you give me the world

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Went to Wak Nong's house yesterday to visit Nyayi.

I got to know that Rifa bought 2 new rabbits.

AWESOME!

And there's a lot of things going on during the holidays.

Chalet, BBQ, projects.

WOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Anyway,

we went to DT after that.

Headed to the Explorer Kids to play the Bumper Ride.

GB, thanks for the vid and pics!

We'll ride it soon (:

I just watched Evolusi KL Drift 2 just now.

This Izzulbaqir has one good memory.

The show isn't bad at all.

My grandparents came home from JB buying loads of DVD.

They bought Darah.

-.-"

Planned to go jogging.

But the weather is threatening.

NAPHA ON TUESDAY!

Adios.

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Friday, May 28, 2010

My grandfather bought Syimir Burne a new waveboard.

He deserved it anyway.

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AMIR!

He called me but i didn't pick up.

So he bought me Mee Goreng anyway.

BUT!

I'm full.

Cause GB and i went to have our lunch at Pastamania just now.

And i don't feel like eating dinner.

Sorry Datuk,

i'll eat it tomorrow.

Anyhoots.

Went off early in the morning.

Headed to Raudah's place.

Completed everything.

WOHOOOOOOOOOOO!

Good job girls.

After which Angie's parents sent us to Paris Inter.

GB and i went to places.

Thanks for today!

I had fun :D

SB. <3

ANGIE TAN!

I sent you the Powerpoint slides already.

And i had fun playing around with Vera's camera.

Hahaha.

Too bad Nina was missing.

We shall photoshop your face.

Alright, update more later.

GOODBYE!

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Thursday, May 27, 2010

Back from school!

Ms Pearl assigned us with a new project.

Right after we submitted our first assignment.

And everyone was extra chaotic and panicky today.

HAHAHA!

Going over to Raudah's tomorrow.

Must complete the project!

And off for date after that.

I just sent my CE project to Ms Wong.

ONE DOWN!

Monday's the telephone test.

And then Napha on Tuesday.

WEEEEEEEEEEEE~

GB,

you know what to do on Sunday!

I had fun playing Ice and Water and catching these days.

Never fail, after every break.

I need a new shoe.

Thanks to Vinodh!

Alright, off i go!

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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

BUSY!

GB sent me to school today.

Thank you!

Oh, thanks for fetching also.

This Friday is Vesak Day.

Time to complete our project.

BUT!

it's time to have fun and relax a bit too.

Someone made me scream like a girl today.

Well, almost.

I'm going to get back at you.

(;

We sat for the profiling test today.

Yeah, the results are VERY accurate.

And we completed our "family tree"at the student hub just now.

It's complicated.

VERY complicated.

Hahahaha!

Alright, assignment due tomorrow.

BYE!

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Saturday, May 22, 2010

Good afternoon!

I'm rechecking my CE project.

Hahahaha.

This is what you call OCD.

I'm going to do that for PPE also.

Alright, bye!

Misunderstood.

And don't make it obvious,

i know who you are.

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Friday, May 21, 2010

Ms Dorcus's class was really really fun just now.

Hahahahha.

I accidentally pushed Yoges when i was actually trying to hold onto her for support.

Because i was laughing too much at what she did.

Honestly Yoges,

were you at F1 or something?!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Anyhoots.

We went to Raudah's place to complete our project.

After which Raudah brought us to the pool.

BRING SWIMMING COSTUME AH NEXT TIME!

And Ms Pearl asked if we wanted to see Trini.

So we went down and she was sleeping so soundly in the car.

Chubby baby.

She's bringing her for ICB's BBQ.

Which i really am excited for.

I rushed home from school yesterday because my parents and granny went to Aidah Burne's graduation ceremony.

And my granny passed the house key to GB and asked if he could fetch Izzul from school and babysit him for a while.

So yes.

I rushed like some mad woman, and managed to reach on time.

So GB and i fetched him, went home.

And then we entertained him.

Syimir reached home shortly after that.

And i let the cats in.

CHAOS!

My grandfather came home after that.

He asked if all of us have eaten dinner.

Which obviously we hadn't but we answered yes anyway.

GB left only at 8.

THANKS A LOT GB!

ICB went crazy in the office room yesterday also.

We were pranking everyone using the office phone.

Nina with her Tamil.

And this Atika with her scary voice.

Jannah was chasing Yoges around.

And we played Ali Pomp for a while inside.

Using the Wall.

HAHAHAHAHA!

During break,

we played all the tricky games.

I swear they were so clueless.

I think the whole canteen could hear our laughters.

Nina always screams.

And because of her, the rest starts screaming.

This Angie ahh,

she's becoming crazier by the minute.

Ever since she hit her head on the wall.

-.-"

OH YAH.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SYAFIQ!

My grandfather is playing Hindustan songs on his phone.

Feeling feeling.

Hahahahaha.

I AM NOT DRINKING A WHOLE BOTTLE OF MILK ANYMORE.

Period.

I've learnt my lesson.

Panjang just jumped on me and then on the keyboard.

So the whole of my MSN convo went,

"ahihhhhhhhhhhhhhkjkjdoedml"

Okay, bye!

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Thursday, May 20, 2010

First and foremost, this is for Rahmat.

dude, this really has got nothing to do with you.

You say she knocked all the common sense out of me?

You're wrong about it. This here is coming from my mouth. May i ask why in the first place you have to interfere? Yea you say cause he is your buddy and is right for you to talk for him at times.

but try reading what Syirah posted on previous post. It doesnt even concern any of you.

You guys choose to follow what you saw at hamdy's profile cause of what he said.

Then again did you guys choose to to listen to my part of the story?

Nooooo. Blind followers i shall say? If you guys have objections about this then come and tell me really.

Your understanding really sucks, cause of what you put in your status all this comes up.

Its always been between you, me, Syirah.

Cant you stand up for yourself once in awhile?

Then again it comes to rahmat, helping friends does have limits. May i know why you choose Hamdy's side? without even knowing the story? Same goes to the rest of you.

That shows what i mean by being blind followers true?

then again i can say its because of what Hamdy's statement thats why things turn out this way.

There was never a ''we'' in what happened.

Kering please grow up, honestly.

Zaman, you've got nothing to do with this either.

Look im choosing my way into leaving you guys.

Cause in the first place true friends wouldn't take sides.

Somebody said i've been treating you guys like rubbish, and if you wanna take it that way then alright for me.

Im happy with the way my life is now. Those that dont have a problem with me then great, at least you guys have good understanding in this situation.

Last but not least i'd like to say thanks to Hamdy for giving me Syirah.

No regrets in having her definitely.

She changed my life for the better and i love the way it is now.

So for the rest of you, goodluck in whatever you do.

Hope you succeed.

Sayonara! =D

-Gadafi.

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THIS IS A FINAL POST DEDICATED TO YOU HAMDY.

first, let me clear every single point that you misunderstood on both your status.

Whoever said anything about controlling your life?

I believe you're capable enough of doing that on your own without even your friends helping.

True?

My days of "controlling"your life was over.

yes, i'm not related to you anymore.

Thus, it's over.

But listen, in order to start a fire, there must be a match or any other medium to light it up.

So where you got to now, where did your motivation come from?

At least where did it start.

I'm not saying it was entirely my doing, you did it on your own too (for that, congrats).

Living the way how it's fated to be.

Need i remind you again, who broke up with who?

So in this sense, I AM THE ONE who's leaving MY life the way it's fated to be.

See, wasn't jealousy a huge form of destruction?

I'm not angry at the fact that you're flirting with girls,

at the end of the day, why should i?

I'm angry at the fact that whatever happened after the break up was a series of events that was unfortunate.

There wasn't anything necessary for the matter to blow up, really.

And now i'm angry at the fact that you failed to acknowledge my posts days after the break up.

Yet, you choose to acknowledge it now when it was just one small paragraph.

So what sparked your anger if what i was saying wasn't true?

If you needed to clear it out, there's such thing called sms or MSN.

You putting it on your FB status caused this whole thing to blow.

People who weren't reading and didn't even know my blog ever existed are reading my blog just because you misused the word "we".

There wasn't any "we" to start with,

that paragraph was purely for you and you only.

No one else.

Which brings me to the ultimate question,

why are the rest so worked up over this?

I'm sure a girl like me wouldn't be a problem for you to handle.

So if they're backing you up, don't you feel insulted?

Cause i'm sure you can stand up for your own.

Yeah, shoot me back the answer ,"because they're my friends, they were just trying to help".

Ohh please.

Helping friends comes with a limit.

You need to know when to help and when to leave the matter alone.

The second status,

never caused chaos huh?

I'm pretty sure that's bullshit.

Because as far as i recall,

there were a lot of chaotic moments when me and Gada got super close.

See, you guys were doing it,

we were the one receiving it,

maybe that's the reason why you don't remember leading to that statement being said,

but victims never forget.

