I don't know why.
It finally dawned on me that i don't have much time.
I know.
Stupid.

I know i don't tell you these things.
You know why, or maybe you don't.
It gets uncomfortable.

You're not helping me, really you aren't.
You get away with not mugging, maybe you're born with it.
What about me?

All i want is for you to stop asking or pretending to be concern about how i feel.
That look on your face everytime you tell me that it's okay, that i'm going to do better..
It angers me.

You say it yes, i appreciate it.
But can you do something about it?
Hmm, that's a question huh.

Enough.
I'm not the one with emotional posts.
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I found two kittens in school.
They made my day.
So adorable!

I brought back the white and grey one.
Iqah brought home the black/brown one.
Danial named them Upin and Ipin.
Mine's the male, Upin.
Iqah's the female, Ipin.
Haha.

He's playing outside right now.
I love having kittens around.
They warm my heart.

Like when you're angry or sad,
that feeling will just evaporate the moment you play with them.
Babies too.
((:

The last time i had a kitten was in P2 i think?
I don't remember.
But it's gone now.
):

Never mind.
Replacement is here!

I got a call from my brother asking me to get home ASAP.
Why?
Because an uninvited cat came.
It didn't do any harm to Upin but he's scared of her.
That cat just wants a home.

I've never seen that cat around so i have no idea where it came from.
But it has a pretty coat, very clean.
And tame.

I'd keep it if i can.
But i don't think my grandfather will allow me to.
Hmmmm.

Bored of cat talk?
Hahaha.

I took my Netball photos just now.
And i finally paid.
HAHA :D

I made Izzul a hat yesterday.
He needs to make one for Children's day.
Sad how i can't celebrate that day anymore.

The hat looks like a tanjak.
My granny and i sat down and decorated it.
I didn't know my grandmother is good in arts & craft.
Hahahaha.

Alright, i'll get going now.
Bye!