Typing, and then pressing on the backspace again.
I'm quite clueless on what to write.
I mean there's things i wanna say but i think my brain is inept of putting them into words.
For now.

I really don't know how to make one understand.
Or sometimes when the point is totally misunderstood.
One can go on and on, repeating and reiterating the point again and again,
but if the other party doesn't get or won't get it,
what is one supposed to do?

For me, the best option is to keep quiet.
Leave it at that.
And then pray hope keeping quiet won't evoke another problem.

You wanna say something,
but you can't.
For reasons sometimes best known to itself.

The first few words are those that are fresh and honest.
Spoken sometimes without thinking but feeling.
I believe in that.

Words are sometimes the best weapon in one's arsenal.
But sometimes, people take displeasure in them.
Words can't always be sugarcoated.
Sometimes they hurt, sometimes they mean a lot.
Sometimes, they just mean nothing at all.

It's the way i am.
Ask anyone who knows.
They'd tell you the same thing.

If it's me, then alright.
I'm sorry.

I don't want anything.
And i won't say anything anymore.
Period.

Worried.