All thanks to my sister.
She's not a good gamer.
Hahahahaha!

I really,really want Resident Evil!
And someone's making me go green.
Damn it!

I do not trust maids.
Random?
Maybe.
But seriously,I don't.

I swear to god,if I could have apprated to the time where that bloody asshole of a maid abused that 2 months old baby..
I wouldn't resort to violence if I were her.
She's either piss drunk.
Bloody loco.
Or just venting out her anger.

But hey,the baby's just 2 months!
I wouldn't even pinch!
Apparently,when you're half bonkers,you can't think straight.

Ouh,we won the game against Pasir Ris sec last Tuesday.
45-11.
And after all this time that we actually held their backs..
The captain was stabbing us from behind.
Damn right you deserve to lose to such a huge score gap.
Well done Tampines!
You guys,I mean girls..
Rock!
Batu?

Hahahaha,funny thing.
I taught the team something that sounds...wrong.
We actually went,"Tampines Batu!"
Funny incident.
LOL!

Ok,think I've said enough.

Ouh,to all my Chinese friends..
Happy Chinese New Year!
Gong xi fa cai!


Bye!
:D



Wednesday, February 06, 2008


I really feel like a zombie.
Period.

This is just a momentary thing.
I have to gather back who I was before.
The line's been crossed.

And goddamn it,I FEEL FUCKING GUILTY NOW.
Put the blame on me.
I won't mind.
Maybe it is my fault.

I had oppurtunities,but I didn't seize it.
More like I couldn't bring myself to do it.
Screwed up,really.
Everything is.

Only God knows how I feel right now.
I need some saving grace.

I really am sorry.
Forgive me.
I don't want to destroy what I have now.
I want to try and save it while I still can.
I had to do it.
I had to.

I really really wish you can understand.
I need you to.
Please.

It's not your fault,it really isn't.
I'm in a very vulnerable position right now.
I'm doing it because I think it's for the best.
I give you my word it's a short one.
A really short one.

Don't cry.
I wish I could tell you the reasons.
I could.
But I'm still getting used to this whole opening-up-and-not-keeping-it-up-inside thing.
Old habits die hard.

I have nothing more to say for now.
I need to gather myself.
Get things straight.

Once again,I'm really sorry.

You know I still do.
Nothing's change.
Happy 5th.
:)

P.S:If anyone has any comments on this post,kindly keep it to yourself.
My blog.
My writing.
My personal opinions/feelings/thoughts.
Period.


I'm not dragging it till it last a month.
It's really short.
Trust me.



Sunday, February 03, 2008


Downright broken.
I need some grace.

Help?
Maybe.

Smashed it against the wall.
That was accidental.
Just a surge of anger that brings something powerful at hand.
Damn,it did feel good.
But the aftermath was destructive.
Not the right time,definitely.

I'm distraught.
It wasn't just about yesterday.
It was past events that resurfaced again.
A total breakdown.
It's going to come again anytime soon.

The guilt.
They've known me for years.
And yet,I can't seem to open up.
Don't know where to start actually.
Confused.
Really am.

Sometimes,one may feel that they're alone facing the world.
But is it just a momentary feeling?
Or sometimes,is it the awful truth?
I have a host of questions that still remains unanswered.

I feel like a bloody zombie.
Period.

Lies,deceit.
Pretending.
Vulnerable.


Shit,feeling everything all at once is never nice.
I hate it.

I know this post may seem very,depressing.
But hey,it's my blog.
You'd not need to judge,care nor know.



Saturday, February 02, 2008



Happy 15th Birthday Iqah!
Belated cause it was yesterday,I know.
But nevertheless,Allah selamatkan kamu!
That picture was taken during Mass Run.

The game against Greenview was postponed again.
Not fated?
Damn it!

Finally saw Nuri around Bedok.
Hah!

School's normal,hectic.
Monday was funny.
See first period was PE.
Had to run 2.4
The girls were supposed to go first.
After we did our stretchings,we got behind the line.
Mr Ow Yong went;"Ready,get set....."
BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!

If you think that was his whistle,you're dead wrong.
It was the alarm for the lightning-risk alert.
Hahahahaha,thanks?
So yes,we were like,"Yes,no 2.4,go in,go in!"
The look on Mr Ow Yong's face was pricless.
So instead of running,we did some errrr,exercise?
Legs raise,half squads,push ups.
"You'll have a flat stomach after this," so Mr Ow Yong says.
-When we were doing the half squads-
"I can only hear the girls counting!"
"TWELVE!!!"
-Turns to us and say-
"Mens' ego -.-"
Hahahahahhaa!
True.

Forgotten what happened for the rest of that day.
Tuesday was the match against Greenview.
Postponed due to the rain.
Wednesday was training.
Haha,slackers.
Got a bruise though.
Thursday was match against Loyang.
Lost that one.
By 1 point!
Darn it.

Had Geography and History test on Friday.
I think I did ok.
Took the risk to sleep after History test.
Lucky me Mr.Hafiz wasn't petrolling.

Oh,yesterday's Art period was fun.
Ok,more like funny.
Hadi is one dirty child.
Mr Ng was showing us how to paint using acryllic.
So the class was paying attention and then suddenly,we heard this;
"You shut up before I flick you balls."
Haahahahahhaa.
And Mr Ng actually entertained Hadi.
Unbelievable.
So he continued.
"Once this paint dries up and you make a mistake,that's it...."
"It's tooooooo laaate!"
That was Chong Qi singing and finishing Mr Ng's sentence.
Hahahahaha,bloody outdated guy.

Everyone seems to be talking about Valentines day.
Why?
And Iqah,don't crap can?
Singles' day.-.-"

I just realise that I get caught up with things happening in school nowadays that I hardly cherish things,moment or people that I have.
That's what time always do.
Just have to be more alert.

I'm in need of cold,hard cash!
Haiyo..

Bye!
:)


Candid shot!