Hey Dad
Look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I’m wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
I can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?

All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’s alright

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

Nothing’s gonna change the
Things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be Perfect

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be
Perfect

Song just happens to be stuck in my head.
Replays.
Again and again.

I was thinking of dedicating this to my mum.
Hey,you can always change it to
'Hey mum,look at me.'
Anything's possible.

I'll be fine.
Don't worry.
:)
I'm smiling now aren't I?
And laughing.
Haha!

Staring into space seems like my part-time hobby nowadays.
I'll just go blank.
And then jerk back into reality.
It's kind of nice though,try it sometimes.
It feels like as if you're in a pool of water.
A huge ocean where you're alone there.
And nothing else is in your head.
It's really,really nice.

Don't you feel confused?
When sometimes,they tell you stuff that make sense but then it doesn't?

Take death for example.
They say that you have to think about death everyday.
But then death brings sadness.
And they say,always look on the brighter side of life.
So which do you follow?
I guess sometimes,somethings are not meant to make any sense.
Hmm,funny isn't it?
Sure is to me.

That's it.
I'm going to watch Achmed,the Dead Terrorist again.
Toodles!

P.S:Sahidah,I want those pictures!
Please and Thank You. (: