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Sunday, June 29, 2008
You know the feeling of being used?
Yeah,its never nice. I keep quiet,doesn't mean I'm not socialising. I keep quiet,doesn't mean I'm in a bad mood. I keep quiet,doesn't mean I despise being in the circle. I keep quiet because I pretty much have no say. I keep quiet because I have nothing to say. I keep quiet because when I talk,I think only the walls are listening. I'd save my breath and keep quiet. Continue on in your sweet oblivion,because I'm not bothering to say what's going on. Just don't judge because you're the one who's being ignorant. Till then,I'll keep quiet. ________________________ Imagine going to three places,scratch that. Imagine walking to three places just to look for one goddamn thing. Yeah,I don't blame the shop for not having it. But seriously,it's not really a pleasant journey. Ahhs,I got it anyway. :) Izzul's lying on his stomach now. Hahahaha,poor kid must be tired following me around. I smell food. Mmmmmmmm~ Bye! Saturday, June 28, 2008
My shirt is stuck with all the small hairs.
Got a haircut just now. Like,finally! I feel so light. Happy 10th Birthday Syimir! May you rest in peace. HHAHAHA,joking. Have a verrrry happy birthday. Stop being irritating. Actually you're not that irritating,only when you can't stop talking then you are. Hahaha,it's okay. I guess it runs in the blood. ;) I need a shower. Cause the hairs are tickling me. That sounds really wrong,but you get what I mean right? I am really craving for chicken cutlet rice. I'm deprived of rice! Yes,I need my carbohydrate. But I hope it doesn't turn to fats. Because I can't exercise. Like duhhh. Damn the shoulder. Tapi takpe,aku pasrah. MACAM FAHAM! -rolls eyes- I really had nothing to do just now,I finished my Malay compo. We're suppose to finish it up on Monday. But I guess I'll just use that period to re-write. I wrote it in my very 'nice' handwriting. :) scratchscratch. That's the cue for me to bathe. Bye! Friday, June 27, 2008
School has been..
Not hectic. It's pretty much relaxed and normal. Not going to talk much about school. Except that we changed our Math teacher to Ms Neo. How wonderful,I've been stuck with her since sec 1. I want Mdm Shareena back! And we got a new Bio teacher. That,I'm grateful for. He teaches better than the previous two. Mr Nicholas Ang. I know Iqah went gaga,haha. :) Mr Hafiz is really cheeky and hilarious. Period. Warning; DO NOT PUT YOUR HANDPHONE ON VIBRATION MODE. You'll get Mr Hafiz to do the dance again. Cute :) Hamdy,pakcik kau! Tomorrow's the band concert. And I can't go. Despite me begging my mum. And I usually don't beg. Unless for desperate situations. Tomorrow's Syimir's birthday anyway. Got to make my brother happy you know. :) Since his birthday is exactly a week after mine,we usually celebrate our birthdays on his day. So my mum was asking,"Should we buy an ice cream cake or a normal cake with ice cream tubs so you guys can mix the cake with ice cream in a cone?" I wanted an ice cream cake. But come to think of it,I would only get to eat a slice since there's the cousins and uncle&aunties tomorrow. Germany vs Spain. Will be one hell of an interesting match. But I still want Germany to win. Though David Villa is no exception. ;) I got a lot of mosquito bites on my right leg. And when I say a lot,I mean A LOT. Seriously. I showed Syimir and he was like,"ARGHHH,CHICKEN POX!" Oi,please eh. I wouldn't want to get it the second time. Not now. I slept like a log just now. Must have been really tired. Woke up,checked my phone and there's 3 messages. Hehe,sorry. Usually I'll wake up when my phone vibrates. I guess my body went on shut down just now. Cinta Fitri's on. Goodbye! I don't want this moment To ever end. Where everything's nothing Without you. Saturday, June 21, 2008
I'm going thick skin now and I'm going to wish myself
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY! Muahahahaa,belum karat. Yeah. And Happy 16th Birthday to Nuri. Have fun on your birthday cousin :D Happy 15th Birthday to Gadafi. Enjoy your 'present'. :D Happy ___ Birthday to Frank James Lampard. (as if he's reading this,bcos i pretty much don't care abt him) Shida,how old is your husband? I got drenched from head to toe,thanks to Shida. And my fellow netballers. The Springfield netball teacher was nice enough to bake us some pizzas. Hahaha,my birthday treat :) Macam faham. And now my left ear is partially deaf. Thank you Amirah! -.-" -Yawns- I'm sleepy now. Sad thing is,I can't sleep. Why? Because I have to cook. Yes,cook. The birthday girl has to cook on her birthday for her birthday party. Oh,isn't that just lovely? :)) Thanks to family and friends who wished me. Since I really have nothing to do now,I'll name you guys. -ZUBAIDAH! -AIDAH'S MUM! (nama ade tak nak letak tau,hehe) -KAKAK! -HAMDY! -NURI! -BAIDURA! -HAZIQAH! -SAHIDAH! -MARLINA! -NAZHURAH! -JING YI! -COACH! (hahahahahahahhaha) -GADAFI! -ARIF! -AMIRAH! -YANI! -SABRINA! -FREDA! -SHAFIQAH! -AQILAH! -FARHANIE! Did I miss out anyone? If I did then my bad. :) Doa selamat at night. Yippee! Not. Bye then :))
Thank you Kakak. Friday, June 20, 2008
Today's great.
Seriously. Thanks Hamdy :) Here's a tip. If you want to eat till you're stomach is full.. Eat at Pizza Hut. Swensons is not worthit. Seriously. Except for the Sticky Chewy Choc that is. Anyhoots,Pizza hut is cheaper compared to Swensons. And trust me,I'm not eating dinner. :D Get Smart is really hilarious! AHAHAHAHA! "The element of surprise!" And all Hail Germany! Yeah man. Goodbye Portugal then. :)) In your face Hamdy! We have our way Shida,agreed? I'm not counting down,nahh. Hahahah,bye! Thursday, June 19, 2008
Till then,I shall remain your loyal and humble servant.
Ehem! 6 weeks. More than enough time to get your cast coloured,Kakak. :) Talking & discussing about the same damn topic everytime. Trying to rub it in? Maybe yes,maybe no. Or maybe you are,unconsciously that is. Like hey,I'm not invisible am I? Okay,moving on! Sometimes you do the most stupidest and embarrassing things and you don't realise it till later. Ahahaha,that's what happen just now. I swear to god,I am going to keep my senses alert from now on. I mean,not that I wasn't alert before. More alert than usual. :) Izzul keeps shaking his ass every few minutes. He has a cute butt,I know. But it's irritating sometimes. I'm going to kick it soon. Yeah! Thanks Baidura for the present. Very much appreciated. :) You know,I needed the loo since just now. So I'm going to go now. Bye! Wednesday, June 18, 2008
The therapy just now was okay.
Haha,my therapist's name is Julianna. Jules for short. And she's one cheeky person. Sad thing,she wouldn't be there for my next appointment. I think she's going for a holiday or something. So I'm having a change of therapist. :( Hamdy,thanks for the bag! :) Went to school before going for therapy. Sorry Iqah for the wait. But it was worthit right? Hahahaha,macam faham. I really have nothing to write. Going to do some research now. Bye! Tuesday, June 17, 2008
"Take that as your birthday gift"
"Twenty bucks,okay can!" So yes,got an advance birthday gift from my mum. She knows I so desperately need and wants a bag.. She called,told me to meet her. So I did,and I got a Puma sling bag. Thanks! :) And I'm guessing my grandmother is going to get me a bra for my birthday. XD,why I am even telling you this? -.-" Germany won Austria. 1-0. That free kick taken by Ballack was downright beautiful. The ball went hurtling in high speed directly into the goalpost. Nice! Now that's something to be happy about. They're going to the next round. Meeting with Ms Marini. CIP for Netball. Physiotherapy. I have to strike the CIP down. Since I got called up for the meeting first. And that's for CIP too. Haiya.. I am definitely not looking forward for therapy tomorrow. I'm hungry. And I'm sure you know the drill. :) Bye! Monday, June 16, 2008
Netball training/friendly match was nice.
Haha,for the fact that I watched them train and played under the hot sun,yes it's fun. But seriously,I really wanted to play. And the sec 1s just had to play The River game. -.-" And I was telling Jia ling that I was hungry and I only survived on 2 pieces of biscuit. And I think Ms Kaur heard me complaining. (just kidding) So she brought food! HAHAHAHA. Actually it was leftovers from the TAF camp. But it's still food. The B division really did put up a good game just now. Congrats. :) Eventhough it was only a friendly,it was like some sort of a crucial tournament. Hahaha. Believe me,the rest who weren't playing were encouraging from the sidelines. And it was really chaotic. Tom&Jerry is on! Bye! Sunday, June 15, 2008
Today started off..
