I'd never want this butterflies to fly.
Nor do i want the laughter to fade.
You make it easy, you really do.
Thank you so much.

I had fun yesterday.
:D

My sister bought Ferhan an amp for his birthday.
I got a shirt.
TYTY!
I'm looking forward to wearing it.
;)

I swear i hate repeating myself.
I had to repeat my sentence at least 3 times before my sister can hear what i say.
Because i happen to be sitting on her right side.
And she has issues with her right ear.

Even when i came home,
i had to repeat myself when talking to Izzul.
And i burst out asking probably the most stupid question ever,
"Can you please stop making me repeat myself? Are you deaf too?!?!"
And Izzul looked at me and at that instant i realised that he was deaf in one ear.
So i said,
"Ohh yeah, you are deaf. My bad."
And my siblings proceeded to laugh.
-.-"

And i think Izzul is picking up fast.
I shouted,
"It's raining!"
And he answered in the most indifferent tone,
"It started raining since just now kakak."
Sarcasm runs in the blood.

I've got enough evidence to move on now.
You have no fucking rights to get angry with me nor him anymore.
Enough ok.
I will lead my own life and you have no say in it.
Period.

I lost my train of thoughts.
Bye.

I tried to hold on but it hurts too much.
I tried to forgive but it's not enough,
to make it all okay.