Guess who didn't bring her laptop to school?
Hehehehe :D

I am officially going bonkers.
I have all this anger channeled at one person,
but it seems like i can't let it out.
Come on, face the music.

I hate your guts.
Is it that difficult to just say the truth?
I'm the one who asked.
If you're going to give the excuse of trying not to hurt my feelings,
then all i'm going to say is that- don't bother because the damage is done and don't act like as if you care.

If you're going to give the reason of protecting your privacy,
then by all means i have the right to protect mine too.
But you just have to know don't you?
Because your emotions are beyond control.

You're an insensitive bastard, yes you are.
I really wouldn't bother sugar coating my words.
You don't deserve a well-mannered talk.

All i'm asking for is for you to tell me the truth,
no lies.
Words and confirmation from your own mouth.
Not from others.
And all i want is a proper goodbye.

If it makes me sound obnoxious by saying that you owe me an apology,
the so be it.
You do owe me an apology.

I am going to apologise for not fighting for what we had anymore.
I am going to apologise for being rude.
I am going to apologise to myself for pulling me down.
I am going to apologise to your friends for putting up with you.
I am going to apologise to the only person who cares and have been here all this time.

Till then, i'll be waiting.
And when that moment comes, i'm not going to turn back.
So make sure this is what you want.

I'm not going to initiate the contact anymore.
If you're the one with guts, you'd come up.
___________________________

It's the 1st of December.
A new month.
A new start.

The last month of the year.
And i'm here,
looking at the prospect of a new beginning.

The future ahead is what i'm looking forward to.
I'm not going to reminisce in the past.
Because the past is history,
and history shall not be lived again.
There's a reason why it's called history.

By the way GB,
I'm looking forward to your surprise.
As much as i hate the suspense of surprises,
i'll wait.
I DO IT FOR YOU!
;)

My mum wants me to work at Cineplex.
There's loads of vacancy there.
And she told me to go today and get a job.
-.-"

We'll see about that.
Hahahaha!

My sister just texted me and asked if i would love to accompany her to Penin.
So being the good sister i am, i said okay.
Heh :D
I don't have anything to do at home anyway.

Money fast depleting!
That's why must find work.
Haiyo!

Izzul is deaf.
In one ear.
He went into my room in the morning and asked,
"Kakak, we're going to the doctor today?"
I said, "Yeah, i think. Why?"
"Ohh, because im deaf in one ear."
"o.0 you sure not?"
i didn't wait for his answer and proceeded to scream in his ear.
"OI, i can still hear!"
"Ohhh, right. Sorry."
and he walked away.
Hahahahahha!

Byebyebye!
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