Unpredictable. I was so rudely awaken by my brother screaming,"Avatar dah start!" And it was 11 o'clock. Avatar usually starts at 11.30. So yes,I didn't bother to shower until 11.30 because the 11 o'clock episode was the one that I missed. Continued watching Avatar till 1.30. And during that period of time,my dad suddenly came up with and idea. Ilham semasa vacuum rumah. -.-" Here's what happened. Bold orange-dad. Bold yellow-Syimir. Bold italic red-my sister. Bold italic green-me. My siblings and I were engrossed watching Avatar. When my dad stopped vacuuming for a while and said, "What time do you think your mum will be out of the toilet?" -four faces turned to look at him- "Ok,let's do some betting here.Whoever wins,gets an ice cream." "Ice cream for what,so cheap" "The 1.80 ice cream,Connetto." "Okay,1.30!" said my sister. "Anytime between 1 to 2." "No such thing,choose only one!" "Fine,1.45" "2.30!" So minutes passed. We waited. And then the clock strike 1. "Syimir,close the door for me!" That was my mum. "Alamak,she's out.It's only 1 o'clock!" "Ask her to go back in there and come out again at 1.30" "Seems like nobody won,muahahahahaha!" My dad is one evil little cockroach. Okay,not that evil. Just a cocky and cheeky person. And just now,while I was on the phone. Syimir decided to play with my sister's crutches. And then he so stupidly lean against the glass panel of my sister's cupboard. And the next thing I know.. CRACK! The glass shattered. And the expression on Syimir's face was priceless! And my sister was wailing like a banshee. "You broke the glass again!" There's supposedly two glass panels. But my sister broke one of it. Same thing,she did the same stupid thing Syimir did. So now,she has no more glass to cover her cupboard. HAHAHAHAHA! I'm going to get my picture taken later. And I am so lazy to walk all the way to Loyang Point just to get my picture taken. (actually Loyang Point isn't even that far away from where I am,hehe) My grandmother's going to bring me to a 'Spa' on Tuesday. Haha,just a massage actually. :) Okay,my sister just said she found the invasion of Avatar. So I'm going to stop here and watch. Goodbye! Saturday, June 14, 2008
My nose is highly sensitive to dust.
Just a note to be taken. And now I'm sneezing like nobody's business. Why? Because I clean my cupboard just now. Insyirah the red nose human. I am in desperate need for a bag! Wait,I've said this before haven't I? Ahh well. 3 hours of non-stop Avatar! Paradise. Sad thing,it was all the episodes of starting of book 3 that was on at 6.30 every weekdays. But it's okay. I can never get bored of Avatar. Netherlands won France. Ahahaha! And Germany lost to Croatia. This is not something to be laughed at! Ferhan,I want Halo 3 lah! Bring your 360 here and plug it in. God. Speaking of Ferhan,I'm reminded of Arif. Eh big guy,where'd you go? After camp terus senyap. I need to do something now. Friday, June 13, 2008
You're hooooooooooommmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeee!
Haahaha,welcome back dude. :) I swore to god,I hate cramps. Cramps are a nuisance. Seriously. But what to do? Just the ice pack. Yeah man! Irony. My mum asked me if I wanted to go swimming today. I said no,and pointed to my shoulder. "Maybe you'll just like to submerge yourself,who knows?" "No!" Hahaha,I think my mum is a little bit.. Retarded. Lol! I seriously had nothing to do yesterday that I sat down and helped my grandmother with the 'berkats' for my neighbour's wedding. And funny thing. Both my neighbours are having their wedding at the same time,same day only different locations. So I have two wedding invitations to go to tomorrow. Lovely! -note the sarcasm- "I want to have a pet lizard and let it roam free in this room" "Why?" "So I don't get mosquito bites every morning!" No joke,I really feel like getting a pet lizard. It's free and not that difficult to find. :) Except for the occasional lizard shit. Which is nevertheless,easy to clean up. I think I'm going to get dengue one day. Touch wood. Ouh,I watched Animal Planet just now and damn it! The baby elephant is sooooooooooo cute. And playful. Damn cuddly. Elephants at Thailand are trained for war. Used to. But now they have an enclosure specially for elephants to have fun going to 'war'. Never underestimate the power of the elephant's trunk. They have one strong trunk. Practically snapped the spear into two. Cool! Oh,the baby elephant was playing. And he made just the cutest sound. That sound wrong to you? Just don't think dirty. My back is aching. Period. I mean the other period. Yeah,my aunt came! If you know what I mean. And today is Friday the 13. Hehe! Okay,shall be going now. Goodbye! Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Today was a hospital day.
