you give me the world

Sunday, May 25, 2008

I never did think twice to help someone in need.
But now I do.
Getting involved in other people's problem,trying to help them..
It's a big business.
You never know what you'll get into.
It can turn delightfully right or horribly wrong.

But then again,they say.
A human helps another human that's in trouble.
Sometimes there's not much you can do.
A small matter in a stranger's eye.
Empathy,that's all one can give you.
Maybe some advice.
You can't help everyone.
You can't save everyone.
It's just impossible.

Nightmares.
Not closing my eyes.
Because it's an occurring nightmare.
The one that got me waking up in cold sweat.
Afraid to drift back to sleep.
Leading to insomnia.

Maybe it's a wake up call to cherish what you have.
The people around you.
And then there's the 'smile in case tomorrow doesn't come'.
I know that people have their limits.
Be it patience.
Anger.
Irritation.
Sadness.
There's always that breaking point.
It's okay to breakdown and feel down sometimes.
But then you have to get back up on your feet.

There's always light in all that darkness.
Religion will bring you calamity.
What's the use of living if all one ever wants to do is sit down and cry over the past,never moving on?

My grandmother always remind me.
"When you think that that's the end,you're having problems that are just a burden to you,think of the people out there who have it worse than you do."
It's true.
I have a family.
One that loves me.
Even though sometimes you think you're unappreciated.
But humans tend to forget.
Either to show their care,their love,their appreciation.

I think I've said enough for now.
Till then,goodbye!
:)

Ouh and Sahidah,
Happy 15th Birthday!
May Allah bless you.
:D

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