We lived our own lives after that.

We ignored.

That's why things were calm and cool for a few months.

We were on talking terms.

We could co-exist.

Now you're saying that Gada and I don't know what's going on in your life.

Did it occur to you that you said i'm not related to you anymore, thus,

getting to know your life story would be pointless.

And Hamdy,

if i had lost all sense of respect for you,

i wouldn't have asked for your permission the other day.

Remember you told me,

"I'm not going to go to your FB profile or your blog anymore."

So what happened to that?

Why now back out of your words?

So yes, i've got that done with.

Now, i'm putting this across.

Who was the one who consistently repeated this line,

"You should get together with Gada, just get together. "

Who was the one?

I am together with him now.

No regrets.

My life changed for the better, Alhamdullilah.

Things would have been fine if we left it right.

But what made me burst out after the break up was,

"ya lah, lepas break up happy2, i sit there, one corner nangis mcm budak sial."

Danial was there, Gada was there.

Ask them.

Why the hell am i bringing this up?

Because i'm holding a grudge on you because of this.

Other than that, i'm fine.

I want you to realize the fact that people are getting the wrong idea,

because of the wrong usage of words.

These people didn't even have to be involved.

But they chose to and i find it totally unnecessary and worthless.

Yes, you may be an outsider looking on with criticism,

but do you have to rub salt onto the wound?

That was a rhetorical question,

i don't need an answer.

So if the rest needs an explanation, i'd give all of you one alright.

Zaman said we were childish.

So if we were,

why are the rest of you stooping to our level of childishness and bother to actually entertain what is going on?

People who liked the status nonetheless, you're part of it.

Yes Nina, you too.

I don't get why you have to like it.

Never once did it ever cross my mind that you're that kind of person.

I explained that i didn't have anything against you the other day.

And you said, alright, fine.

Okay, matter left to rest.

And now i see this.

Disappointing.

I have a reason for severing our ties.

Because if i hadn't things wold have gotten worst.

I don't have time for you, neither do you have for me.

Cause face it, we're both busy.

And will be busier by the day.

If you wanna ask,

"why do you have time for Gada then?"

Simple.

Because i know his schedule very well.

Because he actually, willingly wants to come to my place to study and hang out.

He willingly fetch me from school even when i said it's okay.

Because he so willingly wants to make time and because the institution we're from,

is similar.

Only the curriculum is different.

And our timetables fits.

This is personal, but i think it's necessary.

Even before school started,

i told him that time would be a problem.

And that we would have to sacrifice.

Hey,

i still don't have freedom.

Remember that.

Sahidah, i'm not surprised.

We never did get along well,

i have to admit.

Cause we have our differences.

Enough said.

And Rahmat, you want honesty?

Honestly, i think you talk too much.

You're asking me to shut my trap, why don't you shut yours?

I know what you've done to girls.

So if you wanna act all holy and innocent,

please stop.

No one's buying it.

And Gada is matured enough to think for his own.

I knocked sense out of him huh?

Sure, that's your opinion.

Gada didn't choose to interfere,

he was already involved.

He isn't backing me up.

This is his fight, always has been.

Zyke, who's the bitch that made YOU an asshole?

I see no point in trying to talk to you.

Because one,

you're so big headed that you would never want to back down.

Two,

because i don't have any thing to prove to you.

I don't have to.

So if you still want to stoop to our "childish" behaviour , be my guest.

Khairul,

i've got nothing against you.

And i've got nothing to say to you.

Again, if you choose to still interfere,

go ahead.

Kering,

Hahahahahaha!

No comments.

Raqiib,

dude, i really have nothing against you.

Like the rest, go ahead and do what you feel like doing.

All the best.

After all these,

i'm not going to be bothered anymore.

I don't see you guys around anyway.

So why should i?

And your impressions don't matter.

I've chucked all you people aside.

So after this,

if you still want to pursue this matter,

kindly talk to the wall.

Cause when i say i don't entertain, i really mean it.

Sakit kan hati korang je kan kalau berbual orang tak layan.

One more thing,

thanks for actually entertaining us.

It proves that it still means something.

Hamdy,

if you need to clear things up, contact me.

There's no need to put it on your status.

It's just between you and i.

if you want the rest to know, you want your friends to know,

you can tell them by word of mouth after that.

FB's status's box is insufficient for your piece of mind anyway.

And you wouldn't expect me to reply there.

I believe i've said what i wanted to say.

This ends here.

Goodbye people.

ps: the post after this would be Gada's.

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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

SING TO THE TUNE OF SATISFACTION.

Thanks for playing along.

Cause we needed entertainment.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

there's a kid in everyone.

byebye bastards!

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IM HOME!

I went for Ms Toh's lesson only because she warned us that it was very important.

Stayed for break with the girls.

Taught them Molly Golly.

Vera was so funny.

Didn't attend school yesterday.

Went to Polyclinic.

Honestly, it was so cool.

GB knows why.

So stayed at home.

Completed Ms Wong's project.

Then spent the rest of the day studying with GB at home.

Thanks for the company!

I shall finish up my assignments later.

__________

Humour me further will you?

At the end of the day, no one can take away your sins.

Only Him.

Bila part gini baru nak terase.

HAH.

Why would i want to bother about impression when i have cut all ties?

o.0

Fool.

Cause ignorance is bliss.

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Sunday, May 16, 2010

let me add on.

all of you really amuse me

So much.

Must stick to old ones ahh?

please, family matters most.

Oh yeah, i forgot.

The kind of environment you're in is "me,myself and i."

i dont regret being where i am.

definitely not.

yeah, rejoice for the fact that you're where you are now.

but lets see if you can make it to the future.

it's about the route.

i'll be where you are, insya'Allah even more than you one day.

i've forgotten all about you guys.

it's my past.

if i do see you in the streets, maybe i'd smile.

but then, you'd just be another acquaintance after that.

you people are not worth remembering.

not worth being nice to.

not worth my time.

have fun being in the company of two-faced bitches!

and you,

i thought you were the nice mature one.

truth be told, i'm starting to think different.

adios, friend.

i dont need two faced people in my life.

byebye.

and for the arsehole,

you flirting with girls on FB,

adding them even when you don't know who the hell they are,

i hope you'll find one suitable candidate for yourself soon.

maybe she'd leave you and start making up stories about you too.

then you'll know how it feel.

yeah, if only the "macam paham"button exists,

i'd have pressed on it for your status.

hah, hypocrite.

ALL OF YOU ARE.

when are you going to learn?

tsk tsk tsk.

sad.

__________________

volcano just erupted huh?

hahaha.

i find these people really amusing.

i shall save them the humiliation,

therefore, no names written.

if you think it's meant for you,

then sure.

it is.

this is my last and final post for all of you.

as of now,

you've been banished from the Memoirs of Insyirah Burne.

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I'm exhausted.

Hahaha.

Woke up. showered and headed to TM after that with GB.

Ate at Mac and paid my bill.

After which we met my family at the stadium.

Went in, waited for the event to start.

My voice is a bit hoarse now.

I took the video of Izzul running.

He ran really well.

I'M PROUD OF YOU LITTLE BROTHER!

His event was the last one, the other two events left was called off due to the heavy rain.

I feel sad for the children.

They must have had their hopes dashed.

All excited and then they didn't get the opportunity to run.

Some Singaporeans are so kiasu.

Honestly, will it hurt you to actually wait?

Or to say excuse me?

-.-"

I completed Ms Pearl's assignment already.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Oh yeah,

if you've done nothing wrong and you shouldn't have thought that it was meant for you.

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Friday, May 14, 2010

You're getting on my nerves.

Don't be so calculative lah.

Honestly, if you want to live your life that way,

you're not going to get far.

Arrogance will get you nowhere.

If you choose not to trust her then that's your problem.

We could have chosen not to trust you too.

How would you feel?

I'm not your little sister who you can boss around and shout at.

So if you're gonna be rude to me,

and if i happen to answer back just as rudely,

you know you deserved it.

No one's going to step over my head.

Definitely not you.

One more thing,

don't let it turn into something abusive.

You don't control or dictate.

You can guide and advise.

It's not your life, you have no right.

Period.

Had project just now.

We managed to accomplish quite a lot of things.

We ran out of cash though.

Haha! :D

I have 2 assignment due by this month.

So lets chop chop!

Alright, bye.

GB!

can't wait for tomorrow ((:

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Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I am busy busy busy.

I have a project to complete.

And 2 important assignments.

I already completed one.

Currently working on the 5 page essay.

The lovely girls came over to do our project for ECD just now.

And we played ali pomp after that.

I think the whole neighbourhood knows their names now.

HAHAHAHA!

Was it fun GB?

OKAY.

BYE.

Nina finds my tagboard very irritating.

Hahahaha.

I'm not changing it!

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Sunday, May 09, 2010

GB came early yesterday to help cook Roti Kirai.

IT WAS DISASTROUS!

Hahahahaha.

No lah, it was okay actually.

I really can't stand people who boasts.

Why can't they be humble for once?

And putting it on their status on FB.

It's just disgusting.

Still have the cheek to say that they feel sad for the others.

Sheesh.

To all Mothers out there,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

To Mama,

i know you have been through a lot.

And we really appreciate everything that you do, all the hardwork you put in to raise all of us.

You're one strong woman and i promise you,

i wouldn't want to disappoint you again.

I'll work hard, and make you proud.

I'll help you along the way, in anyway possible.

I love you Mama.

Sorry i didn't get you anything though.

To Nenek,

SELAMAT HARI IBU!

You're the one who's been with us through everything.

You're my pillar of strength.

You're the one whom i look up to.

You're the one I find whenever i need some one.

My life would suck without you.

I know you'll have to go one day,

and i dread for that day to come.

But as long as you're here, i will cherish every moment of it.

All the things that you have done for us,

i really appreciate it.

I will make you proud too, i will.

You're the best grandmother any granddaughter can ask for.

I love you Nenek.

p.s: your cookings are the best!

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Friday, May 07, 2010

It's Friday!

We went off and bought the things we needed at J8.

Then came to my place and completed some parts of the project.

I'm actually very excited to do the Play Kit.

((:

The class BBQ will be on the 19th June.

And i can't wait for our birthdays!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

My mum asked me to come down tomorrow to help out with some duties at her centre for Mother's Day celebration.

Wow, that was one long sentence.

But i think i should get my long needed sleep first.

Mother's Day is this Sunday.

WHAT SHOULD I DO?!

We're watching Avatar next Friday during Ms Wong's lesson.

Awesome.

It's a movie screening organised by the school to raise funds.

LETS BE HELPFUL PEOPLE!

Speaking of which,

my mother refuses to let me donate blood.

She says i'm too young.

-.-"

GB won't let me either.

Sweet, but i will donate one day!

Watch me!

GB, thanks for the help just now.

My group members and i very much appreciate it.

Hey, Happy 5 monthsary!

I think the day was well spent.

Include yesterday too please.

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Tuesday, May 04, 2010

I really cannot stand people who don't get sarcasm.

I think part of the reason is because sarcasm is one of my strongest medium and if sarcasm fails on that particular someone,

it's really dreadful.

Though at the same time i pity them.

And i definitely cannot stand hypocrites.

Yes,

i have "preached"on how we are all hypocrites in some ways.

It's only if you choose to learn not to be one every time,

in everything you do or say.

Yes, fuck walking contradictions.

Anyhoots!

I'll be occupied with projects now.

Busy busy busy like a bumblebee!

Who's bee am i?

(;

We had the Principal's welcome talk ( yes, after almost a month!), just now.

From which i headed to meet GB.

Thanks for the meal!

You'll make a good cook.

Nina and I exchanged jokes during the talk due to excessive boredom.

And we were laughing like as if we owned the hall.

LAME YOU KNOW THIS NINA!

and Yoges just had to spread the joke around.

-.-"

My granny bought my sister and i a new specs each!

She spent 200 bucks on us.

THANK YOU NENEK!

XOXO

My contact lenses tore in the morning just now.

I was wondering if i should just wear the new specs or open up a new contact lens.

Then i thought about the different degree so i went ahead with opening

a new pair of contact lenses.

I miss one thing;

sending Izzul B Burne to school.

Hahaha.

He's getting cheekier.

He had a wound on his forehead and he complained about it,

in which my grandmother told him,

"it's your own fault lah, you're the one who cannot stop fidgeting!"

and he answered so casually,

"it's not my fault, it's that family's fault!"

I burst out laughing.

And i think my granny was shocked by the reply that she didn't actually scold him for talking back.

PRICELESS.

Alright, i really need bejeweled.

Plus, i wouldn't want to leave someone alone for too long.

GOODBYE!

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Sunday, May 02, 2010

My grandparents made an on impulse decision yesterday and brought us to the beach.

So we opened the picnic mat and ate by the seaside.

Then GB, my brothers and i played soccer on the open field.

Went off at 5.

My grandfather treated us to an ice cream each before that.

ONE CRAVING DOWN!

ICB's going to have a BBQ on either the 19th or 26th of June.

At Raudah's place.

And i hope Ms Pearl will bring Trinity along.

There's Enchanted at 7.30pm today.

I watched Tarzan yesterday.

I miss watching that show!

Hahaha!

Can't wait for school tomorrow!

((:

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