Again. Accompanied Cleopatra to get a new cast. Actually she thought she could get the previous cast out and walk again. But nooo,she had to get it re-casted. Lol! Just wait lah hor. And because of me accompanying her to hospital.. I missed Avatar! I only watched the last 10 minutes. -.-" But it's okay. There's tomorrow. Oh yeah,speaking about tomorrow.. Someone's coming back home! Yippee! :) I forgot that this month's June. Lol. You know,I really want to get it dislocated. At least the soft tissue injury wouldn't get worse day by day. And I'll get it operated. Because going to the therapy is a waste of time. I don't feel any difference! But I guess I shouldn't pray for it to happen. Things happen for a reason. So I shall endure and persevere. :D I am hungry. Hungry. Hungry. Hungry. So I would lovvvve to stop now. And go hunting for food. Yeah man! Bye! Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Waiting for Thursday to arrive.
:) Went to training yesterday. Actually,I only thought of handing in my MC. But I ended up staying. "The ball is teasing me" They were! I had the urge to take one and throw at someone. Since I can't train. I helped the sec 1s train. They were damn chaotic I tell you. I guided them through the zig-zag. "You're going too fast!" "Where am I supposed to run?!" "Oi,why you throw so hard?!" Haha,I was laughing at the sidelines. Swollen eyes. When I woke up that is. Not funny. I wonder what's happening on the other side. Hmmm. Remember me telling you that I will keep the book till I'm done with the other two? Ohh well,I didn't. Why? Because the book was oh-so tempting! So I read it. Withing two days. And I got grumpy after that. Again,why? Because the ending was hanging. Bright side though,there will be another book. Yes ah! I'm restless. And I keep checking my phone every few minutes. Which is a waste of time because I know it will only start to vibrate at night. Do not get the wrong idea. Avatar is currently on the new series now. Book three:Fire. It's gets better and better every time. Let's see.. Book one was Water. Book two was Earth. Now Book three is Fire. So I'm guessing Book four will be Air. I have to get my hair trimmed. It's tickling my face now. And my mum insists on me getting it trimmed before my picture is taken for IC. -.-" Bold orange-Mum Bold italic yellow-Me "Don't put your specs on when you picture is taken" "Nope,I'm putting it on" "You look better without it!" "I don't care,I want my specs on!" "Listen to me and take it off!" "What is wrong with you woman?!" -walks out of her room- I swear to god,my mum can go a little bit cuckoo when in these situations. I mean,just take a look at my sister's IC photo. It looks.. Well,let's just say it doesn't look like her. No offence man. I have nothing much to blog about. So I guess I should go to Fan Fiction. It's been ages since I've last read the stories. Bye! Waiting for your call I'm sick. Call I'm angry. Call I'm desperate for your voice. Sunday, June 08, 2008
Maximum Ride:Final Warning is in my hands.
I'm keeping the book till I'm done with the other two. It's been ages since I've wanted that book. Too bad it's not hard cover. But still, Thanks a lot Hamdy! Appreciate it. :) Ouh yeah,4 days 3 nights huh? Take care. Will be waiting till then. I just realised that I am in dire need of a school bag. Okay,more like a sling bag. Because god knows what will happen if I bring that haversack to school. Probably return with a more abnormal shoulder. :) Mama,I need bag! So now Avatar's every 6.30 Ah well,I can wait. Some stuff to get my mind off it. Like now,fixing the MP4. You better be grateful for this! Going to training tomorrow. Though I know I can't do any physical trainings, I'm just going down to hand in the MC and maybe help coach with the juniors. See how it goes. Is darkness the new light? Cause people in my house seems to have something against turning on the lights. So now I'm engulfed in darkness. How beautiful. -.-" The only light source is coming from the monitor. I had nothing better to do yesterday so I changed the picture on my blog. Macromedia Fireworks comes in handy at these times. When you seriously have nothing to do,just go doodle on any pic. Like I did! Amazing,my mum just asked me to turn on the light. Hahaha,one down! :D I think I'm going to do other stuffs now. Bye! Saturday, June 07, 2008
Kung Fu Panda was hi-la-rious!
