you give me the world

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Aneeqa is some place safe now.

Allah loves her more.

I wouldn't deny the sadness i'm feeling at her loss.

She is after all, only 5 years old.

I know she's happy where she is and she'll be in my prayers.

Sweet child.

Al-fatihah.

Death makes you realise how fragile life is.

How things can change abruptly without you expecting it.

It makes you treasure the people you love.

Not taking them for granted and not taking things for granted.

Not taking your life for granted.

I believe that every problem has a gift for you in its hands.

And i believe that in her passing away, there's a gift for her family in its way.

Maybe sooner or later.

Death also makes you learn how to move on with your life.

To remember, but to still move on.

Death makes life worthwhile.

I'm not afraid of death but what i'm afraid of,

is leaving the people behind.

And afraid if i've done enough to help myself in the afterlife.

Nevertheless, life goes on.

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My hands are trembling like crazy because of volleyball.

It's like as if i got abused.

Hahaha!

PROJECTS.

Because i love my family.

Thank you GB,

for being there.

Always.