Seriously. Hahaha,even though it's just an animated movie.. The kung fu was still nice. And Panda-what's his name?-is very very cute. And fat. He'd do anything for food. Funny guy. Woke up in the morning. Actually got woken up(no such word) by dad. "Syirah,close the windows.Heavy rain!" I was going,What The Hell?!? But yes,got my butts up and closed the window. Then I went back to my peaceful slumber. And then got woken up(Insyirah's dict),again. But it's okay. :) Anyway,first thing that came to my mind when I woke up was.. "11.30,Avatar!Bathe now!" So I took a bath. And then in the end,there-was-no-Avatar. -.-" Damn it! There's something wrong with the Guide. Showed there's an upsized. But it was Spongebob instead. Now I despise Spongebob. -giving you a verrry dirty look right now- Bloody sponge! And Syimir an me were arguing about Avatar and Ben 10. He wants to watch Ben 10 and I on the other hand wants to have my date with Aang. So I told him to watch it on the other cable. But noooooo,stubborn head. He insists on watching it at this TV. You probably don't know which I'm referring to. But heck,you get what I'm trying to say. And I told him majority wins since my sister, grandmother and me loves Avatar. And he's the only one watching Ben 10. Izzul will probably be in between. So that doesn't count. I'll succumb to violence if I have to. :D It's raining,it's pouring. The old man is snoring. -insert lyrics that fits- I don't know the rest. My grandfather is watching Home Alone 2. Unnecessary info,I know. Haha! I'm hungaaaaaaaaaary! Hungry. Not Hungary the country. Euro 2008 tonight! Germany vs Poland. Complete rivals. Which makes it a MUST WATCH. Damn it,I've yet to check the time. The Germany pillow that I have is an addiction. Hahaha,I know someone wants to smell it. -sly grin- Counting down to 6.30 pm. There better be Avatar! Else I'm going on a rampage. Grrrrrr. Bye then! Thursday, June 05, 2008
Since I've finished watching Avatar.
I shall continue blogging. Tom & Jerry's on now. :) I became the ice cream parlor just now. Yeah man! That was fun! Yippee! -.-" Nevertheless,dapat pahala kan. Awkward much? Yeah,definitely. Indifference and neglect often does much more damage than outright dislike. True. Just like betrayal is better than abandonment. Funny how my grandmother can laugh like some maniac watching Tom & Jerry. Seriously. I mean the show is funny. But not that funny. Haha,I guess her sense of humour is just.. Ahh,you get what I mean. But she's cool. Haha! "Kiss my ass!" And then he kissed it. That's Izzul. Yes,he'll do what I say. Now that's a good dog. Hahaha,I'm just joking. I mean he's a 4 year old. Just playing around. The best part about having a younger brother,they'll become your servant if you ask them to. The other good part is,you can scare them with different techniques and they'll just fall for the trick over and over again. But you got to be good at it. I'm a pro. Mcm faham. Haha :) Bad thing is,they'll accidentally 'blackmail' you. Slip of tongue. Ramli burger! That's the worst. Seriously. I'm reading the Rain series. He's a very cool assassin. All the samurai work. And compelled with the modern techs. A very good sniper. Good eye. Very cool way of killing people. He makes it look natural. Attention is never wanted. That's the rule of the game. The Last Assassin. Good book. Involves the Yakuza. Yakuzas are like Mafia. Only Mafias are more modernised. With guns. Yakuzas do swords. Never mind,Tamil Tigers are the best. Heh! I'm becoming a DJ for now. Request from a very loyal listener. Asking for Pudar by Rossa. Go away Izzul! Ahhs,bye!
I have a date with Aang at approximately 6.30
So I'm just putting up a short post here. Hand's itchy to blog. My mum bought the tickets to Kung Fu Panda for tomorrow. Watching with Syimir. Too bad Cleopatra has a cracked ankle. Happy 9 months :) In advance that is. In labour! "You're like a chattering honk monkey!" Haha,I like Kitara. Actually all the main characters in Avatar are cool. Okay,Avatar starting. So bye! Take me away,a secret place. A sweet escape. Take me away. Take me away,to better days. Take me away. A hiding place. Wednesday, June 04, 2008
For every minute that you are angry with someone,you lose 60 seconds of happiness.
So smile :) Max is true. Haha! Went to the library just now. Library is like a paradise. I would bring my sleeping bag and stay there for as long as I'm content. I can never get bored reading. :) Hahaha,Ferhan got pranked yesterday. It was fun while it lasted. Lucky he took it okay. Look,I wasn't the one who came up with the idea of pranking him. Cleopatra did,I was just assisting her. Partner in crime. Kakak! Dah patah kaki pun masih nak prank orang. -.-" I'm listening to the Pantene theme song on TV now. "Unbreakable,unbreakable!" -spins around while flipping the hair- -.-" Okay,too much of that emoticon is not good. Holding back things that you want to let out a long time ago is not good either. Have some guts and say it straight to the person's face. Damn it,the spark was there just now. Keep it cool. Yeah,smile! :) There's PT tomorrow. And I can't go. -nose flaring- 30 days! That's damn long. And exercises for the hand every morning. -.-" Ooops,there goes the face again. Bye! Tuesday, June 03, 2008
I just realised I missed Avatar yesterday. So today,and so goes for any other day.. I am going to set my alarm to 6.30 pm. So I don't miss any of the episodes. I even asked Izzul to remind me when it's 6.30 Hahaha,that is if he can read the clock. :) But it's okay. Knowing Izzul,he'll just walk up every few minute and say,"6.30!6.30!" Makes a good parrot huh? Sure does.  Behold the parrot. Did the exercises just now. That green elastic band is one smelly thing. The smell's still stuck on my palm. Oh,my MC for physical activities has been extended for another 30 days. Ends on 1st of July. Great,I wonder when I can start training again. -.-" For all I know,I can get fat by the end of this year. But no,I'm not going to let that happen. No sir. I woke up in the wee hours of the morning. Just lying still. Staring at the ceiling. But thoughts were swirling in my mind. And now that one of them is alright. I have the other one to think of. God,I need to get back to Netball! Quote unquote from Lynn,"Patience,Syirah" Hahaha! Oh and I know this is late but. To all the people who went to Surabaya. Welcome back! :) I have one hell of a weird grandmother. Ok not weird,more like funny. I opened my bedroom door and headed towards the kitchen. So by doing that,I walked pass my grandmother who happens to be lying down watching TV. And then I gave her this curious look and just continue on walking towards the kitchen. And then I walked to my bedroom again. I gave my grandmother another curious look. And asked,"Why are you watching MTV?" "I don't know." Actually,I have a funny family. Not just a funny grandmother. Yesterday night. Around 12 plus. Me and my sister were laughing because of some joke we made. And then my sister's phone rang. So my sister and I thought it must be Ferhan who's calling. I took her phone and look at the caller id. Hahaha,wasn't Ferhan. It was my dad. My sister picked up and turned on the loudspeaker. "You guys haven't sleep eh?I can hear you all laughing.Go to sleep!" Hahahaha,he was in his bedroom. Which is beside ours. And I was on the phone with Hamdy at that time. And Hamdy asked who that was. And I told him it was my dad. He burst out laughing. That's just how my family is. A little bit cuckoo in the head. Ahhs,I love them anyway. Haha. :D  Oh yeah,here's the Cleopatra. Only her leg wasn't broken then. Ctm and mpk. Haha. :/ Bye! Monday, June 02, 2008
The therapy was kind of,nice.
Haha,weird I know. But yes,the therapist was very soft spoken. Gentle. And then we did a few exercises. Yeah,weak hand and shoulder. Injury. So no heavyweights,no netball. Till god knows when. I want to go to sec 2 camp! Argh! Cleopatra has her own personal slave. And that's not exactly a thrilling job. More like redundant. Next appointment is on the 18 June. Sometimes when you're trying to help someone sincerely and your efforts are just not appreciated,it's just bloody annoying. And then just because of small matter,you're playing all hard to get when that person already said they're sorry. The fuck is going on in your mind? I don't know. You're not an angel. And stop being so depressed. There's more to life if you look outside of it. Feeling unappreciated. I'm a human being with feelings,just like you. Don't be so self-centred. Yes,I'm enraged now. I practically don't care if I lose you now. Seriously,I have more problems to take care of. You're just adding to it. So yes,if it's just because of this and you're getting all worked up. Then I'm telling you,it's not worthit. Don't get you knickers in a twist. And please,don't jump to conclusions. I'm speaking in general. |
